LOGINFIONA
“Fiona, did you forget to file the witness statements for the Delaney case?”
My stomach dropped so fast it almost hurt.
I had.
“I’m so sorry, Luna. I meant to do it yesterday, but depositions ran late and it just— I’ll do it now.”
She gave me the look that meant fix it before Mr. Hale notices and walked off.
We were one clerk short and drowning in trial prep. I’d been living off caffeine, bagels, and pure anxiety. My brain felt like static as I disappeared into the file room and started sorting, stamping and organizing.
Robert Delaney’s name glared up at me from every document. Rich and Powerful. Accused of white-collar crime that could bury smaller men. Cases like this sucked the air out of the office. Everyone walked faster. Talked sharper. Slept less.
I worked without stopping.
When I finally checked my phone, my heart stopped.
5:02 PM.
Ten missed calls.
From Reagent premier school.
My blood ran cold.
Flavian.
I was supposed to pick him up.
I shoved the files into their folders and rushed out, barely remembering to grab my bag. Desiree my neighbour couldn’t help today since she has a doctor’s appointment. I had promised myself I wouldn’t mess this up.
I flew to my car, mind racing faster than the engine.
Every red light felt personal. Every slow driver an enemy. My hands gripped the steering wheel so tight my fingers ached.
Please still be there. Please don’t let him think I forgot him.
When I pulled into the school compound, my breath left me in a rush.
He was there.
Sitting alone on a bench.
Small. Patient. Swinging his legs.
Waiting.
I didn’t even park properly. I ran to him and dropped to my knees, pulling him into me.
“I’m so sorry, baby. I’m so, so sorry.”
He hugged me back like nothing was wrong. “It’s okay, Mommy. I did my homework while I waited.”
That broke me more than if he’d cried.
I kissed his hair, his cheeks, his forehead. “You did? That’s amazing. I’m so proud of you.”
I forced my voice steady. “How about banana split sundaes for dinner?”
His face lit up instantly. “Yes!”
Relief bubbled out of me in a shaky laugh.
Then my body went still.
That feeling.
Someone watching.
I turned.
And my relief evaporated.
Him.
The board approved my proposal unanimously. As expected.
The principL and a few PTA members walked beside me as we exited, discussing funding and timelines, but my attention snagged on something across the courtyard.
A child. Alone on a bench.
School had ended over an hour ago.
“Why is that child still here?” I asked.
The teacher sighed. “His mother’s late. We’ve called several times.”
I didn’t think. I walked toward him.
He looked up and smiled like he recognized me. “You’re the guy from the cafe the other day.”
I almost laughed.
“My name is Flavian.”
His eyes widened. “Mine too! he said excitedly
Something tightened in my chest.
We talked. He was polite. Independent and mature for his age and too understanding when he mentioned his mother working late all week.
I knew that tone. That quiet acceptance of being second to survival.
“Have you eaten?”
“Mom says no food from strangers.”
“We’re not strangers anymore though, were friends now.”
He grinned.
I walked back to my car, jaw tight.
I’d seen this story before. Loving parent. No time. Child learning not to need too much.
People always think love is enough.
It isn’t.
Before I could stop myself, I took out my phone.
“I’d like to file a report of possible child neglect.”
Sunlight filtered softly through the curtains, spilling into the room in slow, golden streaks.For a moment, I stayed still.Listening.A quiet laugh drifted in from down the hall.Then another.Lighter.Smaller.Haven.I smiled before I even opened my eyes.Because that soundThat sound still felt like a miracle.“Mom!”
“They’ve been arrested.”The words didn’t register immediately.They hung there.Suspended.Like my mind needed a second longer to catch up to what my ears had just heard.“What?” I asked.Flavian didn’t move closer.Didn’t rush to explain.He just stood there.Controlled.Careful.Like he understood that every word from here mattered.“There’s been a report,” he said. “A
The days that followed settled into something… unfamiliar.Not chaos.Not peace.Something in between.Quiet.Structured.Careful.Haven woke every few hours.Fed.Slept.Cried.Lived.And in between those momentsI learned how to exist again.Not as someone’s partner.Not as someone reacting.
I didn’t sleep.Not after the message.Not after the image.I replayed it over and over again in my head until it stopped feeling like something I saw and started feeling like something I understood.The angle.The distance.The clarity.That wasn’t something taken by chance.That was taken by someone who knew exactly what they were doing.Someone inside the house.My fingers tightened slightly around my phone.Because nowThere was no doubt.Not about what happened.Not about what I saw.Not about what I had believed.Flavian didn’t touch her.He was pushing her away.And I had walked outCertain.Certain that everything I had was gone.A quiet knock sounded at the door.I didn’t move immediately.“Fiona,” my grandmother called softly. “He’s back.”Of course he was.I exhaled slowly.Then stood.Carefully adjusting Haven in her crib before stepping out.He was waiting in the living room again.But this timeHe didn’t look like someone asking.He looked like someone finishing something
I didn’t touch the messages.Not that night.Not the next morning either.I saw them.Every time my phone lit up.Every time his name appeared across the screen.But I didn’t open them.Because opening them meant listening.And listening meant giving space to something I wasn’t ready to question.Not yet.Haven stirred softly inside her bassinet, her tiny movements pulling me out of my thoughts.I adjusted her blanket instinctively, my hand lingering just a second longer than necessary.She was calm.Unaffected.Unaware.And somehow that made everything feel heavier.Because the world could fall apart around meAnd she would still sleep peacefully through it.A knock sounded at the door.Light.Measured.“Fiona,” my grandmother called softly. “You have a visitor.”My chest tightened slightly.I didn’t ask who.I already knew.“I’m coming,” I replied.He was in the living room.Standing.Not sitting.Not comfortable.Like he didn’t belong here.Like he wasn’t sure he was allowed to.Fo
The morning felt quieter than the night before.Like everything had already happened, and now all that was left was to sit in it.Haven stirred softly in my arms, her tiny fingers curling instinctively against my skin.I watched her for a moment.Memorizing her.Grounding myself in something that didn’t shift.Didn’t lie.Didn’t hurt.A soft knock sounded at the door.I didn’t need to look up.“Come in.”Flavian stepped in slowly.Careful.Like he was aware of every movement he made around me now.He stopped a few steps away.Not too close.Not too far.“How are you feeling?” he asked.“I’m fine.”It wasn’t entirely true.But it was enough.His gaze dropped to Haven.Softening immediately.“She slept?” he asked.“On and off.”A small pause.Then silence.Because we both knew why he was here.And neither of us was pretending otherwise.“Fiona,” he started.I looked up at him.Not angry.Not emotional.Just… steady.“I need you to listen to me.”I didn’t respond.Didn’t encourage it.Bu
Downstairs, Cheryl stood exactly where he expected her to be.Composed.Untouched.Like the
The first thing he felt was the weight.Heavy.Pressing down on his chest like something had settled there and refused to move.Then the noise came.Muted at first.Distant.Voices blending together in a low hum that didn’t quite make sense.Flavian forced his eyes open.The room tilted before settl
The ride back felt longer than it should have.Not because of traffic.But because something in my chest refused to settle.I held the garment bag across my lap, my fingers gripping it tighter than necessary.You’re overthinking.That’s what I told myself.That’s what I kept telling myself.But the
The boutique was quieter than I expected.Soft lighting. Neutral tones. Everything curated to feel effortless and expensive.I moved quickly anyway.Time mattered.Not because of the dinner.But because I didn’t want to be away from the house longer than necessary.Something about leaving like that







