Mag-log inChapter 1: Caught in the Act
The bass from Jordan’s speakers thumped through the walls as I slipped out of his room, heart hammering like a damn traitor. The party downstairs was still raging—cheap beer, shitty EDM, and too many people crammed into his parents’ living room. But I wasn’t going back down there. Not after seeing Ethan walk in from the gym twenty minutes ago, tank top clinging to his sweat-slicked chest, those thick arms flexing as he grabbed a water from the fridge. Ethan. Jordan’s older brother. The one guy I wasn’t supposed to want. I moved quiet down the hallway toward the guest bathroom, but my cock was already half-hard just from that glimpse. Fuck it. I’d been crushing on him since high school, when he’d come home from college all filled out and cocky. Straight-passing as hell, always with some girl on his arm, but that didn’t stop the fantasies. I locked the door behind me, yanked my phone out, and pulled up the hidden folder. There he was—shirtless pics I’d screenshotted from Jordan’s I*******m stories over the months. Ethan at the beach, water dripping down his abs. Ethan spotting weights at the gym, veins popping on his biceps. My hand was already shoving down my shorts, wrapping around my throbbing dick as I leaned against the sink. “Shit…” I stroked slow at first, thumb circling the leaking head, eyes glued to his body on the screen. I imagined those big hands pinning me down instead. That deep voice growling my name while he shoved his thick cock inside me. My strokes got faster, slick sounds filling the small bathroom. Pre-cum dripped over my fingers. I was close already, biting my lip to stay quiet. The door handle rattled. I froze, phone still in one hand, cock pulsing in the other. “Occupied,” I choked out, but the lock clicked anyway. The door swung open. Ethan stood there, one eyebrow raised, still in that damn tank top and gym shorts that did nothing to hide the heavy bulge swinging between his legs. His eyes dropped straight to my exposed dick, then to the phone screen where his own photo glowed bright. “Well, well,” he said, voice low and rough. A smirk tugged at his lips as he stepped inside and shut the door behind him. The lock clicked again. “Alex. Jerking off to me like a little perv while my brother’s downstairs?” Heat flooded my face, but my cock didn’t get the memo—it twitched harder in my grip. I tried to pull my shorts up, but Ethan was faster. His big hand clamped around my wrist, pinning it to the sink. “Don’t stop on my account.” His breath was hot against my ear as he crowded me against the counter. He was taller, broader, all muscle and raw masculinity. Up close, he smelled like sweat and that woodsy cologne that always made my knees weak. “How long you been sniffing around my pics, huh?” “I—I didn’t—” The lie died when he reached down and wrapped his fingers around my cock, giving it one slow, firm stroke. I moaned, hips bucking into his fist like a slut. “Look at you,” Ethan murmured, eyes dark with something hungry. “Leaking all over my hand. Bet you’ve been thinking about this for years.” He pumped me harder, thumb pressing right under the head where I was most sensitive. “Jordan’s little best friend… always staring at me when you think no one’s looking.” His free hand grabbed my phone, scrolling through the folder with a low chuckle. “Damn. You got the good ones. That beach trip? I was hard as fuck under those trunks that day.” I whimpered when he twisted his wrist just right, smearing my pre-cum down the shaft. My legs shook. This was really happening—Ethan touching me, his breath on my neck, his massive body trapping mine. “Turn around,” he ordered, spinning me to face the mirror without waiting. My shorts dropped to my ankles. In the reflection, I looked wrecked already—cheeks flushed, lips parted, cock jutting out red and desperate. Ethan stood behind me, one hand still working my dick while the other yanked his own shorts down. Holy fuck. His cock sprang free—thick, veiny, at least eight inches with a fat, leaking head. Way bigger than anything I’d taken before. It slapped against my ass cheek, hot and heavy. “You want this?” he growled, grinding against me. The length slid between my cheeks, teasing my hole. “Been dreaming about my cock splitting you open?” “Yes,” I gasped, pushing back against him. Shame and lust twisted together in my gut. Jordan was right downstairs. This was so fucking wrong. But I couldn’t stop. Ethan spat into his palm and slicked himself up, then pressed the blunt head right against my entrance. No condom. No prep beyond that. He pushed in slow but relentless, stretching me wide. The burn was intense, perfect. I gripped the sink, moaning loud as he sank deeper, inch by thick inch, until his heavy balls rested against mine. “Fuuuck, you’re tight,” he groaned, bottoming out. His hand wrapped around my throat, tilting my head back so I had to watch us in the mirror. “Look at that. Taking your best friend’s brother raw like a good boy.” He started thrusting—deep, powerful strokes that made my toes curl. Every drag of his cock against my prostate had me leaking all over the sink. The slap of skin on skin filled the bathroom, loud enough that anyone passing could hear, but I didn’t care anymore. Ethan’s grip on my hip was bruising as he fucked me harder, bending me further over the counter. “Stroke yourself,” he commanded. I obeyed, jerking my cock in time with his thrusts. Pleasure coiled tight in my belly. “ Ethan—I’m gonna—” “Not yet.” He slowed, grinding deep instead, rotating his hips so his cock rubbed every sensitive spot inside me. “You come when I say. Been waiting years to wreck this ass.” He reached around and pinched my nipple through my shirt, then bit down on my shoulder to muffle his own groan. The pain mixed with the pleasure, pushing me right to the edge again. His balls slapped against me with every thrust, heavy and full. Finally, he sped up, pounding me mercilessly. “Now. Come on my cock.” I exploded, shooting thick ropes across the sink, my hole clenching tight around him. Ethan cursed, burying himself to the hilt as he came too—hot, pulsing spurts flooding deep inside me. He kept thrusting through it, breeding me full until cum leaked down my thighs. We stayed locked like that for a moment, panting. His cock softened but stayed inside, plugging his load in me. Then he pulled out slowly, watching with dark satisfaction as his cum dripped from my wrecked hole. He tucked himself away and slapped my ass hard enough to sting. “Clean up,” he said casually, like he hadn’t just raw-fucked me senseless. “And delete those pics… or don’t. I’ll know if you touch yourself to me again.” He unlocked the door and slipped out, leaving me trembling against the sink, cum running down my legs and my mind spinning. Jordan was still downstairs, laughing with his friends. Oblivious. But Ethan knew now. And from the look he gave me before disappearing down the hall, this wasn’t over.Seared by the Head ChefChapter 1: The Man Who Ran the Pass Like a GodI never wanted to work at Ember.The restaurant was the kind of place that charged three hundred dollars a head and still had a three-month waitlist. Two Michelin stars. A head chef who had once made a grown line cook cry on camera during a documentary. I needed the money and the line on my résumé more than I needed my pride. So when the call came that they’d lost a grill cook two weeks before a major reviewer was due, I said yes.I told myself I could survive anything for six months.Then I walked into the kitchen at 1:47 p.m. on a Tuesday and saw him.Adrian Voss stood at the pass like he owned the air itself. Tall. Broad through the shoulders in a way that made the pristine white chef’s coat look tailored. Dark hair pushed back from a face that belonged on the cover of something expensive—sharp jaw, straight nose, a mouth that looked like it rarely smiled and never needed to. His sleeves were rolled to the elbow
His Tour Bus TemptationChapter 4: The Miles That Made It PermanentThe next three cities blurred together in a haze of load-ins, soundchecks, and the constant low thrum of wanting him.Cleveland. Pittsburgh. Philadelphia. Every night the same pattern: I did my job in the wings while River owned the stage, then later—sometimes on the bus, sometimes in a blacked-out hotel suite—he pulled me apart until I forgot how to pretend I was anything except his. We didn’t talk about what it meant. We just kept doing it. And every time I came with his name in my mouth the word straight felt a little more like a costume I’d outgrown.By the time we rolled into New York the crew had stopped asking why I disappeared after shows. A couple of the other techs gave me looks. One of them smirked and muttered “singer’s pet” under his breath when I walked past. I didn’t correct him. There was nothing left to correct.The night of the Madison Square Garden show River found me in the loading bay after the fi
Chapter 3: The City That Broke the Last LieDetroit smelled like rain and old concrete.We rolled in just after dawn. The crew scattered to the venue for load-in while the band disappeared into black SUVs. River caught my wrist before I could follow the other techs off the bus. His fingers were warm. The look he gave me was not.“Stay,” he said simply.I stayed.The cabin door shut behind the last of the departing footsteps. Suddenly the bus felt too quiet, too small, still heavy with the scent of what we’d done in the dark hours before. My body remembered every second of it—the wet heat of his mouth, the slide of his cock against mine, the way I’d come apart under his hand while the highway lights streaked past. I’d spent the remaining ride half-dozing against his chest and telling myself it was a one-time crack in the foundation. Nothing more.River leaned against the closed door and looked at me like he could hear the lie forming.“You’re already trying to put it back in the box,”
His Tour Bus TemptationChapter 2: The Miles That Made It WorseThe bus rolled through the dark and neither of us spoke for a long time.I stayed standing near the cabin door like distance might still save me. River sat on the edge of the narrow bed, elbows on his knees, watching me with those silver-gray eyes like he had all the patience in the world. The low lights painted shadows under his cheekbones. Every time the bus took a curve his open shirt shifted and showed another inch of pale chest. My cock stayed hard the entire time. I hated how obvious it had to be.“You’re still deciding,” River said finally. Voice quiet, almost conversational. “Whether you want to run or whether you want to find out what happens if you don’t.”“I don’t do this.” The words came out rough. “I’ve never— with a guy. I’m not—”“Straight?” He finished it for me, mouth curving. “Yeah. Most guys who end up hard in my cabin start out saying that.”Heat flooded my face. I dragged a hand through my hair and lo
His Tour Bus TemptationChapter 1: The Singer Who Shouldn’t Have Looked at Me TwiceI never wanted to work for a band like Hollow Saint.I needed the money. That was the entire story. Three months behind on rent, a sister who still thought I had my shit together, and a friend of a friend who knew someone on the crew. One phone call later I was standing outside a loading dock in Chicago with a laminated pass around my neck and a duffel bag that contained everything I owned that still fit.Hollow Saint was huge. Arena-level huge. The kind of band that sold out nights in minutes and left hotel rooms destroyed on principle. Their lead singer, River Kane, was the face of it all—beautiful in a way that looked almost illegal, voice like smoke and broken glass, openly, unapologetically queer. The tabloids loved him. The fans worshipped him. I had never once listened to their music on purpose.I told myself I was just there to move gear, tune guitars, and keep my head down until the tour leg e
His On-Ice RivalChapter 4: The Night the Rivalry Changed ShapeThe third game of the trip was uglier than the second.We won again—barely. I scored the game-winner on a tip-in off Levi’s feed. The second the puck crossed the line he crashed into me behind the net in a celebration that looked, to everyone else, like the same old aggressive chemistry. Only I felt the way his glove lingered on the back of my neck for a second too long. Only I heard the low “that’s it” he breathed against my ear before the rest of the line piled on.In the locker room the guys were louder than usual. Someone cracked a joke about the “Cole-Ashford connection” finally paying off. Levi caught my eye across the stalls and didn’t smile. He just looked at me like he was already thinking about the hotel room.The bus ride felt longer. The elevator felt smaller.The second the door shut behind us Levi had me pinned against it.His mouth was on mine before I could speak—hungry, almost angry, the same competitive
Chapter 1: Caught in the Dark I never thought I would see my stepbrother like this. The house was supposed to be empty. Mom and Dad had left for their anniversary weekend, and I had planned to spend the night buried in my books, finally getting some peace from Damien’s constant noise. Hockey prac
Chapter 4: Shadows and Surrender The crack outside the cabin window jolted me awake before dawn, my body still sore and marked from Damien’s relentless claiming the night before. I lay tangled in the heavy blankets, his arm draped possessively over my waist, his breath warm against my neck. For a
Chapter 3: Cabin Fever The family cabin loomed ahead like a trap wrapped in pine trees and fresh snow. Mom and Dad had insisted on the weekend getaway to bond us all together, but they bailed at the last minute with some excuse about a work emergency back in the city. Convenient. Or maybe suspicio
Chapter 2: Bound by the Secret The flash from Damien’s phone burned behind my eyelids long after he lowered the device. My knees still ached against the basement carpet, my lips felt swollen and raw, and the taste of him lingered on my tongue like a brand I could not wash away. I stared up at him,







