LOGINAlora
I think it’s been days, but I really don’t know. They come in here every once in a while and shoot me with some kind of tranquilizer dart. Then while I’m out they undo this fucking thing around my head. Then I get a chance to eat and drink, but then, another dart and another chance for them to put it back on. That bastard from before keeps coming in here. They have me chained and gagged, and then he wrestles me down with the help of his bastard buddies. Then they take turns raping me. Somehow I always heal from what they are doing.
They put some kind of almost sackcloth dress shit on me. It’s not really clothes, but it’s better than being naked I guess. The only things I have in here are this paper thin mattress on the ground, and a toilet, well, it’s more of a porta potty kind of thing. Perhaps I should be grateful it’s not a bucket.
There’s not much light in here, but I find I don’t really need it. I can see just fine, and I can hear way too damn much. It seems I’m not the only female they have locked up down here. I can hear screaming coming from somewhere and it sounds female to me. This thing inside me is fucking pissed, she wants to rip them all apart, and I find I am more than willing to let her do that and help in any way I can.
I hear a bunch of commotion but it's jumbled up. I'm still getting used to how much I hear, and sometimes it's like information overload to my senses and I have to pull back. When I hear gunshots I become much more focused. I feel my wolf right behind me. We couldn't shift because the collar around our neck was too small. They had changed it to this smaller tighter one, one of the times they had tranquilized me.
We listen, there's more gunfire, shouting, screams, doors slamming, chains rattled, and boots or heavy shoes clomping on the cement. I wait to see if those bastards come for me or not.
Suddenly the huge metal door to this room is flung open, and 3 people I don't know storm inside. Then I sense their wolves, and I growl, my hackles rising. All 3 of them have guns drawn and aiming around the room. There's a female with them who runs up to the bars of my cage.
“Mother fucker, she's muzzled. Get some bolt cutters in here, she's collared as well. Fuck, we'll have you out of there in a few minutes.” I realize she's talking to me.
I stop growling, but my wolf is still close. I am scenting the air and I can smell blood and more people. I wait to see what they do. The woman squats down and meets my eyes, my wolf growls a bit and she tilts her head exposing her neck. My wolf seems appeased, so she backs up slightly.
She stares at me wide eyed as she stands back up. There's a bunch of commotion behind her and she turns. Several men rush in with bolt cutters and break the lock on the cage. They come in holding up their hands.
“We're not gonna hurt you. We're going to get the chains and collar off you. So just hang on for a moment.” He has an accent but not sure where from.
“Where's Killian?” I hear the female ask.
“He was making sure the other women got to the van.” The man in front of me says.
Then suddenly there's a jolt, and a loud metallic crunch and my head is finally free. I move my jaw and lick my dry lips. Then another crunch and my neck is free as the collar falls to the ground. Then he works his way around to all.4 of the cuffs and chains on my wrists and ankles.
“What the fuck? Why do they have her all chained up all to hell?” I hear another man ask.
As soon as all of the chains were gone, I scrambled to my feet, ignoring the offered hand, not wanting to be touched. Then I look up sharply as more people arrive at the door. As soon as a huge man steps into the room my wolf hones in and says 2 things, alpha, and mate. I almost fell back on my ass.
Killian
We had managed to take out 3 of the remaining pack members, but the Alpha and his beta weren't here. There were 4 women in the other rooms, each showing signs of abuse. Each had a chain attached to an ankle cuff. Once we got them free we got them to the transport van.
The woman we'd actually been alerted to hadn't been with the others. Nissa ran down the hallway looking to see if she was being kept prisoner somewhere else. Then I'd heard her yelling for bolt cutters, so I had assumed she had found the woman.
I was almost to the room when I heard Paul my beta exclaiming about how many chains she had. I moved to the entrance way, and several things clicked with me and Seril, my wolf, all at once.
First was the deplorable state she was in, the chains as well as a muzzle on the ground, and the power rolling off of her. Then she met my gaze and Seril growled at me, alpha, mate. I stumbled as soon as he said that.
Her eyes got huge as she looked at me, so she'd obviously felt the connection, even if she didn’t understand it. I moved closer and I saw her struggling with herself or more likely her wolf.
“We won't hurt you.” I told her and her wolf. Her eyes changed to a deep blue, which was unusual for a wolf. I heard a soft growl.
Seril pushed forward and softly growled back. I saw my wolves in the room exposing their necks in submission to the amount of dominance we were throwing out.
“We are here to help. You need to back off so they can help you.” She tilted her head slightly and huffed at me. I felt myself smile a little despite the circumstances.
“So, it seems you're my mate.” All of my wolves turned to look at me completely shocked at my declaration.
AloraI grogily opened my eyes, trying to peel off the haze of sleep that was insisting on clinging to my eyelids. I finally managed to get them open and saw Killian there watching me. He was smiling and so I was sure everything had gone fine and I was glad. He had a sonogram picture he was holding lovingly in his hands.“Do you want to see? It would be different than looking at it on a live sonogram screen this is basically just looking at a photograph.” He tilted his head watching me after he asked.I thought about it and wasn’t sure I had actually ever seen a printout of a sonogram, so I nodded, and he handed it to me. I gazed down at it and was amazed at how much I could see and tell what was what. There were two of them curled around each other. Of course there were really no disturnable features or anything, but you could clearly see the head and body, as well as what was the nose and mouth and all of that. “Did he say how far along?” I needed to get my head wrapped around how
KillianWe’d been moved into the house for about ten days now, and it seemed like it was going really well. She seemed more relaxed not being front and center around everyone all the time. She was still going to the packhouse to check in with people who were working there and asking how everyone was doing. She was trying to believe what their and her wolf told her about their reactions to her, and not just believing they were blowing smoke up her ass as she’d put it. She was starting to see that pack members truly did think about and care about other pack members. That was such a foreign concept to her that she was still trying to absorb it. My sister had been trying to be there for her while being understanding that she was a totally different person than our mother had been. So, she no longer tried to coach her in her “luna duties” as she put it. Alora had ended up asking about the other women in the pack who were expecting, and Elizabeth had introduced her to a couple. One girl w
AloraI was walking, okay waddling, next to Killian through a house he had wanted me to look at. He’d talk to me about us moving out of the packhouse to something more private, especially with the babies coming soon. I heard Mani echo pups, and wag her tail, and I chuckled to myself. I could never think if I should call them babies or pups, because I guess they were both. Apparently wolf shifter children were born as babies but could shift as early as five, but more often it was closer to seven. They would however already have their wolf; it just wouldn’t come all the way out until they were older. Dr. Martin had been trying to talk me into another ultrasound. He said he really needed to get a check on them and measure how far along everything was so he could pin an approximate date of arrival better. He wanted to make sure nothing was wrong. I knew Killian wanted to know the gender as well, so I was trying to figure out how to do this. The house was nice, it had a really nice kitch
KillianWe’d been home for a few days and I knew Alora was really trying. We’d had to remind everyone please not to just come up and touch her. They had a tendency to want to reach out and feel her belly, and it was freaking her out. Honestly, probably a lot of people would be freaked out about it, but as wolves, we were a touchy feely bunch all the time, but throw pups into it and we normally went nuts. There weren’t enough babies born really, so now it became a bigger thing, even though it’d always been greatly celebrated. I was actually thinking it might be a good idea for us to move out of the packhouse and be somewhere just us for a while. Not only would it keep her from being front and center with everyone so much, and at risk of stray touches, but it would give her more of the peace and quiet she seemed to often need. Also, we needed to set up for the pups to arrive, and that meant getting a nursery set up. I think she would feel better about that in our own home rather than
AloraI only have eight weeks left in the pregnancy. Only two more months until they will no longer be inside of me, so when he finds me and gets me, he won’t get them as well. So, now, I can see Killian is anxious to have me back at the pack. Part of that is because he’s afraid something will happen and it will take too long to get me to Dr. Martin in time. I have been thinking a lot over the last few days. He does so much for me. Do I think it’s wasted on us and there is no way in hell this will work out the way he wants. Yes, but that doesn’t mean I don’t appreciate what he does or what he has been trying to do. “We should go back to the pack. I know you’re anxious about me not being close to Dr. Martin with the babies or pups, whatever, being due in such a short time. So, let’s go back so you can relax. We’ll see how things go, but Killian, please don’t expect a lot from all of this. This is about them, not so much about me.” He looked at me for a few moments, and then nodded h
Alora I felt like a nutcase. I am sure I acted like one at least part of the time as well. I had been trying really hard to pull myself back from this ledge I had been teetering on for weeks now. It wasn’t that my fear really abated, but perhaps I was able to work around it some. I don't honestly know. It had still been hard when Siril mounted Mani, but it was easier to try and separate myself out from what was happening. Killian helped as well. Then when I felt the tell tale movement of a baby fluttering in my abdomen, I had to just stop and catch my breath. Then I knew Killian was worried so I explained my reaction. Seeing him get all emotional and happy over the baby or one of the babies moving, surprised me. Then he told me he just needed to hold me when I explained why it had caught me the way it had. It had actually ended up helping me, and I hadn’t been able to say that about touch much in my life. I do remember before things went to shit with the whole pregnancy thing, he’d
AloraI was cycling between too many emotions to really get a handle on. I was reeling from being so triggered by the wolves mating. I knew Mani initiated that, but it still threw me into so much, but Killian was able to help me not completely lose my shit, but he didn’t keep me from falling apart
KillianWell, that was interesting to say the least. I think she shocked the shit out of everyone yet again. Not to mention, they keep expecting her to worry about what they think of her, and she honestly doesn’t give a fucking shit. She honestly doesn’t even care what I, her mate, thinks of her. In
KillianAs she passes out and drops to the floor, her body twitches, so I have no idea if this is a flashback and her mind is overwhelmed and that’s why her eyes rolled back and she dropped, or if this is just a way her body has of shutting shit down if she gets severely triggered.I’m going to have
AloraHearing that he'd somewhat be able to hear and see inside my head was some seriously fucked up shit. I was being completely honest. He would very much regret that. I know, I'm forced to deal with it every single fucking day.He's looking at me confused and wondering what the fuck is wrong wit







