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Alora
I beat my palms against my steering wheel, “Mother fucking son of a bitch. No, no, no, you can't do this to me. Come on you piece of shit, start.”
I turn the key in the ignition again, praying under my breath, “Come on, come on, start, start.” The only sound is a click.
I lean my head back against the headrest and close my eyes. I need to get to work. I check my watch, I have 40 minutes. Normally that is way more time than I need. That would give me time to put my shit in my locker, have a cup of coffee to fortify me for the shift, and even take a last minute bathroom break.
However, now that 40 minutes will be eaten up by desperately trying to get there on time. If I take my normal route there'd be no way. If I cut through the park, I might just make it.
I get out of the car, pull my purse strap over my head to wear it cross body. Throw my keys in, and shut the car door. Then I head across the parking lot of my apartment complex, heading for the park.
In daylight this wouldn't really be a big deal. However, I just got moved to the overnight shift at the restaurant. It's next to the truck stop, so it's open 24hrs. So, when I step into the park it's dark and a bit hard to see.
There's lights here and there. They're pretty old, dirty, and casting rather anemic levels of light, and not a lot penetrates where the trees overhang the walking path I'm on. So it’s walking through dark patches then small patches of low levels of light. I am focused on walking quickly, not taking my time, and keeping my eyes open and myself alert. I am about halfway through the park when I start to hear a commotion off to the side of the path in the trees.
By the time I turn to see what’s going on, two huge bodies are flying at me. I don’t really have much time to register what they are before they tackle me to the ground. Then there’s growling teeth and pain. My whole world is focused on them tearing into me, claws raking down my body, getting jerked around as they bite and shake. Then I hear a person yell. My screams cut out as my voice gives way. I am laying on the ground in so much pain my brain is short circuiting. Then I can see a hazy figure standing over me. Next to him are two giant dogs that have my blood on their muzzles.
He squats down and I think, maybe he is going to help me, then I hear him, “Good work boys. That should be enough. Now, let's get her out of here. If she survives, then we’ll have us another female.”
Nothing he said is computing with my very hazy and pain filled mind. The edge of my vision goes dark and I welcome that darkness. I think I am dying. He reaches out and pulls me up. The pain is blinding, and then there’s nothing.
When I open my eyes, I’m laying on a dirty cement floor. There are bars around me. I’m on a thin dirty mattress on the ground, and I’m naked. My body is achy and sore, but I am having trouble making sense of anything. I think really hard, then suddenly the memory hits. I walked to work through the park because my car wouldn’t start. Two huge dogs came out of the trees and attacked me. I really thought I was dying, and then there was this man above me. He picked me up and there was so much pain I must have passed out. Now I am here, although I have no idea where it is.
“Well, well, lookie lookie what we have here boys. Looks like we were right and she was a good choice. So, now we have another female. We should probably break her in. We need her wolf to know her place and know who her alpha is.” What he’s saying makes no sense.
He moves and I can see him now, in fact I can see him really well, and make out too many details of his ugly self. There are two other equally ugly men beside him. They open the door of my cage, and he squats down in front of me.
“I’m your alpha. You are now a breeder female. So, as your alpha I command you to present for me.” I don’t know what the fuck he is talking about.
Something inside pulls and is angry, I hear growling, and I feel myself pulling back, but I am so confused. Then there’s growling and snapping, and yelling, “I said present for your alpha you bitch.”
Then I have the taste of blood in my mouth and my vision sharpens. I lunge at this fucking ass hole, how dare he try to command us. I howl at him and growl. The two men beside him go to their knees and tilt their heads to the side showing me their necks. I’ll show this mother fucker alpha, he is fighting me.
He tackles me to the ground and then he’s shifting and his wolf is coming out. He and I start fighting each other legitimately. Then suddenly there are several men all trying to get me down. I growl and think at all of them to stop touching me and to let me go. Suddenly there are hands that snap a huge metal collar with a chain around my neck.
Then the others back away and several are still on the ground, being pummeled by our dominance. They are not able to fight against my ability to make them bow to my will.
“What the fuck Bobby, what the fuck is she?” one of the men says.
They are now panting before me and they are naked, and have wounds from my teeth and claws.
“She’s a god damn fucking alpha. Stupid bitch, get me the muzzle. She shifts back and issues commands we won’t be able to resist, hurry.”
I feel my bones shifting and rearranging, there’s pain, ripping and tearing, things are moving around and reforming. I am finally laying back naked on the ground again, suddenly there’s something slapped around my head and over my mouth before I can fully recover.
What the absolute fuck is happening to me, what the fuck are they going to do to me?
KillianAs she passes out and drops to the floor, her body twitches, so I have no idea if this is a flashback and her mind is overwhelmed and that’s why her eyes rolled back and she dropped, or if this is just a way her body has of shutting shit down if she gets severely triggered.I’m going to have to address the pack about this whole fucked up bullshit, but I have to figure out how much to say and how much not to say. I am worried that if they think she is weak or defective that she will be challenged more. I am not worried about her being able to best the challengers, I am more worried about losing pack members to the bullshit.Although, she did best Suzanne with her bare hands, and not even her wolf, so maybe that will keep the challenges down when I explain some things about their new Luna to my pack. I don’t think I can skip that step. Wolves are very tactile creatures and they will want to touch her and hug her, case in point right now, so this will be an issue.Earlier it had
AloraHearing that he'd somewhat be able to hear and see inside my head was some seriously fucked up shit. I was being completely honest. He would very much regret that. I know, I'm forced to deal with it every single fucking day.He's looking at me confused and wondering what the fuck is wrong with me. So, I decided a demonstration is in order. So, I stop blocking, letting the memories, emotions, horror and fucking evil bullshit that has made up my whole damn life, flood me.He staggered back sucking in a breath. He's shaking, gritting his teeth, and I see he's losing control of his wolf. The doctor comes over and touches me. That sets something off, and I start trying to pull it in. Having someone touch me unexpectedly is always a bad thing.So, no doubt he was trying to get me to stop whatever I was doing to his alpha. Instead he just triggered me, so it just got worse. I'm trying to pull it back, but my mind is now caught, with the inability to distinguish past from present, and m
KillianI told Siril to back off so we could possibly help dampen the flood of emotion she was probably getting from us. It seemed to help as she calmed and just laid there with her eyes closed and panted gently. I went to the side of the bed just looking down at her beautiful face that was drawn in distress. Then she opened her eyes and there was so much there. She was exhausted still, she was hurt and confused, and there was a huge bunch of pissed the fuck off looking back at me. I did notice that it wasn’t her wolf who was pissed, it was Alora. Not that I blamed her, I really hadn’t meant for it to happen that way.“Did you plan that?” She asked me softly as he stared up at me.“No, Alora, I honestly didn’t. I’m sorry, I should have anticipated the mate pull would be too much for Siril and he would want to claim your wolf. I was trying to pull him in and shift, but I couldn’t manage to do it before all of that happened, and then he bit. To wolves it’s instinctual, there’s no emoti
KillionAs I rushed down to medical I was aware that blood was flowing out behind me, and there was a lot of alarm about what had happened. I felt my enforcers asking about an attack, I assured them this wasn't from an attack, this was from an accident. There was acknowledgement. The second I was in the door I was yelling for Dr. Martin. He took one look at the state we were in and hurried us to a back trauma exam room that we used for wolves injured during attacks. I put her down on the bed, and her body was still struggling, and she was still bleeding, but it was starting to slow.“What happened Alpha?” He looked at me briefly and could see I’m sure the agony on my face.“We let our wolves out to get to know one another, and to begin to get her used to shifting, and being around wolves, and around me especially. We’d had a great afternoon, she was doing well. Her wolf was friendly and playful, not to mention beautiful, she’s white, solid white. We were back at the river taking it e
KillianIt has been 3 fucking weeks since Alora came to the pack. She has been helping out at different places, and she is very efficient. I think some of the pack are surprised she’s not more social, as normally wolves are more social creatures. I think some members of the pack understand that the way she became a wolf was very traumatic, and what happened afterward has made her leery.What they don’t know and I know in my gut, and Dr. Martin very much agrees with me about, is that this girl has a heap more on her shoulders than just what happened to change her into a wolf, and what those bastards did to her after her change. No, there are layers of scars that she is carrying around with her, and it’s affecting everything, including us being mates.I am having more and more trouble keeping Siril away from her wolf. I am trying to get her used to my presence and let her get her wolf time to be around mine, so hopefully that eases the way for us to move forward. The pack knows she’s my
KillianI am at my desk going over the reports that I got from Marcus and Paul about the girls we rescued today. Most of them are settling in pretty well. Two have family we are going to have to bring into all of this, so that’s always a delicate balance to do. We have a couple that are pregnant, so they need help with the pups, so that’s always another thing with situations like this. I am very glad that Alora wasn’t one of those, although, if she had been, we’d have handled that and accepted the pup as ours, that’s the nature of wolves, especially mates. I hear a knock on my door, but before I can even say come in, Elizabeth is opening the door and rushing in, “We have a problem.”“What?” I can see she’s upset, so I am wondering what has happened.“Suzanna is going after Alora.” I choked and sputtered at that.“What the fuck did you just say?” She huffed.“I know, that’s why I’m here, Suzanna is going after Alora, apparently she thinks she can scare her away from you or some shit.







