Arya was absent minded throughout all her classes for the morning till it was lunch break.
She was practically dragged to the cafeteria by her friends.Everything that's happening lately between her and her brother is just too much for her head to carry.She knows that she feels something for her brother, but at the same time also doesn't want to be true to her feelings and be condemned and discriminated by the society, and her parents will be so disappointed and disgusted by her.It's just too much for a modest 17 years old girl like her.All she knows is that she feels something, something deep, something dark, something erotic, something that is never going to be accepted by the society.You are so messed up Arya," she screamed inwardly at herself.Arya, have mercy on the poor macaroni," Christie said snapping her back to life.She hissed out loud, then dropped her spoon noisily on the plate and pushed it aside.forever.Ugh!! Finally, someone decides to speak up," Christie teased.You both have been my best friend for the longest time and we practically share everything with each other, we never lie to each other and we don't keep secrets from each other...Arya, what's going on? Am getting really confused," Christie quickly cut her off.Am gonna tell you guys something, something I should probably keep a secret because it's a shameful thing, but I can't, and this thing am about to tell you might make you hate me or you might be disgusted or worst probably stop being friends with me, and it's really fine because i deserve it, but we always understand each other, so am hoping you will understand me and don't judge me, I can't hide it anymore," she spilled out, tears gathering in her eyes. Okay, am getting scared, what's going on? Am tired of asking this question," Josh said sounding really impatient.I need you guys to answer this few questions before I tell you what's going on," she said.Okay," they quickly nodded urging her to go ahead.For the past years that we've been close friends, have I ever for once done something illegal? She asked.No," they replied.Have I ever being immodest or immoral?No," they replied.Have I ever stayed out late or went clubbing or smoked?Nope," they replied.Have I ever had a boyfriend or slept with any man before? What's with all this questions Arya, you have being nothing but a good girl since I got to know you, you clearly don't have any business with all the shits teenagers do for fun, you always obeyed the rules, you've never gone out of line, what exactly we need to know right now, is what's going on with you? You are scaring us," josh said.Talk to us Arya, no one will judge you, I promise," Christie added holding her hand while Josh held the other.Okay here goes my downfall, uhmm, I think am inlove with Ronald," she finally dropped the bomb.Okay? What's wrong with that? Why are you making it sound like it's a crime? We know Ronald is a dangerous drug dealer, he's really rough and I don't know how you guys met for you to be falling this hard, but it's no big deal, I mean ...Am not talking about the gangstar Ronald in grade 12, am talking about my brother Ronald," Arya cut her off.What? Your brother? You are joking right? Christie asked hoping it's truly a prank.Dead serious," Arya replied and Christie slowly let go of her hand, Josh did the same.Yeah, I thought so," she mumbled and slowly bent her head.Arya, this is really a lot to digest right now but am not condemning you, I mean you are human and certain things happen that you won't be able to control or stop yourself From doing, I perfectly understand you," Christie assured taking hold of her hand again.But how did this happen? You never mentioned anything about it before, when did this attraction start? Josh asked staring intently at her.I really don't know, but ever since we were little, I've always had a soft spot for him, and then we grew up and it's still there, I tried so much to convince myself that it is brother and sister kinda affection but it isn't it and I know it, am deeply attracted to him and I shouldn't be because it's incest, but then I can't seem to be in control of my emotions anymore," Arya stated as a drop of tear rolled down her cheeks.Oh my God," Christie muttered in total bewilderment.I've never mentioned it to you guys because it's shameful, i had to tell you guys now because it has been getting out of control this few months," she said, tears flowing freely from her eyes.Arya please stop crying or am gonna cry too," Christie said using her thumb to clean her tears.How about Ronald, have you told him about it? Josh asked.No, but I think he's feeling more than I do, it's almost impossible for him to hide it even when our parents are present, guys this is really bad because it isn't just a normal attraction, this is deeply erotic, dark feelings, sexual cravings, I have wet dreams about him all the time, i get wet at little contact with him, I always imagine how it feels to have him inside of me and.....Ewww, stop, just stop already Arya, it's making me wanna puke right now no offence though, but this is really bad, it's incest, I can't believe this is happening near me, I only watch it in movies," Christie spat making an irritated face.Yeah it's really bad," Josh added.But you know what? I think you should get serious with Jeremy, maybe it might help get your mind off Ronald, or what do you think? Christie suggested.I think that's a brilliant idea Christie,"Josh said.I agree, it's really a great idea let's give it a try, Arya said with a not-so-bright smile.Deep down, she doesn't want to get over the feelings she has for her brother but she has to because their love is never going to be accepted anywhere.it's forbidden. If only he is not her brother.Why isn't he here already, it's getting late," Christie groaned for the umpteenth time as they stood by the school's parking lot waiting for Ronald to come pick her.I don't know what's holding him up, you guys can get going, I will wait for him till he comes," Arya said.Are you kidding? Leave you here all by yourself? You know what? Common let's drop you off," Josh said.No, I don't wanna be home alone, my mom won't be home by now," Arya pouted.Okay, you can stay over at my place till your parents gets back," Christie suggested.No, if I do that then I will be putting Ronald in trouble, he will be punished for leaving me hanging," Arya replied.So what are we going to do now? Josh asked.I don't know, I will just......Arya!!!! She heard someone calling her from behind.She turned around and saw Jeremy approaching them, he was in his basket ball wears, his bag hung at one side of his shoulder.Hey, you are still here," Arya said with a small smile as he got to where they are.Yeah,
"Baby arya, aren't you gonna come down for dinner? It's mac and cheese," Mrs benson called knocking at Arya room door."Am not hungry mom," she replied."That's new, you've never rejected mac and cheese, are you sick? Open the door," Mr benson said banging at the door."Am okay dad, am just tired, I had a bad day at school I need all the rest I can get," Arya replied."Bad day? What happened? Do you wanna talk about it?" Mrs benson asked.No mom, am okay, all I need is rest, can i have that? Arya snapped getting restless by their pestering."Fine, but if you need anything we are in okay?" Mrs benson retorted."Alright mom," she replied heaving a sigh of relief as shey left her doorstep.She was drifting off to sleep when a gentle knock came on the door."Who is it"? She asked knowing who it is already."Arya," Ronald called, his voice coming out so low.She ignore him and relaxed back on the bed."Arya," he called again getting no response from her."Arya I know you can hear me, pleas
Arya's phone beeped with a message tone and she quickly picked It up from the arm of her chair and opened it.It was a message from an unknown number. "Hey beauty,""Hey, who's this?" She texted back.It was a Saturday morning and she and Ronald were home alone watching tv in the living room.Her phone beeped again"Jeremy" with heart stickers," the message read."Jeremy? How did you get my number?" She texted." I have my ways, how are you?" He texted back."Am good and you?" She replied." great, so about the date? Just a reminder though, no pressure," he texted."Actually its a yes, I would love to go out with you Jeremy," she replied."Yes!!! I feel like am flying so up in the air right now," he texted and Arya bursted into laughter.Ronald who has been staring at her the whole period frowned on seeing her laugh so happily with whomever is on the phone."Who are you texting and smiling like that?" He asked."Oh, it's Jeremy," she replied and pure anger flashed through his eyes, b
"How do I look mom," Arya asked walking into the living room beautifully dressed for her date with Jeremy."You should have asked me first, I have better taste than your mom," Mr benson said."That's rich coming from someone who wanted to couple a yellow tie on his blue suite yesterday, isn't that fantastic, " Mrs be son mocked and they all busted into laughter."You really need to stop saying certain things in the presence of this kids," Mr benson muttered scratching his neck in embarrassment."You should stop stepping on my toes then," Mrs benson snapped."How do I look bro?" Arya asked turning towards Ronald."Like a frog," Ronald snapped.Their parents busted into laughter."That is not a fair thing to say Ronald," Arya pouted."It's not my fault, you asked are the one who asked for my opinion," he retorted with his face buried in his phone."Why does it look like the veins on your neck are gonna cut? Please keep your opinion to yourself, I know I look great," Arya snapped angrily
"Stop smiling like that Arya, it's creepy," Ronald groaned for the umpteenth time as he drove Arya to school.He has been trying to strike a conversation with her but all she did was smile to herself all through."Stop staring at my face and drive," she scolded and looked out of the window still smiling."Okay, Arya, I need you to tell me what's going on because you are freaking the hell out of me right now," Ronald retorted."Nothing is going on Ronald, can't a girl just wake up on the bright side and decide to be happy?" Arya pouted."Whatever you say miss, just wait till you are out of my car before you go back to that creepy smile of yours, please," Ronald retorted focusing back on the road.The rest of the ride to her school was silent as different thoughts ran through their heads."Jeremy is so cool, he's such a perfect gentleman," Arya suddenly blurted out."I knew it, I knew it has something to do with that dickhead," Ronald cursed angrily."Don't call my boyfriend names Ronal
Go search for your boyfriend girl, I gotta enjoy this party," Christie shouted in Arya's ears and ran off leaving her all by herself in the crowd.Arya considered calling Jeremy to pick her up but then she wanted to surprise her sweet boy for once.She searched around in the crowd but no sign of Jeremy.'Okay, girl, you have to reconsider calling Jeremy because where the freak are you gonna find him in this massive crowd,'? Her mind whispered to her.She was about to dial his number when she sighted him at a corner trying to get away from a random girl who kept clinging on him.Arya smiled sadly on seeing how he tried desperately to get away from the girl."I wish I could give you my whole heart Jeremy because you deserve it, Now, how do I tell you how Terribly sorry I am for letting you fall for the wrong person," Arya cried inwardly as she matched towards them."Ain't no space for your bitchy ass bitch, he's taken, go force your cheap ass somewhere else," Arya snapped angrily pushin
I'm totally dissapointed in you Arya, this is the height of disrespect, since when did you start lying to us? Mrs Benson yelled angrily.They were gathered in Arya's room with angry expression written all over their faces.None of them slept since the previous night when Ronald carried her in, they all took turns watching over her, the family doctor had already came around and ran series of tests on her before leaving."I'm sorry mom," Arya managed to mutter as tears welled up in her eyes.Ronald clenched his palm in anger, he felt like shit seeing her in that position and not being able to help her, if only he could exchange their bodies and take all the pains for her."Sorry for what exactly? Take a good look at yourself, you could have been raped, how do you expect us to live with the guilt that we are so careless to the point of watching your life get destroyed right under our nose? " Mr Benson yelled angrily, his eyes were burning with so much rage, heaven knows it's taking every
arya and ronald walked slowly down to the living room where their parents sat watching their favorite tv show."mom, dad, i'm sorry, please forgive me," arya pleaded and quickly went down on her knees, ronald followed suit."please, forgive her dad," he added."okay, we are not gonna do this, we are definitely not doing this, ronald, up to your feet, now," mr benson said staring amusedely at him, it was obvious his raging anger has thoroughly lessened."will arya stand with me?" ronald asked."she can choose to stand or continue kneeling, it's none of my business, matter of fact, i'm not even seeing her right now," mrs benson spat angrily, she was obviously still pissed for being tricked so easily."mom...""don't you dare mention my name, you made me a fool arya, do you know how ashamed i am right now for letting you and your friends trick me so easily like a fool? this is not the daughter that i raised," mrs benson yelled angrily, her husband slowly took hold of her hand squeezing i