7.

The next couple of days I've been doing what Lindsey told me to do and the outcome I already saw coming, the outcome of me talking honestly to Liam!

It's been raining cats and dogs all day so depressing! So I get my rain jacket on and take the bus to his house and pray that his dad is not around!. The bus is full with wet passengers and it smells like hell making me want to throw up! Yak!!

When I finally arrived Liam's answers surprised the door.

"Sarah?!....what are you doing here?"

"Uhm why are you looking so surprised? It's not like I haven't been here before or something....or are you just digging a secret hole in your backyard for a skeleton or something?!" I smirk but he does not seem to get or enjoy my joke….

"May I come in please, it's really pouring and I'm getting cold!"

"Sure, yeah sorry come in!" He says while letting me pass.

"Do you want some tea Sarah, it will warm you up!"

"Sure, that would be nice, thank you Liam!" I sat down on the sofa after putting my wet jacket to dry in the hallway.

After some minutes Liam comes back with tea and some cookies and after some minutes munching on them he looks at me kind of curiously but also a little sad.

"Why are you here Sarah, because I don't think you are here for the tea!" He almost whispers and I sigh deeply.

"You are right, I'm here to talk with you....I will say this first, your dad is not in this so please!.....because I've been struggling with this even before I've met your dad so don't blame him okay!....i think it's time for both of us to go look for someone else who fits better to what we want and need in a relationship and in life Liam!"

After that I wait a bit for a response and I see him swallow and staring at his hands.

"You're in love with my dad, aren't you??" He then mutters.

"I've told you to not blame him!, the only thing he is guilty of is opening my eyes to what i really want, what i have always wanted but always suppressed because of you, you don't want or can't give me the things that i want and in the end it will break us Liam, i think you don't want a complaining girlfriend by your side right? And I don't want to be the complaining type either but I feel I need to speak up because I'm not really happy anymore!, I'm sorry Liam!!.....i really like you and love you but I think it would work more as a friend for me! I'm sorry but I can't keep this up, keep pretending that I'm happy when I'm not!".

A tear escapes his eye and he wipes it quickly away.

"I think you should leave, you've said and done enough!"

"I'm sorry Liam but I think that honesty is better than pretense! I'll leave but I still hope we can still be friends, maybe in the future?" But he ignores me and throws my jacket in my face angrily so I just get up and put on a half dried jacket and leave his house.

I walk out to the roadside to the bus stop but just as i thought my day

couldn't get any more worse i see that I've missed the bus so now i have to

I waited another 20 minutes and now it also started to rain again!!! So not my luck, damn!!!

I sit on the bench in the rain with my arms around me to keep me a little warm although it's not helping much!

After some time I hear a car approaching and I look up, it looks familiar but I don't know why until the door opens on the passenger side....

"Hey Sarah, get in! I'll bring you home!" Riley says and I'm so happy to see him, that i finally got out of the rain and can get home. I get in and put on my seatbelt. "Thank you mister....ehm Riley!" I say and he smiles widely.

"I'm happy I saw you on time, what are you doing outside in this weather aniways and why didn't you ask Liam to bring you?"

"I....ehm….we....i broke up with him!" I say softly looking out the window.

"Oh....sorry....I didn't know Sarah, since when?" He asks in a soft tone with his eyes on the road.

"Since today, i actually came to the house to talk to him about it, to end

it "I explain and he nods.

"Do you want to go somewhere, maybe for ice cream or a drink?" He

then asks and I think for a moment....

"I still have pancakes at home who i only have to warm up and put some ice cream so I'm okay.....but would you like some?"

"Sure, I'd love to taste your pancakes!" He smirks.

So we drove on to my place Which we reached in 10 minutes.

"Please make yourself at home while i get out of this mess" i say pointing to my clothes and he nods.

"I'll do the pancakes okay?"

"Sure, thank you!" I say while walking to my room. Back in my room i quickly strip out off my wet clothes and jump under a hot shower. When I'm done I put on my sweatpants and a crop top to finish it and quickly dry my long hair.

When I come out and walk to the kitchen I already smell the pancakes and I watch Riley busy putting ice cream between them.

Damn that man is so freaking hot!! I can't resist watching him licking some ice cream from his fingers so when he's about to do it again I stand in front of him, grab his fingers and put them in my mouth while closing my eyes, licking and sucking them clean.....

"Shit...Sarah!" Riley mumbles while I hear his breath hitch.

I open my eyes and look at him, his eyes are a shade darker with dilated pupils full of raw lust!!

Oh God....what have I done?!.......