"Yes, you" he motioned in impatient gesture to her like she was some servant. "Go fetch us some champagne."
Stunned, she didn't know how to react. She recognized some men were standing around him, probably the ones he referred as 'us'. The men were staring at her now.
The duke arched his brow in annoyance.
"Now" he said impatiently.
"Do you understand what I'm saying? You'd better be quick. I don't like waiting."
Bewildered, Ava stared at him blankly. The duke had mistaken her as a maid. And such an arrogant brute, how badly the way he treated a maid.
Seemed irritated by her unresponsiveness, he glared at her.
"Have you gone daft? Or are you totally incapable of doing such a simple task? I'm afraid I'll have to dismiss you."
"I beg your pardon" she heard her own voice rang in her ear.
"I'm afraid you had been quite mistaken, Your Grace. I'm not a maid." She looked back into his eyes.
The little scene started to draw attention of some other guests. Soon they went silent, anticipating what was about to happen.
Their gazes locked. A slight sparks gleaming in his eyes.
"Good Lord" he said as if he was surprised, but she suspected a mockery in his tone.
"I should offer you my apologies, Miss... what should I call you?"
Ava sucked in her breath. She didn't want anybody here to know her name, her identity. She was running away from Roger, from a binding contract that couldn't be broken even by the king. Nobody may know she was here. Blood drained from her face as panic attacked. If her father or her betrothed ever found her, it would be the death of her.
"It is absolutely not neccessary, Your Grace." She made a quick curtsy. "Now excuse me, I should be leaving." Not bothering to wait for his response, she turned back and hurried away.
Her heart racing in panic as she paced fast into the garden. Avoiding the people, she moved to a dark, quiet corner hidden from the crowd. She leaned to a large glass window and rested her head on its surface, closing her eyes and breathing deeply. Going to this party was a bad idea. She remained still with racing thoughts and unsteady breaths for some time.
A full moon rose, sending ghostly shadows to dance through the branches. The night was so quiet, there was nothing but the sound of wind in the trees and rustling of leaves. As her heartbeat got back to normal, she opened her eyes and drew back from the glass surface. An image flickered before her, reflected in the window. A ghost! Scared and shocked, she jolted and screamed, turning to run away. She slammed something tall and solid, and a blinding spark tumbled over her vision. She nearly fell down to her feet.
But she didn't hit the ground. Something held her still. The first things filled her senses were a warm body heat and a subtle blend of a man's natural scent with a slight touch of expensive cologne. As her vision slowly returned, she was looking up to a face she could hardly cast off her mind the whole evening.
The duke was standing with her, his hands gripping her elbows, keeping her from falling. The moonbeams gleamed on his hair, turning it to white. Even in the dark, the blue of his eyes were shining brilliantly as if they held their own inner light. Suddenly he released his grip with a jerk, forcing her to step back.
"I know who you are." Unlike before, his voice was calm and smooth now, yet she felt the hair on her nape rose.
"Ava Sofia Marlowe, your parents are the Duke of Livingston and Desiree Marlowe. You are betrothed to Roger Irving."
The last name he mentioned unnerved her, he noticed how her eyes widened and her body tensed instantly, though it last for only a second. He was very good at observing, reading the smallest, slightest sign of reaction, of changing emotion. That was what made him invincible. He knew how to use others' weaknesses for his leverage.
"You know me?" Then why he pretended to mistaken her as a maid? She dared not questioning him about it. Although his voice was soft, there was something about it that alarmed her that she was at his mercy.
"I didn't remember inviting you to my party." He said nonchalantly as if he had no particular point, but Ava sensed its implicit purpose.
"I ... I am accompanying a friend..."
"A betrothed woman accompanying a man who is not her fiancé, how inconsiderate..." A tinge of mockery colored his tone.
"If you think I would tolerate such an impropriety in my house, then you've been wrong, Miss Marlowe."
His voice went cold and tart now.
"I'm afraid you have to leave."
This man knew her secret, and she was under his territory at this very moment. To say one word against him would be unwise. The best thing she could do now was leaving rightaway without vexing him further. Her heart ached with hurt and fury but she wouldn't run away with teary eyes to his delight.
She took a deep breath, held her head high and kept her pace steady as she sidestepped him, refused to give him a nod or curtsy.
***
"Good heavens!"
A beautiful, middle-aged lady exclaimed in a low voice as Ashton made his way close by. She snapped her fan open elegantly and glanced around discreetly to make sure nobody heard her.
"Have you seen the country girl Magnus brought here just now? I almost had a heart attack, we can't let him parade her all night long in front of the entire guests!"
Her tone was colored with a little hint of disapproval, yet she maintained her voice low and flat.
"Your uncle will totally blow a fuse at such embarrassment."
"No need to worry, Aunt Cecily" He reached a glass of champagne on the nearby table and settled there, staring idly over the crowd.
"That matter has been taken care of."
"Thank God. We can always count on you, Ashton." Lady Cecily made a soft sigh of relief, then she frowned as if she was thinking about something.
"Anyway, one can hardly believe she is a peasant... such a beauty, her whole look is way too refined for a humble village girl.
Perhaps she is an unfortunate noblewoman falling into poverty..."
Lady Cecily waved her hand indifferently.
"Never mind, I'm glad she has already gone..."
'For now.' He replied in silence. It was certainly not the first time his cousin had a fling with some inappropriate woman, but this time he got a feeling the matter with the so-called peasant girl would last longer than they expected.
*****
Closing her eyes as she pressed her face to the cool and smooth pillow sheet, Ava clutched to the blanket wrapped around her tighter.
Some noises came from outside and the door swung open.
"Ah, you're already here! Why did you leave us at the party? We've been looking for you everywhere for hours!" She heard Polly speaking from the doorway.
"Everything's fine! She's here!" Polly shouted to some people outside without waiting for her response. Seemed like Magnus and Lady Byrne was there.
"Ava, what you've been thinking, leaving us just like that, you made me terribly worried. Magnus is coming with me, do you want to see him?"
"Tell him I'm feeling ill" Feeling irritated because he left her alone unguarded at the party, she refused to see him tonight.
Polly frowned at her response, but obeyed her anyway. Before long, Magnus and Lady Byrne had left her home. He told Polly he would come again tomorrow morning. Polly didn't bother questioning her again about her unexpected leaving afterward. Moments later, as she pulled her blanket beside her, Polly spoke to her.
"The old lady is totally crazy." She grumbled in utter disbelief.
"I was bored to death listening to her boasting about the fountain. She told me a silly story about a lady making a wish before the fountain with her fiancé waiting behind her. When she turned around and opened her eyes, unfortunately her fiancé was bending down to pick up a fallen handkerchief, and the lady saw the gardener instead. Later, the lady left her fiancé and eloped with the gardener." Polly chuckled. "That's a lot of damn nonsense!"
Previously, all the old tales and the magic things got her quite enthralled. She half believed that the local superstition was true, and she was eager to try it. But now, after the evening turned into a nightmare, and a bitter reality was thrown right under her nose just after she performed the ritual, she didn't believe it anymore. She didn't believe it at all. Besides, if the legend was true, the insolent duke would be the one to marry her, for he was the first man she saw after casting the spell. What a jest! 'Well, perhaps it could be' Ava thought wryly. 'When the hell freezes over.'
*****
"You haven't said a word to me this morning. Come now, sweetheart... what makes you so angry?"Magnus walked beside her. He had skipped his lesson with the captain this morning, waiting in front of her home very early to walk her to the market."Magnus, what were you thinking, bringing me to the ball last night? Has it never occurred to you that your family would not like me at all?""I don't care what they're thinking. All I care about is you and me, us...""But it's not that simple, Magnus. Sooner or later we will have to face their rejection... Your family will never let you have a relationship with a woman like me...""No need to worry about that, my dear. They won't bring us down. I love you and you love me. It's all that matters.""Magnus, the duke drove me out last night!" Ava said desperately. Magnus' face went pale."What... what did he do to
A few days later, Ava received a message from Magnus to meet at the tower in the perfect time, she knew what it meant. Sunset. He had given her another key to the back gate so she could come anytime. He had been very busy in his training recently, so they didn't often meet. She went to the tower through the back gate.At the back of the manor, it was as quiet and peaceful as usual. The shaft of afternoon sunlight through the leaves added a glorious touch to the silent beauty.She climbed up the stairs and reached the top. She was just about to step outside when a sight struck her and she nearly bolted from shock. She moved aside quickly, hiding herself behind the wall, her heart was pounding wildly. The duke was standing in the tower's balcony. She recognized his silvery locks at once. Ava felt her whole body quivering. She had to go as fast as possible. Peeking from behind the wall, she intended to rush down quickly without making any sound
Darling, I hope I didn't make you wait too long..." Magnus came to an immediate halt when his gaze met another person waiting for him there. Ashton turned from the canvas, leaving the paintbrush and the palette to the easel.Damn, Magnus thought. What a perfect timing."Ash... I think you're someone else.""Obviously."Ignoring his taunting reply, he looked around at a glance. He hoped Ava had not come here yet."She has gone."Magnus got stiffened at once."You've met her? Damn, what have you done to her?""It's nothing important. I have to tell you, forget that wench. She's not right for you, at all.""And I have to tell you, mind your own fucking business.""Anything regarding our fami
"Easy, sweets, easy..." He calmed her."He will not find us here. He had never come here again for a long, long time.""Are you sure?" She glanced around the room cautiously.He nodded with an assuring smile."Take a look around, you'll enjoy some of very fine arts here."She moved closer to one of the paintings to have a better look. Soon she was fascinated by the magnificent beauty before her. She found a series of old paintings in similar style nearby. With a further observation, she considered the arts seemed to be made by a young artist, probably a child. A very talented one. A thought flashing in her mind. Was it him who painted them all? She remembered how beautiful his painting she had accidentally seen yesterday."Oh, you're bruising my pride, sweetheart." Magnus' hurting voice came from behind."Ashton doesn't need one more person to admire him. He already got more than
The same day a couple hours laterAshton walked into the room that once his favorite place in the world. The only place where in his solitary being, he could feel the least alone.Ironically, this place was left to him by his father, the person who had caused the greatest loss and misery in his life, the one who was responsible for making him literally alone in this world, on his own, belonged to no one.Dusty and silent, this studio held lots of memories of his childhood. It was the place where he found solace, doing what he loved the most alone. Surrounded by silence, with pencil in his hand slid on the paper, or paintbrush between his fingers swept over the canvas. Entirely alone, absorbed in doings of his own choice. It was the time when he sank into the depth of peace beyond all the riotous thoughts.Nobody knew he still came to this place. He still painted, though his uncle had once told him th
It was over. Her relationship with Magnus had come to an end. She knew a great storm would happen one day, but she didn't expect it to come very soon, and that it would force them to break apart so abruptly. She walked home with a blank stare and an empty heart. The sky above her was getting dark. From a distance, lightning struck following by a loud thunderstorm. People rushed to escape themselves from the coming rain, but she remained slow. Some of the people stared at her in confusion, yet they were passing her without breaking pace.From the opposite direction, came a familiar sight. Magnus was walking toward her. He smiled and waved at her. Her heart ached as if it was squeezed by a cold fist. She didn't have a heart to say goodbye to him. She knew she would never be strong enough to lose him. She fought back the tears and turned away, running to another direction."Ava, wait!" In a second, he already caught up, he grabbed her wrist and
She felt a sting of pain and closed her eyes. Why did it seem impossible to escape the hands of fate? Was the curse too strong to be broken? Was it her destiny to follow the path of her ancestors?"No, Magnus. I'll never be your mistress. I'll never be any man's mistress.""Don't get me wrong, my love. I don't intend to buy you. I know you will never set a price for your love. You know I love you and respect you as well. But we have no other way. If we want to stay together, it's the best we can do.""No, Magnus. I'd better leave you than being your mistress. I've promised myself, no matter how hard life might be, no matter how impossible it might seem, I'll never choose that path. I will never be called whore, and my children will never be called bastards."She pushed him and sidestepped around him. He grabbed her hand."I never give a damn about whatever people think, I'll never see you as a
Dark clouds were laying heavy on her heart. There had been no sunshine since they had been apart. The sun still rose and shone every morning just the same as it did yesterday, but she couldn't feel the light nor the warmth. She was empty inside, on her own.She didn't know which hurt her more. That they couldn't see each other anymore or that he couldn't make her more than his mistress.She was such a fool. What made her think he would ever plan to marry her? Moreover, what made her think he would be willing to run away with her, leaving his privileged life behind and never looked back? She wasn't worth it. He was right, what he offered was the best any man could offer her. She was nothing but a pariah, she wasn't fit for any decent man, let alone the nobility. In her naivety she thought she could climb higher than any of the women of her family, but the truth was she could never escape the filth that ran in her blood, imprinted in her genes