Looking deep

I felt the headache before opening my eyes. My mouth felt so dry like I hadn't drunk anything in months. Then I felt someone's arm around me which caused my eyes to snap open. Had I slept with a guy? I tried to remember the previous day’s events. Who could it be? Ross? I remembered going to a club with Ross. Was I with him or the boy I'd danced with whose name I couldn't remember?

I looked around and saw a very familiar room, I was in Alec's room. I quickly sat up in the speed of lightning, letting his lean, muscled arm fall to the side. When I stood up, I became dizzy due to the fast movement I'd made while getting out of the bed. I sat down on the nearest chair in order to stabilize myself.

“YOU MORON WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME?” I yelled furiously when my head stabilized. This was the worst of all things that could possibly have happened, me ending up on his STD ridden bed. Disgusting.

“Morning babe,” Alec greeted with a smile on his face. He acted like it was the most normal thing ever and that made me infuriated. “You look beautiful this morning.”

“I'm not interested in your greetings,” I said sternly. “I asked you a question?”

“I know you did,” He said, stretching himself. “What do you think I did to you? Don't you think what we did is obvious?”

I hoped he was lying because that would be the worst thing that ever happened to me. I wanted my first sexual encounter to be special, something I'd want to remember forever not a drunken mistake with the worst person I had ever met.

“Okay, tell me what happened?” I said in lower tone. Maybe it was better to settle things in a calmer way. Knowing Alec, he probably got off on other people’s anger, considering he liked infuriating them.

“Hey, don't be rude to me.”

“I just need to know everything,” I was calmer. “And, please stop calling me babe.”

“Will I get paid if I tell you?” He inquired with a smirk.

“Depends.”

“On?”

“Depends on what form of payment you are talking about,” I said. “I don't trust you, moron.”

“I accept only one form of payment from pretty girls and I think you know that very well,” He said with a smirk.

“That could be money, right?” I knew very well what he was talking about but decided to act dumb.

“How much money do you want?” I continued. I wanted to really laugh at this point but that was the last thing on my mind.

“All of it,” He whispered.

“All of it?” I repeated, confused. Why on earth would he expect me to give him all my money? I was pretty sure I had not reached that level of desperation.

“By it, I mean your amazing body.”

“You know what? I'm done with you.” I stood up to go. “I don't care anymore.”

I wasn't going to listen to him if he couldn't tell me what I needed to hear. I only remembered getting drunk but nothing more. I'd never drank like I'd done that night and I hoped I'd never do it again because having a faulty memory of events isn't something pleasant. I walked towards the door and I could feel his eyes on my body, something which made hurry.

“Wait!” Alec shouted.

I turned to look back. He was shirtless. He had sat up giving me a good view of his perfect, well sculptured body. I tried to focus on his handsome face because if I kept on gazing at the body, I'd lose it all and that was the last thing I wanted at the moment.

“What?”

“Let me make this clear, I didn't do anything to you,” He said, smirking. “I know that soon you'll be begging for me and that will be the perfect time for us.”

“That's never going to happen,” I said and walked to the door, only to find it locked.

“Dammit!” I muttered.

“Where's the key, Alec?” I asked facing him. He had a wicked grin on his face.

“I knew you'd come back,” he chuckled. “If you ready, come and get it, na na na...”

He looked really childish, singing that song.

I knew he wasn't talking about the key anymore so I interrupted him. “Just get me the key, idiot”

“What if I don't?” He asked, getting out of the bed in only boxers. My gaze went down as my foolish head was imagining how he looked down there, size and all. I shook it to free myself from such lustful thoughts.

He came towards me. “You said you wanted-”

“I WANT THE DOOR KEY, ALEC!”

He didn't stop moving towards me. I took a step back.

“Excuse me, Alec.” I said in desperation. “I need to go.”

“It's a Saturday so we can spend the day in this lovely room, baby.”  He smirked. “We could do lots of interesting stuff.”

I wished I could slash his perfect neck so he'd be smirking and grinning even in death.

Snapping out of my deathly thought, I caught him looking straight into my eyes. I stared back at him like it was a staring contest but that was a very bad decision. Just looking into his eyes made me want him. He had not even touched me but I felt an ache in my midsection.

“It's okay,” He said. “Sit down I'll tell you everything.” 

He held my wrist leading me to the bed and he sat next to me. That touch of a hand made my whole body quiver with excitement. I felt so many feelings that I'd never felt for a long time. It was like my body was being awakened.

“Alright,” I said.

Alec didn't look his usual happy, arrogant self and I wondered what the problem was. 

“At around midnight...” He stopped and seemed to think for a moment. “Before I continue I would like to...”

He looked deep into my eyes and...