should i call it hope..

JOSHUA POV

I went in and next thing I saw was my father and Josh leaving for the trip chauffer was getting the car ready. In order to avoid them I decided to go from back side of the door.  It’s right where the garden ends.  I parked my bike and I pumped up as soon as I can because I didn’t want them to notice me.  It’s been such a mentally and physically exhausting day, I needed to roll few cigarettes and let it all out.

Back door opens directly near my room.  When I went in my room I was everything was perfectly placed, it looks like mum cleaned it herself.

I went in to take a cold shower. In this cold chilly winter I still feel hot. I don’t know why may be because of lava I have inside it’s been really long day.  

While I was taking shower, I heard my phone ringing. I decide to ignore it as I was enjoying me time with myself. Washing me is the thing that I never forget. I often wash myself with too vigour and