At first, I thought I was hallucinating again. There were so many times I actually thought I'd seen him. in fact it got to a point everyone looked like him.But this was not Mr hallucinating, this was real Asher was standing right in front of me.Rebecca didn't even wait for me to talk, she shoved me into The elevator and closed it."Have fun", she yelled as it closed and started going down.I didn't say a word, in fact no words were coming to me, I was just standing there in silence, staring at him.My heart was racing so fast I thought I'd would come out of my chest. I even felt like he was hearing my heart beat so fast.Then the elevator stopped and opened."You want to get out or?", he asked watching how I was just standing there, transfixed.I couldn't say a word, I just nodded and he led me out.God please if this is one of my weird dreams please don't wake me up, just let me stay here, die here too if possible.I just followed him, not knowing where I was going honestly and I
"Okay, so I want to ask you something alright? what if you meet Asher today and let's say he's still not ready yet, he's probably still sorting out his shit together, what are you gonna do?".I paused to think, I shrugged frustrated "I don't know", I said."Look I know I'm gonna sound like your dad but, you're Sebastian Greenwood, you have a legacy to keep going and you're not just gonna pause your entire life just because of him. I mean how long are you willing to wait for him? what if he's not ready until the next five years or ten maybe. Are you willing to wait that long for him? and most importantly, is he worth waiting that long for?Trust me I'm your man, I'm gonna support you in whatever decision you want to make, I'm so down with it, but just remember that time Is going and you're not getting any younger and you need to start getting your life together, that's just all I gotta say man ".i groaned loudly, "I'm so fucken confused as hell man love is so fucken terrible "."Not r
Have you ever been in a situation that you know for sure someone likes you, one hundred percent, pure and genuine and they really mean their intentions and no matter how much you try, you just cannot love them back?That's what my relationship with Conrad Is like. He is an amazing guy, he calls me every night before I fall asleep, most times I'm awake so we talk for a while. He's sending me flowers and perfumes and everything, but I honestly just cannot bring myself to be attracted to him in any way, even sexually!I mean it's easier to be sexually attracted to someone than emotional right? well I can't even find myself sexually attracted to him or anyone else in general.It's like Asher went with my sexuality, fuck.And I'm so scared to tell Conrad that I don't like him, because I know it's going to break him.I've been leading him on and that's... that's so wrong.I should sort my shit out before welcoming anyone in my life, but I was just so scared and confused.I was in my offic
I suddenly changed my mind on my way home. I know I said I was going to give him a chance and all, yes, but, I just don't know why I suddenly didn't want to do that anymore.Damn it's like I've lost interest in... both men and women. Whatever tension or chemistry that was happening in the bar, I suddenly didn't feel it anymore.We got to my place and I ushered him in."Fancy place you got here", he admired "Trust me it's nothing "."So this is where Greenwood spends his "Busy day " in huh?", he asked walking in."Naa, I actually spend it at work, I even have a room right next to my office if I want to crash there and all"."Wow, you seem really invested in what you do",he said."I don't really have a choice", I said and grabbed a bottle of wine from the mini wine bar"This is my favorite, you should try it", I SAID pouring him a glass."If I take another glass of wine I might loose grip", I said handing him a glass "Well I'd love to see you loosen up a bit ", he said."Oh believe m
I went to pick up Conrad from his work place by 7. He seemed so happy to see me. "I'm honestly shocked you called, what happened? you saw me in your dreams or something?". "No I uhm, I just thought about you... a lot", I said. He smirked, "So I got into your thoughts? damn that's an achievement" "Probably". "How many people get into your thoughts..a lot?", he asked. Asher Asher Asher and Asher. "Just you... and some clients", I said. He relaxed on the chair, with a proud grin on his face. We got to our location and got out of the car. It was a private bar. The people that ever came here were rich men that came to escape their miseries at home. Phones weren't even allowed inside, that's how secured it was. I didn't come with Bruce, he had the week off because of some health issues, and I honestly didn't even need him around so much because I barely went anywhere that wasn't work related. Well until now. We got inside and then we ordered some drinks and then we started
SEBASTIAN. * * I told myself I was going to give finding Asher one more chance. Just one. I grabbed my phone and dialed a number. "Hello good morning Mr Greenwood". "Mr Peterson", I said. "How are you doing sir". "I'm doing well, I uhm, I want to ask you something, I don't know if you'd have answers but... you're the last person I have in mind to reach out to", I said. "Any problem at all sir?". "No no it's about Asher", I said. "Oh... okay what about him?". "When last did you uhm, hear from him?". "Is there a problem? is he missing or something?", he asked sounding worried. "No not at all, I just haven't heard from him in a while, he stopped working for me and I just thought I'd check in to see if he was okay". "Well honestly I haven't heard from him in a while, the last time we spoke was when he wanted to get a degree, and then we saw briefly on his graduation, I came to see him, to congratulate him ... I mean... I know it doesn't count but I actually wanted to make p
SEBASTIAN * * The launch was amazing, as always. And it was even better when I had Timothy there. He loved the model, he talked about how lovely it was and how he was so impressed we pulled something like that. Honestly it was Anthony's design. He was really good at what he was doing. He has gotten a lot better now over the year. After the grand launch, we threw a little after party. it was then I met someone.He was Timothy's work mate or something, he looked oddly familiar honestly, and very attractive."This is Sebastian Greenwood, Sebastian meet my right hand man, Conrad", Timothy introduced us. "Sebastian Greenwood, pleasure to meet you in person, I'm Conrad Hilton",he said "Hello, pleasure to meet you... I'm sorry I'm not so familiar with the name", I said. "We were classmates, at Elementary school, I knew I hadn't forgotten you, remember I use to bully your brother and you would beat me up for it", oh so that's where I remember his face from"Wow ... you've really gro
SEBASTIAN **It was Stephanie's birthday, and we were going to use it as a reunion. Honestly since Timothy and I fell out, the whole group just started drifting apart. No matter how we tried to make things normal, it just couldn't work that way, and we were going to change that. Stephanie wanted it to be like old times; A sex party. But it just couldn't be the same way, because Timothy is getting married and Carla would probably cut his head off if she found out he use to attend those kind of things.So we finalized on a normal pool party. It was nice seeing all of us together again, laughing happily and talking about our life experiences of recent.It got better when Rebecca and Beatrice came a little later. They were getting married too, and it was going to be a week after Timothy's because they didn't want to crash theirs.Apparently getting married was the new deal, everyone was doing that. Everyone except me.You know the craziest part of everything? I was the only single per
ONE YEAR LATER**SEBASTIAN **I knocked on the front door of a very familiar house. One I've been at lots of times but haven't been to in over a year.The door flew open and I was greeted with a very familiar face."Oh my God, Sebastian, it's a pleasure to see you", she said cheerfully hugging me."Pleasure is mine, I heard about your engagement, I knew I had to come and congratulate you both in person ", I said handing her the flowers I got her."Thank you so much, He's at the poolside at the back ", she said letting me in.I nodded, "Thanks ", I mumbled getting a bit nervous."Hey", she said, "He misses you, like crazy", she said.I nodded and got to the back.He was on a phone call with someone, immediately he turned and saw me, he cut the call."Sebastian Greenwood ", he said in a very happy voice.I sighed, relieved."Timothy Johnson", I said.He came over and hugged me tightly."Damn it's been a while", he said smiling so happy to see me."I got your message about your engag