LOGINAstrid’s POV
I stood in front of the mirror while mother fussed with my hair, Scarlett sat on the bed, occasionally getting up, limping over, to make an adjustment. The ankle she'd twisted in yesterday's accident clearly was aching, but that didn't keep her off my case.
"Mother, not like that," Scarlett said, wincing as she put weight on her ankle. "Astrid's hair should be swept to the side, not pulled back."
My mother obediently rearranged my hair, while I watched, feeling like a doll being dressed up. Scarlett's eyes narrowed as she examined me.
"The makeup is not enough," she said, taking a lip gloss from the dresser and applying it to my lips. "You need to look perfect, Astrid. The alpha's concubine must be flawless."
I felt a surge of resentment but tried to push it down. It was all for Scarlett, anyway. My mother stepped back to survey her work.
"Beautiful," she said, smiling.
But I knew it wasn't me she was referring to. It was Scarlett-her loving, admiring daughter. I could feel the painful sting of hurt-a well-trod path that I swiftly ushered into nonexistence. Not today. This day belonged to Scarlett.
Everyday belonged to Scarlett.
Scarlett hobbled up to me, her eyes burning with purpose. "Now, Astrid, listen properly. I'll say it just once, which means you actually have to listen to what's said and-".
"First, you'll curtsy upon meeting the alpha. Deep and respectful. Then, you'll greet him with a smile and a bow of your head. You don't speak unless spoken to, and you always refer to him as 'Alpha'."
I mouthed the words to myself in my head, trying to commit them to memory.
"What about the forks?" I asked, remembering Scarlett's earlier instructions.
"Use the fork on the outside first," Scarlett said, her voice so patient. "And don't eat too much. You want to appear delicate and refined."
I nodded, my head reeling at the amount of information Scarlett was unloading on me.
"And, Astrid?" Scarlett's voice was low, a menace. "If you fail, you'll have nowhere to come back to. Do you understand?"
I swallowed hard, feeling a chill run down my spine. I knew Scarlett was capable of carrying out her threats.
"Yes, I understand," I said, trying to keep my voice steady.
Scarlett's eyes gleamed with satisfaction. "Good. Now, let's get you dressed."
My mother dressed me in the red gown Scarlett had chosen for me, and I was half-smothered by yards of heavy silk. Scarlett regarded me critically, tugging here and tugging there at the gown and at my hair.
Finally, she drew back, smiling triumphantly.
"You'll do," she said in a patronizing voice.
I could feel the resentment swell up inside me, but I suppressed it. Today wasn't about me; it was about Scarlett. Whatever her happiness required of me, I would gladly do-even if it meant sacrificing my happiness in the process.
But as I looked into the mirror, it was a stranger staring back. A stranger in a beautiful red gown, perfectly coiffed hair, and a mask of makeup.
Who was I, really?
And what if I were to fail?
The moment I stepped onto the grounds of the pack, I was taken aback by the number of women standing before me. They were all dressed in their finest, with their hair styled and makeup perfectly done. I felt like a rag amongst the jewels, and my confidence ebbed with every passing moment.
Out came a stately woman, the mother of the alpha, with piercing emerald-green eyes, onto the stage and let the deep timbre boom across the grounds: "Welcome, ladies, to the concubine selection ceremony where one among you shall stand alongside our alpha today. Let the process begin.
One by one, the women came forward, each one presenting themselves to the alpha's mother with confidence and poise. However, one by one, they were rejected; their flaws and imperfections enlarged in the scrutiny of the alpha's mother.
I watched as the women were dismissed, my heart pounding inside my chest. What was the likelihood of standing up against this stiff competition?
And then I heard it, "Scarlett Blackwood!"
I didn't answer at first, thinking it was a mistake, but then I heard it again, louder this time. "Scarlett Blackwood!"
I looked around, my heart pounding, before it clicked in my head that it was me they were calling. I took a deep breath and stepped forward-my legs trembling beneath me.
The alpha's mother eyed me up and down, her eyes narrowing as she took in my appearance. "So Scarlett Blackwood, tell me, what makes you think you're worthy of being our alpha's concubine?"
I swallowed hard, trying to remember the words Scarlett had drilled into me. "I am loyal, obedient, and fertile, ma'am. I am willing to do whatever it takes to serve our alpha and our pack."
The alpha's mother raised an eyebrow. "Fertile? How do you know you're fertile?"
I did not say anything, not knowing how to respond. Of course, Scarlett had never prepared me for this event.
The alpha's mother narrowed her eyes. "I believe we've seen enough of Scarlett Blackwood. You may go."
I was a little disappointed and wanted to get out of there quickly to hide my embarrassment. Until I heard a voice behind me.
"Wait."
I turned to the alpha, Ethan, who had risen from his throne, staring at me hard. "I want her," he said firmly.
His mother's eyes, in surprise, widened. "Ethan, no, she's not suited. She's-"
Her words were abruptly cut off. "I don't care about any of those things. I want her. And that is final."
The alpha's mother's face flushed red in anger, but Ethan did nothing to betray emotion. The ceremony was done, and I had been picked. But why?
"That does not matter, at least you have a roof over your head." The voice in my head grumbled as I turned back toward the alpha; a glare f
rom his mother and the dismissive flick of his fingers set me going the other way, home…
Scarlett's POV I had woken up before the guards arrived, before the sun had fully pulled itself into the sky. A dull gray filtered through the slits in the stone wall, casting long, tired shadows across the floor of the room they’d locked me in. Not a cell exactly—Ethan wouldn’t go that far—but it might as well have been. A wooden cot. A folded blanket. A chamber pot in the corner.I sat up slowly, my body aching from sleep I hadn’t earned. I didn’t remember when I’d finally closed my eyes. Hours after Ethan had left, I think. His words hadn’t left the room. They echoed long after he did.I wanted to hate him. Wanted to twist the pain I felt into something easier to carry. But even now, even here, the part of me that had loved him refused to burn.I stood and paced. Today was the day. The day I had feared, but stupidly thought I could outrun. I should have known better than to try escaping. The forest was unforgiving, and the guards were too loyal. Of course they caught me. Of course
Astrid's POV The compound was silent, the kind of silence that pressed against the walls and settled deep in my bones. I lay on my back, eyes fixed on the wooden beams above me, tracing the patterns of knots and cracks as the faint moonlight slipped in through the window. Beside me, River slept soundly, his breathing soft and steady, a quiet rhythm that should have soothed me.But peace was elusive.I turned my head slightly to watch the rise and fall of his small chest. Just looking at him stirred something in me. Something like gratitude, love, a fierce protectiveness—but also a restlessness I couldn’t shake. His presence should have brought comfort, a balm for everything I had endured. Instead, there was this steady ache, a whisper that kept growing louder with every breath I took.This wasn’t home.It had once felt like a refuge, this compound with its stone walls and ever-watchful guards. A place to regroup, to hide, to survive. But now? Now it felt like a cage. Every corridor e
Ethan's POV The door shut behind me, muffling the tension I’d left in that room like a wound I didn’t know how to treat. I kept walking, even though I wasn’t sure where I was going. The hallway was mostly empty, the guards stationed outside giving me a wide berth. I didn’t blame them. My face must’ve said more than I ever could.I don’t know what I expected to feel after saying those words to her. Closure? Satisfaction? Maybe a little power. But none of that came. All I felt was the dull throb of something breaking deeper than anger, something closer to betrayal that hadn’t even fully settled yet.I stopped when I reached the far end of the corridor, leaned against the cold wall, and pressed my palms to my eyes. The image of Scarlett, quiet for once, still sitting there with her eyes lowered, wouldn’t leave me. Her words replayed in my head, soft and honest, even if they came far too late."I lied because I knew you'd never look at me the same again."And she was right. I wouldn’t. I
Ethan's POV They brought her in just after sunset.I was in the hall when I heard the commotion outside; the clatter of boots against the stone path, quick and heavy, like they’d been running. I just listened. The air had shifted, gone still in a way that made my skin tighten. Something in me already knew. My body moved before my thoughts caught up. I stood, slowly, as if giving myself time to brace. My hands were already clenched at my sides, though I did not remember curling them. A guard appeared at the door.“She’s here.” he said slowly.I didn’t need to ask who. My chest tightened as I walked past him.Scarlett stood in the square. Her hair was wild, streaked with twigs and dirt. Her dress was torn at the hem. Her wrists were bound in front of her, the rope already dark from where she’d tried to twist free. Her face was pale, cheeks flushed from the cold. I had known Scarlett for a while, and I know for sure that she doesn't want to be a Luna that is ridiculed. But she brought
Scarlett's POV I could hear them behind me—breath ragged, footsteps crushing the brittle leaves, voices close, urgent, searching. They were coming. The guards had found my trail, and there was no turning back.The woods stretched out before me, dark and tangled, but even this sanctuary was no match for trained men with a mission. My heart thundered so hard I was sure it echoed through the trees, loud enough for them to follow like a beacon. Every sharp snap of a twig beneath their boots was a reminder I was still running, but the distance was shrinking.Branches whipped at my face and arms, tearing my dress, snagging in my hair. My skin burned where thorns scratched through the fabric, and dirt smeared across my knees and hands from scraping the earth as I stumbled. But I couldn’t stop. Not now.I ducked low beneath a heavy branch, panting, trying to steady my breath. My chest heaved and my lungs screamed for air, but I forced the intake deeper, trying to calm the chaos inside me. I
Astrid's POV River was asleep now.His breathing had evened out in my arms, his small frame finally relaxed against my chest. I kept one hand curled protectively around the back of his head, the other resting lightly against his spine, as if loosening my grip would somehow undo everything the Seer had revealed. I didn’t dare blink too long. I just kept staring at him, memorizing the lines of his face like I had done a hundred times before in secret, when I used to catch glimpses of him from a distance.But this time was different. This time, I was allowed to hold him.I hadn’t even realized we had been led to one of the inner rooms until I noticed the door shut behind us. The guards had cleared the courtyard. The whispers had faded. The air had changed. Everything around me was quieter, but the noise inside me hadn't stopped.It should have been relief. It should have been the moment I finally exhaled after days of being ignored, disbelieved, insulted. But my chest still felt tight.







