FAZER LOGINAlora
“I’ll teach you to attack me and try to tell me what the fuck to do.” I hear an angry voice.
Then I’m grabbed by the hips, flipped over onto my stomach, my hips are pulled up, and then suddenly he is behind me shoving into me. I scream bloody mureder at the absolute agony of what he’s doing to me, but with the muzzle on me it’s just inarticulate sounds and nothing more.
“Fuck Bobby, you are hurting her, if you tear her apart she’s never going to be able to carry a pup.”
“She needs to know her fucking place, who the fuck cares. She’s an alpha, she’d never carry our pups anyway. So, now she’s only a hole, the fucking bitch.” He keeps thrusting, and the pain never ends. There’s warmth running down my legs.
Finally he finishes, and he throws me to the side. Then they all leave me here, closing a heavy metal door behind them. What the fuck is happening? I have something across my mouth and head. I feel back and there’s a latch and it has a padlock thing on it. I pull hard but I can’t break it, I can’t get this fucking thing off of me. Then I pull at the chain that is attached to the cement wall and ends with the metal collar that is fastened around our neck.
I hear howling and growling in my head, and then I can sense another presence in here with me. I am different, but I have no idea why. I am still so incredibly confused. I am laying in a puddle of blood, and my body is burning in agony. Soon though I can almost feel myself mending and healing. How the fuck am I healing so fast. I have to be going crazy, that’s the only explanation.
I hear a sound and turn and see a huge dog walking along outside the bars of my cage. I just watched it. It looks at me with eyes that glow a soft golden color. That doesn’t seem right to me. I mean I know animal’s eyes reflect the light and shit, but they don’t fucking glow like this.
As I am watching it lays down, and then the body starts to twitch and shift. The bones break and reform moving around until there’s no longer a big dog there but a naked man in its place. Okay, I am legitimately completely batshit. That’s the only possible explanation. Things like this don’t happen in real life.
He sits up and I recognize one of the men who were here earlier. I glare hate at him and he smirks at me, “So, now you know. You’re a wolf shifter. We bit you and tore you up plenty, you have to cause a lot of damage if you want to start the change. Most people die from it, but we saw you fight the other night. There was a man at the restaurant, he attacked you in the parking lot. You kicked his ass and banged his head against your car. We knew you would be a good candidate. I guess you were actually too good. We want females to breed to help grow our army. The Lakeside pack is taking us out, the fucking goody two shoes bastards. They can’t seem to let us just do what we want, no they come in and take the females we have here. So, now, we have you. Bobby says you’re a female alpha. I’ve never even heard of that. Only now, because of that you can’t be a breeder I guess. So now you get to just be a whore instead.” with that he walks out of the room, or dungeon, or what the fuck ever. I lean my head back on the ground just trying to absorb all that he said. It can’t possibly be real. I saw him though. I have this thing growling and pacing in my head. Is that my wolf or whatever. I hear whining and it seems like it’s telling me that yes, it’s my wolf. Damn, what the fuck do I do now?
Killian
I am sitting in my office going over some financials for the pack. We’re supposed to meet up in a bit. We have another rescue mission planned against the damn bastards that call themselves a pack. They steal women and force the change against their will. Then they keep them and rape them, trying to breed them. We have already managed to rescue about 5 women from them. However, the alpha and his 4 sidekicks have managed to evade us. We got a tip that they were going after another woman and that they had hole up in an abandoned bunker.
So, I am meeting with my beta, gamma, and our lead enforcer to plan our next move against these mother fuckers. I hear a knock and call for them to come in. My sister, Elizabeth, walks in and sits in a chair facing my desk.
“What’s up?” She’s looking at me funny and I have an inkling I know what she wants to talk about, yet again.
“You know what’s up. You are the alpha of the Lakeside pack. They depend on you. You need to find a mate and start working on pups so that they know their alpha has everything well in hand.”
“Liz, as soon as I find my mate, I will be more than happy to do that. However, what I will not do, what I will absolutely never do, is simply take a female, to pop out pups, that isn’t my mate. That has nothing but misery painted all over it. You know what happens to wolves who just mate with random wolves. They end up hating each other, and then if either of them find their mate it is an absolutely agonizing situation. I swore I would never do that, and I very much intend to stand by that. I need you to stop pushing me. I will do my duty when my mate comes along.”
She sighs, “Okay, I know, but I worry about you. Not to mention I am sick and tired of all of the females whispering in my ear about how good a mate they could be for you.”
I wrinkle my nose, “That’s so fucked up. They know better, they’re just power hungry, and I hate that so much. My mate is out there. I’ll find her, don't worry.”
KillianWe had been home with the babies for just over two weeks now. I was amazed at how much they grew and changed every single day. It was like I turned around and they were different in some way. Alora agreed about how quickly they were changing on us. She was doing great with them both. She seemed to be settling into being a mom now, but I knew she was still worried that she would mess them up somehow. I just tried to encourage her all that I could. There had been no more deliveries of strange flowers. That had helped with calming Alora down as well. We had found a couple of listening devices at the main pack house. We are thinking they were placed originally by Griffin when he’d been here. We hadn’t swept for bugs since then, so it was very much possible. We were just trying to keep everything as calm as possible and moving forward in the right direction. She was getting so much better about me touching her. It was like that night that I had touched her and we had been intima
AloraI’m operating on little sleep as well as absolute fear right now. I keep watching all of the shadows around the room, looking for him to just step out of thin air and be there. That’s almost like what I felt this morning seeing those fucking flowers. All of the sudden he was just there again. I have been feeling better, more hopeful now that the babies are born and no longer physically attached to me. So, now if something happens to me, it doesn’t automatically happen to them. So, I try to keep holding onto that. I know Marcus is checking to see what happened and who sent the flowers, but I have a feeling he will have covered his tracks. He’s too good not to. So, now I am trying to figure out what he was trying to tell me. Obviously he knows where I am, but I already knew that. The moment the people here turned traitor and joined up with him, no doubt they would have given him all of the information about the pack. That would include the new Luna no doubt. So, is he trying t
KillianI am getting ready to head over to the pack house for just a bit. My sister is coming to help Alora with the babies this morning and she is so excited she can hardly stand it. Alora just rolled her eyes at how excited Elizabeth was. Marcus is meeting me in my office so we can go over some of the security tasks, and then Paul and I will be going over the pack businesses and seeing if there is anything we need to take care of. When I open the front door I stop and stare at the huge vase sitting on my front stoop. I tilt my head and look at it for a while. Then I step around it and go to the enforcers who are patrolling around the side of the house.“Hey guys, where did these flowers come from?” They all turn and look at me. “There was a delivery this morning, and we thought you had gotten them for the Luna, but we didn’t want to risk waking the babies up, so we put them on the front step.” I nod.“Was there any information about who sent them, because they aren’t from me.” The
AloraSleep deprivation was a real thing. The babies didn't sleep all that much as they needed to be fed like every two hours, and with the two of them, I felt like I was constantly feeding one or the other. Killian was being great about helping any way he could. He changed diapers, got clean clothes, got me food, and managed to keep everyone at bay. He did talk to me about a picture and I consented to that. That way everyone would get a glimpse of the babies, but I didn't have to worry about being surrounded, or them either for that matter, with a bunch of people, or rather wolves. The girls were doing great, so that put my mind at ease. It helped that I wasn’t alone and that we had enforcers watching the house. The house had a security system that was kept fully armed even with us in the house. Killian was there with us all the time to help and watch over us. I felt safer with him. It surprised me when I started feeling that way. I could never remember another person making me feel
KilianIt was rather a surreal experience returning home. We had left as a mated couple and were returning as a family of four. The twins were currently passed out sleeping in their carriers, which honestly they slept the majority of the time. I could see Alora was still exhausted, so I was going to put her to bed and just try to get her to stay there and only worry about taking care of babies for the next couple of days. We had one of those bed side bassinets that we would put the babies in so she only had to roll over and get them for feeding and such. I would be there to take care of whatever she needed, and help with diapers and rocking fussy babies. I was rather disappointed when I looked up to see Elizabeth, Marcus, Paul, and my new Gamma Timothy. I groaned softly and looked at Alora who looked a bit fatigued and I wanted her to rest. We carried the twins to our bedroom and unstrapped them from their carriers placing them in the bedside bassinet. They were still curled up tight
AloraI never in a million years thought I would be a mother. I never thought I would be a mate either, and in fact had no clue about that whole world. I had expected that things would continue the way they had since I had gotten free and aged out of foster care, I had planned to lay low, just work, live, pay bills, and that was it. I never wanted a relationship or kids. That was never in m plans. Then this whole thing happened and I was thrown in the deep end of a pool I had no clue how to swim in. then Killian happened, and I didn’t have any say in any of that and it pissed me off. Then we were mated and I hated that I felt connected to him when I never wanted to be connected to anyone again. Then we found out Rupert was not only out of jail but a werewolf and was recruiting followers again. When we found out I was pregnant I was inundated with so much horror I couldn't breathe. The idea that those horrors would be revisited upon me was something I knew I couldn't live through a s
AloraI think it’s been days, but I really don’t know. They come in here every once in a while and shoot me with some kind of tranquilizer dart. Then while I’m out they undo this fucking thing around my head. Then I get a chance to eat and drink, but then, another dart and another chance for them t
AloraI beat my palms against my steering wheel, “Mother fucking son of a bitch. No, no, no, you can't do this to me. Come on you piece of shit, start.”I turn the key in the ignition again, praying under my breath, “Come on, come on, start, start.” The only sound is a click.I lean my head back ag
KillianI am at my desk going over the reports that I got from Marcus and Paul about the girls we rescued today. Most of them are settling in pretty well. Two have family we are going to have to bring into all of this, so that’s always a delicate balance to do. We have a couple that are pregnant, s
AloraNissa led me to the 3rd floor of this massive mansion, “A lot of us single wolves live here, it’s rather like being in a college dorm, or at least that’s what it always reminds me of. The kitchens serve 3 meals a day, and there’s snacks left out all the time. Each floor also has its own littl







