Mag-log inCharm."How was it? Congratulations! I'm so proud of you, Charmie!"Ellena looks excited in the line. Malaki ang screen sa harapan ko at maaga na sa kabilang banda ng mundo. Samantalang kalahating gabi na rito. Pagod ako, pero ayaw dumalaw ng antok sa akin. Kaya heto, nagvi-video call ako kay Ellena sa kabilang linya."And I can't wait to see you next week. I have my tickets!" Winagayway niya ang plane ticket sa screen."You can stay in my apart—""No. I have already booked a hotel closer to your place. It's not that I don't want to be with you. Of course, I do! You're my best friend. But I want to date, Charmie."I scoff and laugh at that.Tama nga naman siya. Noon, noong nagbakasyon kaming dalawa rito sa Milan ay nasa iisang apartment kami at halos linggo ay may inuuwi siyang lalaki.Ellena loves to date. And dating for her needs to be sex first. Dapat raw may dating pareho sa bagay na ito, dahim importante raw ito.Siguro nakuha ko ang kabaliwan ni Ellena noon. I fantasize Bryce,
Bryce.I breathe in and out as my head jerks up above the ceiling. I can feel her riding into my shaft deeply. She's moaning, wet, panting, and wild on top of me.It's already an hour, and still, I couldn't concentrate. I'm hard as fuck, but I can't get it out of me. I can't release it. Damn it.What the hell is wrong with me? It's been three months, and I'm out most of the night, having sex with different women. This time, it's Linda. She's the manager of The Buzz Bar, one of the strip clubs owned by the Del Fiore family. I'm back in Italy, and my sex life is no longer the same as usual. I'm ruined. Charmie took that part of me and ruined my fantasy.Damn this, I need to get this out.I shut my eyes and imagine Charm's face. I can feel her, I can touch her…and then, I take over. I roll the condom on and push into her harder. It's Charmie…this is her. It's her."Oh, Bryce!"I curse in the back of my mind as I ride on top of her. I imagine Charmie. I imagine her underneath me, and the
Charm.'Making out is easy without a feeling… I can’t be with a virgin.'Pabalik-balik ito na parang sirang plaka sa isip ko.He doesn’t do what? Virgins? Huh, ang galing!Hindi ako nakatulog ng maayos. Kung nakatulog man, ay konting oras lang. Maaga na. Sikat na ang araw pero ayaw ko pang bumangon.I’m defeated. It felt like everything that had once wrapped my heart wholeheartedly had left me.It was an embarrassing night. I easily give in to my body’s needs, thinking it's Bryce.Pumikit ang mga mata ko at huminga ako nang malalim. Naglalaban ang isip ko kung lalabas na ba ako ngayon, o hindi pa. Tiyak nasa baba na siguro si Bryce kasama si Manang Belen.After thirty minutes, I decided to step up and be a woman. I need to face this. I want to see what Bryce's reaction is after what has happened."Manang Belen?"Maingat ang pagbaba ko habang nakahawak sa hawakan. Si Manang lang ang nakikita ko. Nasa baba na siya at naghahanda ng pagkain."Gutom ka na ba. Kanina pa ako tapos magluto.
Charm.My first kiss? Guess what? I have none!Bryce's lips are tender and hot. I parted mine to give him access. His tongue came out, tasting me, pushing for a soft kiss.Hindi gumalaw ang bibig ko sa unang galaw ng labi niya. Pumikit ako at ginaya ang halik niya sa akin.I don't know how to kiss. I’ve been practicing it with the mirror in my bathroom. I lip to lips the mirror while imagining Bryce. Ganyan ako ka baliw!Huminto sa paghalik si Bryce at naimulat ko agad ang mga mata. Kumurap ako, pulang-pula ang pisngi ko at abot hanggang tainga ang kaba ko sa puso.I’m melting and wet. My knees wobble, and I feel so embarrassed at that. Did he notice that it was my first kiss?"Never been kissed?" His eyebrows meet a little.I swallow hard in repeat. Kinagat ko na lang ang labi at tinitigan lang siya. Hindi ako nagsalita.“Then I’ll take that as a yes?” He smirked and instantly pulled my body toward him.I gasp, and the electrifying sensation travels over me fast when I feel his lips
Charm.I keep my posture as I waited for him to be finish. Kanina pa ako hindi makahinga nang maayos at nakangiti lang. Nakatingala ako sa treehouse, nakatitig ang mga mata sa hagdanan."Nearly there,” he said as he headed back to the treehouse.Maaga ako dahil excited masyado. Tama si Manang Belen. Masyadong halata ako kay Bryce. So what? I have nothing to hide any longer. Bryce knows everything about me and my feelings. It’s all up to him! I know it’s embarrassing, but somehow making the first move takes away all the stress I have carried for years."Okay, ready?" Bumaba na si Bryce at saka ngiting tinitigan ako mula ulo hanggang paa at pabalik."Hmm…" he shakes his head, and his eyes are focused on my skirt."What's wrong?" Napatingin na tuloy ako sa sariling suot.Wala namang mali sa suot ko. Crop top na puti at mini-skirt shorts na itim. Hindi ako masisilipan dahil may panty shorts naman sa ilalim at komportable ako sa damit na ganito. At isa pa, walang sisilip sa akin rito!"N
Charm."That was cool. Thank you for the experience!"Basang basa ako, at mas lalong nabasa dahil nakababad na ako sa tubig dagat. Napailing si Bryce at namaywang habang nakatingin sa akin.Nasa buhangin na ang wavefloat. Naka-tow na ito sa sasakyan para maibalik sa sched ni Papa. Naligo muna ako sa dagat. Gusto kong magtampisaw dahil masaya ako.The swim with the baby sharks was cool. I liked it so much! I had fun. It was one of the best experiences I have had."I will tow this back to your father's sched, Charm." Tumalikod na siya at humakbang patungo sa sasakyan."Ha? T-Teka lang. Sama ako!""No. Stay there. I will be back."Nahinto ako at nagulan sa sinabi niya. Pero nakuha ko na rin, dahil hindi na siya nakatingin sa akin at pumasok lang din siya agad sa loob ng sasakyan.I watch him as he drives back the Waveboat. I smiled and went back swimming.Mababaw lang naman ang tubig sa bahaging ito at hightide ang dagat. Hanggang legs ko lang, at malinaw ang tubig. Maraming maliit na i







