I suddenly changed my mind on my way home. I know I said I was going to give him a chance and all, yes, but, I just don't know why I suddenly didn't want to do that anymore.Damn it's like I've lost interest in... both men and women. Whatever tension or chemistry that was happening in the bar, I suddenly didn't feel it anymore.We got to my place and I ushered him in."Fancy place you got here", he admired "Trust me it's nothing "."So this is where Greenwood spends his "Busy day " in huh?", he asked walking in."Naa, I actually spend it at work, I even have a room right next to my office if I want to crash there and all"."Wow, you seem really invested in what you do",he said."I don't really have a choice", I said and grabbed a bottle of wine from the mini wine bar"This is my favorite, you should try it", I SAID pouring him a glass."If I take another glass of wine I might loose grip", I said handing him a glass "Well I'd love to see you loosen up a bit ", he said."Oh believe m
I went to pick up Conrad from his work place by 7. He seemed so happy to see me. "I'm honestly shocked you called, what happened? you saw me in your dreams or something?". "No I uhm, I just thought about you... a lot", I said. He smirked, "So I got into your thoughts? damn that's an achievement" "Probably". "How many people get into your thoughts..a lot?", he asked. Asher Asher Asher and Asher. "Just you... and some clients", I said. He relaxed on the chair, with a proud grin on his face. We got to our location and got out of the car. It was a private bar. The people that ever came here were rich men that came to escape their miseries at home. Phones weren't even allowed inside, that's how secured it was. I didn't come with Bruce, he had the week off because of some health issues, and I honestly didn't even need him around so much because I barely went anywhere that wasn't work related. Well until now. We got inside and then we ordered some drinks and then we started
SEBASTIAN. * * I told myself I was going to give finding Asher one more chance. Just one. I grabbed my phone and dialed a number. "Hello good morning Mr Greenwood". "Mr Peterson", I said. "How are you doing sir". "I'm doing well, I uhm, I want to ask you something, I don't know if you'd have answers but... you're the last person I have in mind to reach out to", I said. "Any problem at all sir?". "No no it's about Asher", I said. "Oh... okay what about him?". "When last did you uhm, hear from him?". "Is there a problem? is he missing or something?", he asked sounding worried. "No not at all, I just haven't heard from him in a while, he stopped working for me and I just thought I'd check in to see if he was okay". "Well honestly I haven't heard from him in a while, the last time we spoke was when he wanted to get a degree, and then we saw briefly on his graduation, I came to see him, to congratulate him ... I mean... I know it doesn't count but I actually wanted to make p
SEBASTIAN * * The launch was amazing, as always. And it was even better when I had Timothy there. He loved the model, he talked about how lovely it was and how he was so impressed we pulled something like that. Honestly it was Anthony's design. He was really good at what he was doing. He has gotten a lot better now over the year. After the grand launch, we threw a little after party. it was then I met someone.He was Timothy's work mate or something, he looked oddly familiar honestly, and very attractive."This is Sebastian Greenwood, Sebastian meet my right hand man, Conrad", Timothy introduced us. "Sebastian Greenwood, pleasure to meet you in person, I'm Conrad Hilton",he said "Hello, pleasure to meet you... I'm sorry I'm not so familiar with the name", I said. "We were classmates, at Elementary school, I knew I hadn't forgotten you, remember I use to bully your brother and you would beat me up for it", oh so that's where I remember his face from"Wow ... you've really gro
SEBASTIAN **It was Stephanie's birthday, and we were going to use it as a reunion. Honestly since Timothy and I fell out, the whole group just started drifting apart. No matter how we tried to make things normal, it just couldn't work that way, and we were going to change that. Stephanie wanted it to be like old times; A sex party. But it just couldn't be the same way, because Timothy is getting married and Carla would probably cut his head off if she found out he use to attend those kind of things.So we finalized on a normal pool party. It was nice seeing all of us together again, laughing happily and talking about our life experiences of recent.It got better when Rebecca and Beatrice came a little later. They were getting married too, and it was going to be a week after Timothy's because they didn't want to crash theirs.Apparently getting married was the new deal, everyone was doing that. Everyone except me.You know the craziest part of everything? I was the only single per
ONE YEAR LATER**SEBASTIAN **I knocked on the front door of a very familiar house. One I've been at lots of times but haven't been to in over a year.The door flew open and I was greeted with a very familiar face."Oh my God, Sebastian, it's a pleasure to see you", she said cheerfully hugging me."Pleasure is mine, I heard about your engagement, I knew I had to come and congratulate you both in person ", I said handing her the flowers I got her."Thank you so much, He's at the poolside at the back ", she said letting me in.I nodded, "Thanks ", I mumbled getting a bit nervous."Hey", she said, "He misses you, like crazy", she said.I nodded and got to the back.He was on a phone call with someone, immediately he turned and saw me, he cut the call."Sebastian Greenwood ", he said in a very happy voice.I sighed, relieved."Timothy Johnson", I said.He came over and hugged me tightly."Damn it's been a while", he said smiling so happy to see me."I got your message about your engag
ASHER * * Whenever I go through a bad break-up, there's usually three things that comes in mind to do. 1) Crash out. Just cry and listen to Olivia Rodrigo and ghost everyone for weeks 2) Drink till stupor. 3) Fuck I took the third option. Now there's something called Sober sex, you fuck the closest person around when you're sad, depressed or angry. I don't want to crash out, and I don't want to drink... sex is the only option left. And I chose someone I think I should have fucked a long time ago, probably to get it out of my system. I knocked on his door. He looked surprised to see me. "Hey, what's up?". "Do you want to fuck me?", I asked. He seemed taken aback. "Huh?" "Do you want to have sex with me?". "I...I don't know, why are you even asking that.. is this like a test or?". "Yes or no before I change my mind!". "Uhm, sure", he said. I pushed him inside his house and smashed my lips on his. Emotionlessly. This has to be the most emotionlessly kiss I've had
ASHER**I was first awoken with a splitting headache, and then the sudden realization of everything that happened last night.Fuck!What have I done?I pulled myself up from the ground. I passed out in the kitchen after ordering a crate if beer and finishing it.I stood up, my sight still wavy. I went into the bathroom and stripped and then sat directly under the shower for straight 30 minutes, trying to organize my thoughts.Did Sebastian break up with me? He didn't say we were over, I don't remember him saying we were doneThis is a break right? we're just on break, we're going to be fine... right?I can't Believe I told him to leave last night!I can't loose him, fuck I'm so scared, I'm literally shaking.What is my life going to be like without him? I've subconsciously built my entire day with him in it! physically or over the phone, he's literally the only thing that makes sense right now!How stupid could I be?I can't loose him, no no I can't, I can't do that!I immediately
"Asher look, Timothy is... stressed, pissed and confused okay? how are you gonna react if see some evidences that point out that your mother killed your father? someone you trust so much with your entire life, and then watch her crash out for accusing her of something like that?"."Accused? of course I'll break a bottle over someone's head. See clear evidences and still live in denial? no I won't".I sighed and ran my hands through my head."Okay I'm sorry okay, but I don't know what to say or do right now, because everyone is messy right now, and I don't know okay? who do you want me to believe? I don't know who to believe"."Do you believe me?"."Of course I do, I was with you all through last week, plus why would you even do any of that"."What if I wasn't with you? what if I was here in New York, will you still Believe them?"."Where is any of this driving at Asher?"."Your entire family hates me! they think I'm trying to sabotage whatever shit they've been hiding for years, they