Desperate for her own reasons, Jillian accepted the role to pretend as her twin sister, Julia, when the latter fell into a coma. She was the unwanted daughter that was cast away and left to fend for herself. And yet when the family business was on the verge of bankruptcy, she was obliged to marry Julia's fiance, Billionaire Sake Fortalejo. But Sake must not know that she was not Julia in the whole course of the pretense. The agreement would be to come and go as if she never existed. When Julia wakes up, she would resume whatever Jillian started. Sounds easy as Jillian was Julia's exact replica, but if only Jillian did not find herself falling for the man she couldn't have. But fate had other plans and the secret was out before she could stop it. Julia suddenly woke up from her coma and Sake found out about Jillian's deceit. Everything happened so fast that before Jillian knew it, she was faking her own death as an exit. She would leave like how they planned it in the beginning. Only that this time, Sake knew Jillian happened. But could she really pretend to be dead forever? Or would fate intervene again?
View MoreMost people don't even remember the packhouse has a dungeon. I do though. I have a little room in the back that used to be a solitary confinement cell. It smells of old piss, vomit, and blood. You get used to it. I have a cot and an old tattered blanket to keep me warm. I even scored a lamp out of the trash. It still works, so I have light to do my homework. Home sweet home and all that jazz, right? I mean, at least I'm not a rogue.
Oh yeah, I should introduce myself. My name is Iokaste Latmus, but I go by Kas. No one calls me Iokaste except for teachers on the first day of school. I'm a werewolf in the Silver Moon pack. Since I'm an orphan, I'm not completely sure how old I am, but pretty sure I'm sixteen. Also, I'm an omega which means I'm a servant. My job is to make the meals for the werewolves who live in the packhouse. Between making breakfast and dinner for over a hundred wolves, cleaning up after them, and restocking the pantries of the ranked members' apartments on the third and fourth floors, I do normal teenager stuff. Except, I don't really have a lot of spare time to do normal teenager stuff. So homework, homework is the extent of my normal teenager stuff.
Right now, it's eleven-thirty at night. I'm putting the finishing touches on my English essay when I hear the door of the dungeon slam open. Great. Now what did I do? It doesn't take much. Alpha Graham Connors is an alcoholic. It's really difficult for werewolves to get drunk, which means you have to drink really heavily to feel the effects. Which means he probably had a fight with Luna Caroline about his drinking. Which means she locked him out of their room. Which means he has come down to take out his anger on me. Just an average Tuesday night in the packhouse.
The sharp smell of whiskey hits my nose well before he appears in front of my door. I know the drill. I'm already on my feet waiting for him.
Oh crap oh crap oh crap.
“Alpha Graham, what can I do for you?" I ask with my eyes looking at the floor. I keep my hands clasped in front of me, trying to look as small as possible.
Without a word, a whiskey bottle whizzes past my ear and smashes against the wall above my cot. I flinch and can't help but start to tremble and hug myself. We're beyond 'Oh crap', we're in 'Oh shit' territory now. Whatever is about to happen it's going to be worse than usual.
He lunges forward and grabs me by the throat with both hands. I feel tears coming to my eyes as the lack of oxygen turns the edges of my vision dark. I desperately claw at his hands, trying to escape his grip but it's no use. He picks me up by the neck so I'm at face level with him. His eyes are pitch black indicating his wolf Ruckus is at the surface. His breath stinks from drinking and his face is red with anger.
I start gagging and choking from the lack of oxygen. Without warning, he throws me across the room as if I weigh nothing. My body slams against the wall and I land on my back on the cot. The shards of the broken bottle pierce the skin on my back through my thin t-shirt. The whiskey makes the cuts burn. I try to muffle a scream as the pain sears through me. He comes across the room and picks me up roughly by the hair. I feel the shards of glass cutting deeper as he pulls me up.
He slaps me as hard as he can before throwing me to the ground. He kicks me in the gut and stomps on my back over and over. The glass bits are grinding deeper into my back. I can feel blood soaking through my shredded shirt. I don't dare move and make him even madder. I feel my ribs snap when his foot makes contact. One of his kicks lands on my jaw. I feel a sickening snap rattle in my brain. The metallic taste of blood instantly fills my mouth.
Alpha Graham has been using me as his personal punching bag for years, but this was way more intense than it has ever been before. Usually, he slaps me a few times, then whips me until I'm bleeding and raw. In the past couple of years, he started dipping the whip in wolfsbane, which makes me heal slower, so now I have gnarly scars across my back and arms.
“Apha Gahm, sthoph. Pleesh," I manage to eke out.
My voice is small and garbled between the broken jaw and blood pouring out of my mouth. He abruptly stops and walks out of the room. He comes back a moment later with the whip and starts lashing my back relentlessly. The whip is dripping with wolfsbane. The lashes, combined with the glass shards still in my back, combined with the wolfbane is too much.
My vision turns blurry and I black out.
Blackness and numbness surround me. Is this what being dead is like? It's peaceful, but a little bit boring. At least I don't have to feed the pack. Oh dang, I didn't get a chance to turn in that English essay. It was a good one too. The constant soft beeps are soothing. I don't know how long I've been dead, but I feel like I want to open my eyes, ready to take on the afterlife.
After what seems like forever, I'm able to open my eyes and find I'm alone in a soft comfortable bed in a brightly lit, clean room. This is the afterlife? Maybe this is some sort of waiting area, but where's the lobby? Is there a receptionist? My mind slowly becomes more clear and I realize I'm not dead. I'm in the pack hospital.
I need to leave before the Alpha finds me outside the dungeon. I try to get up but I can barely move my body. Every move causes excruciating pain. I start to panic, making the beeps in the room become faster. Oh, I'm hooked up to a bunch of machines. I try to figure out how to unhook them so no one hears the noises. Too late, I hear people in the hallway getting closer. I try to sit up. I need to ignore the pain. I have to escape. I slowly slide off the side of the bed. My legs are wobbly. The tubes and wires sticking out of me preventing me from getting too far.
The door opens and the pack doctor comes in with a nurse. The doctor is an older man. He has black hair that's turning gray on the sides. The nurse is young with blonde curly hair pulled back into a ponytail.
“Ah, Kas. You're awake. Let's get you back in bed, shall we?" The doctor says gently. He and the nurse come to either side of me and reach out to hold my arms. A deep growl escapes my chest.
“Don't touch me," I snap, shaking them off. My voice is scratchy and raw and my mouth feels like a thousand needles are poking into it.
“It's alright, Kas. No one is going to hurt you here. We're trying to help you heal. Let's get you back to bed and get you a drink of water," the doctor raises his hands in surrender.
I look at him hesitantly before accepting their help back into the bed. The nurse hands me a cup of water with a straw. It hurts the whole lower half of my face to drink, but the water feels good on my throat.
The doctor sits in the chair beside the bed as the nurse checks my vitals and starts messing with the tubes and wires attached to me.
“Kas, you had surgery to remove hundreds of shards of glass from your back. We also had to reset some ribs, your jaw, and you had a lot of wolfsbane in your blood. We gave you a transfusion to clear it from your system so you could heal." the doctor explains, "You're lucky you didn't die.”
Sure about that last part, doc? I think to myself.
“When the pack realized breakfast had not been prepared, Beta Tate went to get you and found you on the ground in your... uh... room," he looks at me with sympathy. "Kas, who did this to you? It's a crime that could be grounds for banishment from the pack. Based on the scarring, this isn't the first time you've been attacked.”
I can't answer him. I stare at my hands on my lap quietly. How can I tell him Alpha Graham is the one who caused this? There's no way he'd believe me, even if he did, what are they going to do? Banish the Alpha? Fat chance of that. I decide my best move is to just shake my head no. I don't want to get kicked out of the pack for lying. I have nowhere to go. I would be a rogue.
“Okay. Let's move on to the next question. When do you turn seventeen?" He looks at papers inside his folder.
“I-I don't know exactly, Sir." I say honestly.
He looks at me with a furrowed brow. He glances at the nurse and asks her to give us privacy for a few minutes. Oh crap. Am I in trouble? I just woke up. I don't know what I could have done while I was sleeping. She finishes what she's doing and leaves the room.
“You don't know your birthday, Kas?" he asks, confused.
“M-my father brought me here when I was a baby. He was a rogue. Alpha Graham, well... he..." I feel my face turning hot with embarrassment. My hands tremble and tears threaten to escape my eyes. I didn't think I would have to tell this story to the doctor. I thought everyone already knew.
My father was a rogue. Alpha Graham murdered him for coming onto pack territory without permission. They didn't realize he was carrying a baby until they unzipped his jacket and saw I was tucked inside. It was a miracle I survived. Since I was just a baby, they couldn't just get rid of me, but they didn't know anything about me. I was wrapped in a blanket that had the name 'Iokaste' embroidered on it. So, that is what they called me.
My father could have actually been a kidnapper for all I know. The only reason they gave me the last name Latmus is because after they killed my father, they looked through his wallet to identify him. The only form of ID he had was a library card that said Andy Latmus on it. I've tried an internet search for his name on the computer in the school library before. Nothing comes up in the search.
“You don't need to finish, I know what happened to your father.”
“Well, after that... happened... Luna Caroline took me in until I was old enough to start school. Then she moved me into the dungeon. I've kinda been on my own since then. I never found out when my actual birthday is. To be honest, you're the first person who has ever asked. I mean, I guess I'm sixteen. My wolf hasn't woken up yet.”
The doctor nods, looking at me with pity. Almost like he actually cares. He asks me a few more questions about my medical history, but there's nothing to really speak of. I don't remember ever being treated by a doctor before.
“I see." He closes the folder and tucks his pen into his shirt pocket. "Well, I know you haven't had a chance to look in the mirror yet, but when you do, you may find you look a little different. Don't be alarmed. I believe it's a sign that your wolf is starting to wake up. I've done as many tests as I could think of. It is not medically related.”
I look at him with confusion, "Y-yes, Sir."
I assume he means I'm healing faster but, why did he need to warn me? Why not just tell me?
When it’s not the first day of November, the silence in cemeteries is deafening. Only a few visit the graves of their loved ones on ordinary days.Like on that day, Jillian walked from the cemetery entrance toward the grave she intended to visit. The place was very quiet but not frightening because the sun was shining brightly.As she walked, she recalled the events of her life.She had failed so many times. She planted anger and reaped pain. She made mistakes — too many to count. But when she finally had the chance to make things right, she didn’t waste it. She asked for forgiveness and forgave others. She sacrificed and gave in, even if it hurt her. But the Lord had been gracious to her. He gave her the people she loved. Until the bombing happened...Jillian stopped in front of a mausoleum, went inside, and placed a basket of flowers on top of the marble tomb.“It’s been a long time, Papa.” Tears welled in her eyes as her hand traced the name of her father engraved on the tombstone.
Shawn was still asleep when she peeked into his room. So she went to her own room to take a bath and change. They had just come from the hospital, and she didn’t want to risk bringing home any bacteria that might harm her son.She had just finished bathing and dressing when Sake knocked on her door. Though hesitant, she opened it for him."Jillian!" She was startled when he suddenly pulled her into a hug. "Don’t go...""Sake—" she said, catching a whiff of alcohol on his breath."Don’t leave with Shawn... please?" he pleaded."Sake, you’re drunk," she said gently. "We’re not leaving yet. Why don’t you get some rest?” She tried to pull away from his embrace, but his arms only tightened around her, like quicksand that only dragged her deeper the more she struggled."Tell me what would make you stay," Sake begged. "I can’t lose you a third time, Jillian.""Let’s talk when you’re sober, Sake," she replied, even though her heart ached at how easy it would be to say she loved him back at t
All of Julia’s test results came back normal. That was enough to relieve Jillian. If her sister had ended up in critical condition again, she wasn’t sure she could bear the weight of guilt—no matter how many times Sake insisted that none of it was her fault.It was already morning when they left the hospital. Valeria and Victoria had arrived not long after. And of course, their mother wouldn’t just let what happened to her favorite daughter slide. Valeria blamed Jillian, cursed her out—even in front of Sake. He defended her without being asked, taking full responsibility for what happened to Julia.Sake admitted that he broke up with Julia earlier that night. He apologized to Valeria and told her honestly that he could no longer love her daughter. Then, without a word, he reached for Jillian’s hand and they left the hospital together.“There’s someone else in Julia’s life,” Sake finally said once they got back home. “She’s been cheating on me for a long time,” he added when she looked
“Is Daddy home yet?” Shawn asked sleepily, yawning.“Not yet, sweetheart,” she replied while tucking him in. “Daddy might be working overtime. I’ll just wake you up early tomorrow.”“Promise?”“Promise, Shawn.” She kissed his forehead. “Sleep tight, baby.”“Good night, Mommy. I love you.”“I love you too, baby.”Jillian watched as Shawn drifted off to sleep. She had also been waiting for Sake so they could finally talk—but it seemed he wouldn’t be coming home that night.Once she was sure her son was sound asleep, she quietly left his room.Instead of heading to her own, her feet carried her outside the house. Sake still wasn’t home—he was way past his usual time. Not that she expected him to always come home to her and Shawn.But for a little while, she just wanted to feel like they were a family—even if she knew deep down it would never come true.She had gone through so much in her life. Some things she considered mistakes, others blessings. And some, like Sake, were mistakes that t
Sake carefully entered Shawn’s room. Jillian was there, sound asleep beside their three-year-old son.The sight of his little family warmed his heart. Maybe it would feel even better if he could lie down beside them and sleep, too.He smiled bitterly at the thought before moving to pull the blanket over Jillian and Shawn. She had turned down his marriage proposal.But he couldn’t really blame her. Aside from wanting to make their family whole, he hadn’t given her a stronger reason to say yes.If only he could tell her he loved her. Because he did. He loved Jillian. He loved the mother of his child.He realized it the moment she disappeared from his life a second time. Following her to the province wasn’t an easy decision. But it was even harder to accept that she had left him again just like that.He knew Jillian had feelings for him too—and it frustrated him that she refused to admit them. On the other hand, he couldn’t blame her. He hadn’t admitted his feelings either.He understood
"What are you doing here?" she cried as Sake collapsed, bloodied, into her arms. "Why did you save me?""Because you're stupid," he said, blaming her despite the pain he was clearly in."I didn’t ask for your help! Look what happened to you!" she sobbed. "Sake, please, fight! I’ll get help!"But when she turned, she was met by darkness. She couldn’t see anything. Where were they? Why was it so dark?"Don’t… No one will help us," he murmured weakly."No, Sake! Don't close your eyes! Don’t fall asleep!" She was panicking, shaking him frantically. "Wait, I’ll find help. Just wait!" She tried to get up, but he stopped her."Don’t. Jillian… I won’t last much longer. I can’t..." His bloodied hand gently touched her face."No! Don’t say that, Sake!" she cried. "Help! Someone help us!" she screamed."No one can hear you...""Yes, someone will! Sake, fight! You can’t die!" she said hysterically. "Shawn needs you! I need you! Sake, please… please! You can’t die. I won’t survive it! I love you s
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