KeiraI don’t see Ethan for the rest of the day and even the next day after that. This might be just me overthinking, but what if Ethan is avoiding me?I hadn’t meant to be rude but I do admit that I might have been a little rude. Sighing, I drag my ass up to the studio. After begging the senior producer for weeks, I managed to get myself a free slot to use one of the recording studios.To be honest, when Ethan offered to let me produce a song for him, I was beyond excited. I got to work right away, and in three short days, I’ve managed to come up with a couple of songs that I could pitch to him… well if he’s still willing to listen.“Wow, look at all this stuff,” I mutter quietly to myself. This is probably the only time I’d get an opportunity to use these so I have to make the most of it. “Don’t screw this up, Keira.”Making quick work with the setup, I set ample time for when the cue starts so I can run into the booth and sing.The first notes of the song filter into the headphones
KeiraSweat drips down my chest under the strobing club light, drunk on the energy in the room. It was times like these when I really love my job despite how taxing it is. There’s no greater feeling than seeing so many people grooving to my music.“What is it?” I ask when a staff member taps me on the shoulder to whisper in my ear. “VIPs? Sure, I can do that.”I do a quick search on my laptop, looking for the perfect song to play. Found it.“I heard we got a couple of VIPs on the floor tonight,” I say into the mic, flirtingly. “Let’s give them a warm welcome, shall we?”Moving to the turntable, I spin then a couple of times, building up the song until I reach the perfect moment to transition into RAZE’s newest dance song. ‘Like it.’The opening chorus pours in through the speakers and the crowd goes wild! However, this time I know it’s not because of my music, but the hype in knowing there are celebrities in the club. Whoever they are, they made a pretty good request. ‘Like it’ is one
KeiraFinally moving to stand up, squeeze past Ethan to head to the booth. Chris’s time is almost done, but I know he’ll keep it moving until I’m ready.As I slip past Ethan, a hand grips around my wrist stopping me effectively. “Hey, Keira, we’re okay, right?”“Huh?”Ethan lets go of my wrist like he’d been burned. It’s like he’s only realizing now what he did. With the same hand, he scratches the back of his head, sitting awkwardly as I stare curiously at him.“Just— I’m sorry about the other day, I was a dick to you when you were just protecting yourself,” he says, as his eyes dart from mine to the wall, then back to mine. I think it’s cute how he couldn’t hold eye contact. “I didn’t realize exactly how dangerous this deal is for you.”Though a little irritated at how he used my real name, I’m too surprised to care. I know I’ve thought of it, but I didn’t think that he’d actually spent time to ponder on his actions toward me. Is that why he was aloof these past few days?“Um, wow.
Keira After that encounter, I turned my phone off and stayed at home for the next two days. Thankfully, it’s a weekend. I guess the universe is still on my side. I spend that downtime focusing on my music. I manage to produce two complete beats, undistracted before my mind wanders back to my encounter with Ethan. Why the hell did he do that? But I really can’t come up with anything so I blamed it on him being drunk. Otherwise, he wouldn’t have done that. He wouldn’t have held me like that. He wouldn’t have tried to kiss me. However, despite all my best efforts, I can’t get him out of my head. “You know what? Fuck it,” I mutter to myself as I make a dive for the bedside table where my phone is. I turn it on and ignore all the other notifications except those from Ethan. ETHAN REED [12:40 AM] Hey, can we talk? ETHAN REED [12:52 AM] Keira, I’m sorry for earlier. Why do I never run out of things to apologize for? ETHAN REED [1:30 AM] Keira, please call me back. Thank fuck f
Keira“Okay, so for our first order of business, maybe we can talk about the things that you love to do,” I say as I take out a notebook and pen from my mini leather backpack.“That’s cute,” Ethan comments, and I can’t help but gush over my bag.“The bag? Thank you for noticing!” I reply, holding the bag higher for him to see. “It’s one of my favorites.”“Cute.”“What?”“Nothing. You were saying?”Okay, weird. But I brush it off with a pout.“Anyway, I was thinking we could list down your hobbies, maybe there’s a clue hidden there somewhere.” Ethan nods as I speak, appearing thoughtful as I continue. “Or something that brings out the best in you. Like how I feel about music, even if I’m sometimes shit at it, I feel most comfortable when making or listening to music.”Ethan is silent for a moment, then huffs out a small laugh before shaking his head.“I don’t know. All I’ve ever had is dance, it’s the only thing I know,” Ethan says, his voice small as if he was embarrassed.“Don’t talk
KeiraTime surely flies by when you’re having fun. We didn’t even notice that it has started to get dark outside. After exhausting ourselves on the DDR machine, Ethan pulled me toward several others until we tried out every game in the arcade. All but one.“Do you want to know another thing that I’m good at?” Ethan asks, proudly smirking at me after winning the basketball game.I scoff at his confidence, competitive spirit awakened after he wiped the floor with me at most of the games. “What?” I ask in a challenge.Ethan grins, then points his arm straight to his left without breaking eye contact. “Wanna bet?” he asks, eyebrow quirking in a challenge, as my eyes land on the shooting game he just pointed at. “Loser buys snacks.”I bark out a harsh laugh. “Oh, you are so on!There are many things I’m good at, but it appears killing zombies isn’t one of them. In the end, Ethan wins and I whine all the way to the snack bar.“Not fair,” I whine as Ethan places an order for burgers and drin
KeiraGoing to work the next day seemed like the hardest thing for me to do. I wanted nothing more than to lay in bed and start a pity party for myself over a guy I could never have.I know I have no right to feel the way I do because Ethan already has a girlfriend, but having a crush never hurt anyone, right? I mean I’m the only one getting hurt from pining over someone like Ethan Reed. But after spending hours binging on Ethan’s dance videos available online, eating a tub of ice cream to match, I realized that I still have work to do. Maybe not now, but the future isn’t set in stone. Maybe if I wasn’t a nobody, Ethan would look my way.So, I fix my eyes on the prize, got my shit together, and went to work with renewed drive.“That’s good!” The producer says into the mic, then signals for the next member to go inside the booth.When no one reacts, I turn my head to the members seated on the studio sofa. All of them are on their phones, and I had to stop myself from rolling my eyes.
Keira“I still can’t believe Aiden is working with you on a song,” Alina says. “Is he as scary as the rumors say?”It has barely been a week since my encounter with Aiden. After I sent him the song, he contacted me immediately and scheduled to meet me in the studio. He told me my song could be good and that’s when he started to help with making it better. Granted, it sounds very different now from when we started but the song still carries the original sound and soul.I smile at Alina. She’s one of the new managers in the company, and this company dinner is to welcome the new employees to the team. Along with her, two others started out as interns but have now been absorbed into the company. We don’t usually celebrate but apparently, one of the members of RAZE insisted. And it’s certainly uncommon for the artists to celebrate with the staff outside of their activities.“I can’t answer that, Alina. I don’t want to get fired.” I tell her as I take another bite of my chicken. And that’s