~ KATERINA~
After giving Lucas the divorce papers and resignation letter, I left his office and headed to my office which is located not that far from his. Lucas told me that he will send me the alimony money in my bank account since he knows my bank details. However, I told him there was no need for him to send me the money. He asked me if I was sure I didn't need the money and I told him I was sure about it. It's not that I didn't need the money or something. The reason why I turned it down was because I didn't want Lucas to think I was after his money. I know that was a trap for me because he thinks I agreed to marry him as Monalisa's substitute bride because he was rich. The truth is, I didn't care if Lucas was a billionaire when I agreed to the marriage. I accepted to marry him because I loved him. It was not because he's the C.E.O of Thompson Fashion company. It broke my heart to learn that Lucas thought I had a hidden agenda. It broke my heart into a million pieces. Monalisa is the reason why Lucas doubted me. She planted the seed of doubt in his mind and from the look of things, the roots had run so deep. I have been defending myself each time Monalisa accused me falsely to make me look bad in the eyes of Lucas. I didn't have the energy to defend myself anymore. I couldn't do it anymore. It was exhausting... Lucas should know better than anyone else that I would never do anything to harm him. However, he chose to believe Monalisa instead of believing me. Sometimes it's tiresome to be an anti-hero. Heaving a deep sigh, I pushed open the door of my office and walked inside. I looked around the office, my lips curving into a sad smile. I couldn't believe that I was saying goodbye to this place because it felt like my second home since I spent more time at work. God, I'll miss it so much. Taking a deep breath, I walked to the shelf and grabbed a cotton box then began to arrange in my belongings including my picture that was laying on the vintage table, the medals that I won in a fashion competition and important documents. A single teardrop rolled down my cheek when I was done packing my stuff in the cotton box. God, it was so much harder than I thought. I didn't know it was this difficult to say goodbye to a place that you considered like home. As much as it hurt so fucking bad, I think it was the best decision for my peace of mind. No one asked me to resign, I did it willingly because I know it was the right thing to do. I didn't want to feel awkward working at the same place with my ex-husband. I darted my eyes around one last time, the memories that I made in the office playing in my head. Heaving a deep sigh, I grabbed the cotton box and walked to the door, my legs feeling heavy. I never imagined that there would come a day when I would leave this company in such a way. I had big dreams for Thompson's Fashion company. The dream that I wanted to share with the rest of the world in fashion industry. However, I think all the dreams and plans that I had for the company would never come to life. It'll forever remain a dream. I hope the company will still flourish even in my absence. I wish Lucas all the best in his future plans with the company. He's a good leader because he always values his employees and he's always open to new ideas. That's why Thompson Company is among one of the biggest and successful fashion companies in the country. I know Lucas too well, I have spent a lifetime with him to know his potential. I know he can do it without me. I didn't feel bad for leaving the company. In fact, I'm grateful because Lucas gave me a chance to share my ideas with the rest of the fashion industry. Things might have not turned out great between us, however, I'll always be thankful for what Lucas has done for me. He has taught me many things which I didn't know in fashion industry. Somethings are not made to last forever and we have to admit it no matter how much it hurts. " Mrs Thompson?"Judith,the secretary, called me in surprise, staring at the box in my hands. I know she had a million questions buzzing in her mind. " A- Are you leaving the company?" She asked hesitantly, not sure if she had asked the right question or not . I know she was afraid to ask me the question because I was her boss. " Yes, I'm leaving." I nodded in confirmation, the corner of my lips curving into a sad smile. Judith was shocked when she heard my words. It seemed as though she had heard the most shocking news of the year. " What? Why?" She asked, not believing what she had just heard. I was quiet for a while then heaved a deep sigh. " It's due to personal reasons." I explained briefly since I didn't want to go into details. I watched as her face change subtly from shock, to realisation then to sadness. " I can't believe you're leaving the company, Mrs Thompson." She said sadly. I wanted to tell her that I was no longer Mrs Thompson but chose to remain quiet. " You have been the best boss to all of us. You always listened to us and provided a conducive environment for all the employees. I wasn't expecting this…you know." Her words were touching which made me feel emotional. I didn't have any idea that I had such an impact to employees. I thought that no one would feel my absence when I leave. I thought that…they wouldn't even notice I resigned. Hearing Judith's words made me feel some type of way which I couldn't explain. " It's going to be alright." I encouraged her because I didn't want to see her sad. " Thank you for being a good teammate. You've been the best secretary that I have ever worked with." She smiled broadly. " Will you come back?" She asked hopefully, " I don't think so." The little hope that she was holding onto slipped away when she heard my response. I didn't want to give her false hopes. I would rather tell her the truth than lie to her face to make her happy… _________ I released a deep breath which I had no idea I had been holding when I exited Thompson's building. I turned my head momentarily to give it one last glance. Even though I didn't want to admit it out loud, I'll miss working at the company because I had this unhealthy attachment to it. I'm only human, you know. Heaving a deep sigh, I turned around and walked to the parking lot where James was patiently waiting for me. He helped me put the box in the trunk then opened the car door for me. A black SUV pulled into the parking lot and parked next to us. I didn't give that much thought about the black SUV since I wasn't a part of the company anymore. 'Perhaps it's one of the company's investors.' I thought, turning around to get into the car since I had no reason to hang around. " Hello, dear sister." I froze in place when the familiar feminine voice cut through the air. Even though years had passed by, I still recognise that voice….AUTHOR'S POVThe doctor walked to the table, placing the items that he had brought with him carefully on it. There was something about his walking style that made it hard for Katerina to look away. Katerina’s eyes followed the doctor's every single action, the way he walked, moved a finger and…everything.There was something about him that she couldn't decipher. Despite the disinfectant and the smell of medicine that hung heavily in the air, his strong cologne hit her nostrils. That smell of cologne…Katerina felt something weird. As though she had seen him somewhere that she couldn't remember. Her eyes shifted to the name tag on the doctor's coat.“Darius.” The name tag reads the words written in bold. She wrecked her mind, trying to remember if she has ever heard the name but…it didn't ring a bell in her head. He’s a doctor and she's in the fashion industry. It's unlikely that they have crossed paths.“Perhaps I’m just being paranoid.”She heaved a slow deep breath, trying her best t
KATERINA I was back in my room after spending a couple of minutes with the nanny. I wanted to stay for a little bit longer to watch over her but David was so strict, following the doctor's instructions that said I should have enough bed rest. When it comes to health matters, David is usually so concerned and I hated it.I tried to protest and give all kinds of reasons but…he didn't agree to any of it.The head of the bodyguards was inside my room, his head bowed from guilt.“Where were you during the fire incident?” David asked, his voice a little bit harsh because he thinks the bodyguards didn't do their work well enough. If they were guarded the whole time. This wouldn't have happened in the first place. We wouldn't be here and nanny would be in good health.“First of all, I apologise for what happened, ma’am. It's my responsibility to make sure that your safety comes first before everything. I’m ready to face the consequences of what happened yesterday. If you feel that you're not
KATERINA Darkness, heavy and thick surrounded me. I flickered my long eyelashes a few times, trying to escape the darkness that was haunting . My throat felt sore, as if I hadn't drunk water for days or perhaps weeks. Some parts of my body ached, especially my left arm. What's happening? Why am I feeling this way? I couldn't help but question myself, desperately fighting the darkness that was crawling to me. It felt as though I had been run over by a train, or something heavier. Slowly, I opened my eyes, a pungent smell of disinfectants and medicines hitting my nostrils that made me crinkle my nose. I couldn't help but crease my eyebrows in confusion, trying to make sense of where I was and what was happening. Even though my memory was a little bit hazy, I could tell that something was seriously wrong. I was laying on the bed, definitely not the bed that I fell asleep on at nanny's place. Pain shot through my arm but I ignored it, trying to remember how I ended up here, at t
LUCAS “How did you find out about it?” He asked, a deep frown taking over his features and I could feel the concern in his voice. I chuckled, “Well, the truth would never hide forever.”I shrugged nonchalantly because it was pretty obvious. He was quiet when he heard my words, as though searching for the right words to say. “Why didn't you tell me about it? We have shared so many secrets, laughed and ate together. There were so many opportunities for you to tell me but you chose to remain silent. Why?” I couldn't help it but in desperation. I wanted to understand why the people close to me would hide such important information from me. Perhaps if I had known the truth from the very start, the damage wouldn't be this big. I’m not close to being a saint because I have done some things which are not pleasant. I have lied. I have made bad decisions in life and so many things that I couldn't mention. However, I deserved to know the truth. “It wasn't in my position to tell you about y
LUCASIt was silent inside the office that I could hear my uneven breath. I stared at the blinking cursor on the screen, many thoughts going through my mind. It's already in the middle of the night but here I was, still in my office with no desire to go home.I have been re-playing the same video over and over again but…it didn't make any change. There was a time glitch during the second night at the laboratory where I presented the sample for paternity DNA test. I think…that was the night that the results were swapped.I asked the laboratory manager to give me the CCTV footage from four years ago because I wanted to check it for myself to make sure that it was true. My jaw twitched and my grip on the mouse tightened until I heard a cracking sound.“Take good care of our son. When we're done with our mission, we’ll go somewhere far away.” The words re-played in my mind over and over again.I shut down the computer, tossing the mouse away and ran my fingers through my already messy hai
KATERINA “I…I don't know what happened to your dad, Katerina. I already told you everything that I know.” She said, avoiding looking me in the eyes because she knew damn well that I could see through them and realise that she was lying on my face.“I don't know what really happened. I was in the kitchen preparing lunch when I heard someone shouting from the living room and when I rushed there, I saw your dad laying on the floor.” She explained, struggling to get the words out of her mouth.The corner of my lips curved into a smile. I could tell that she was lying to me, again. I held her hand on the table.“I can see it through your eyes, nanny. I know you can feel it yourself that you're not telling the truth. This is what you told me four years ago. Back then, I could tell that you weren't telling the truth either.” She swallowed sharply when she heard my words, slowly pulling her hand from my hold and looked away.“I remember you telling me that…we should always say the truth beca
KATERINA Nanny welcomed me so warmly and now I was sitting on one of the couches. I looked around the house, my lips curving into a smile. The house looked beautiful from the inside and everything was arranged in order. It had the warmth that the house should have. I couldn't explain why but I felt so comfortable to be in nanny's house. I relaxed on the couch, allowing myself to feel like I was at home. I didn't have any idea what was cooking but…whatever it was, it smelled delicious. Nanny always cooked delicious food. She's the one who taught me how to cook and I’ll forever be grateful to her. I used to spend most of the time with her in the kitchen, watching as she cooked… I wiped tears from my eyes using the back of my hand, the smile on my lips broadening. I still couldn't believe that I had found my nanny, safe and sound. It felt surreal. If it was a dream, I didn't want to wake up from it. “Here is the herbal tea for you.” She materialised from where she had disappeared t
KATERINA It felt as though time was moving in slow motion. Raising my head, I stared at the ticking digital wall clock, the knot at the tip of my stomach tightening. It seemed as though a century had passed by even though it had been about two hours since My lawyer left the office. Each passing microsecond meant that Nanny’s life was in danger.I have tried to get lost in work but I just couldn't concentrate no matter how much I tried. A frustrated sigh escaped my lips when I gave it a thought, running my fingers through my already messy hair.I stared at the cold food at the table. I wasn't able to eat more than two spoons. I mean, how was I supposed to eat peacefully knowing too well that the life of someone that I care so much about is in danger?How do I bring myself to enjoy the food? To pretend as though nothing was okay? The food tasted blunt even though it was one of my favourites.Perhaps it is all my fa
LUCASA FEW MINUTES LATERMy car pulled up under the basement of a skyline building that was made of glasses about five minutes ago. However, I remained seated in the car, contemplating whether I was ready to confront what Ryan had for me in store or not.What if my doubts are proven right? I couldn't help but give it a thought. To be honest, I felt a little bit nervous. Heaving a deep sigh, I alighted the car and headed straight to the tall building. I have to admit that the building looked magnificent. I remember how Ryan started his journey to building a tech company in a small office downtown a couple of years ago. My lips curved into a smile when I gave it a thought. As a friend, I’m so happy for him because I have watched him grow…I went through a digital security check before they allowed me to enter the building. The security check was a little bit slow but I tried my best to be patient. I didn't expect