LOGIN"Judy, it's me, Mom. I'm here to see you."The windows in the psychiatric ward were sealed. Through the frosted glass, all you could see was a blur of daylight.Judy sat on the edge of the bed. Her finger traced the armrest over and over in slow, deliberate strokes, as if she were writing, though there was no pen or ink.She was writing the same sentence.[Judy is my sister. She'll come get me.]It was the only thing still running in her mind.I stayed on a different floor in the same hospital. Every Wednesday afternoon, Mom brought me to see her.Sometimes, Judy would look up. One glance at Mom, one at me."Did he eat?""He did.""How much?""Most of a bowl."She nodded and went back to tracing the words.Dad didn't come often. After the whole thing, he seemed to shrink in on himself. His hair had turned completely white.One time, he came to see me with a bag of oranges. He sat by the bed, peeling one carefully, his hands shaking."William, is it sweet?"I took a bite
"The defendant, Vincent Rhodes, is found guilty of aggravated assault, sexual assault, promotion of prostitution, and unlawful imprisonment. On these counts, the court sentences him to a total of 19 years in prison."By the time Judy walked out of the courthouse, it was already dark.She had made a statement before the judge. She said that every time she went with our parents to the correction center over those three years, something had felt wrong, but she never said anything. She was afraid that if she did, she would be sent there, too."My silence played a part in everything that happened to William."That was the last thing she said.She didn't come home that night.Mom called again and again, but she didn't pick up.At 2 a.m., Judy pushed the door open and walked in. There was dirt and grass on her clothes. Her hair was tangled, and her eyes looked distant."Where did you go?" Mom stepped in front of her."New Horizons.""But it's been shut down…""I climbed over the
"Ms. Easton, are you sure you want to go through these?"The attorney slid a stack of documents across the table in front of Judy. Several folders were clipped together, each from a different family.It had taken her a week to track down three of them.The first was a boy who went in at 14 and came out at 16. He was 21 now, living in a psychiatric facility. His mother said he hadn't spoken a word since he got out.The second was another boy. He died by suicide a year and a half after being sent in. His parents still believed it was depression and had nothing to do with the center.The third was also a boy. He cut off all contact with his family after he got out. When Judy finally reached him, he only said one thing."William's still alive. He got lucky."Judy spread the documents across the dining table.Dad barely finished the first page before pushing it away."What's the point of this? William's home. We should just focus on getting him better.""Better from what?" Judy ke
"William, can you roll up your sleeve?"The lighting in the psychiatrist's office was soft. The doctor across from me, Margaret Winslow, held a notebook in her lap.I glanced at Judy beside me. She gave a small nod.I pushed my sleeve up. A deep scar ran across my right wrist. I had cut it in the third year. The metal shard had been dull, and there had been blood everywhere.Margaret didn't react the way I expected. She just wrote something down."William, did you ever call home while you were there?""I… I did. Seven times.""How many times did you actually get through?""T-Three.""What did you say when someone picked up?"My nails dug into my palm. The pain in my throat climbed up from my chest."I asked them to take me home…""And what did your family say?""Dad said… Mr. Rhodes told him I wasn't cooperating. He said I had to stay.""And after that?""They… They took the phone. Mr. Rhodes made me tell everyone what my family said. I told him they said I should behave
When I opened my eyes again, all I saw was a white ceiling and the sharp sting of disinfectant in the air.An IV was taped to my left hand, a bag dripping slowly above me. Thick bandages wrapped around my neck. My throat felt like it was filled with broken glass."He's awake."Mom leaned in close, her eyes swollen and red.Judy stood at the foot of the bed. Both her hands were wrapped in bandages. There was a deep cut between her index and middle fingers on her right hand, where the copper wire had sliced her when she tore it loose."William." Mom's fingers rested lightly on my hand. "Why would you do something like that?"I opened my mouth, but no sound came out.Right then, the door opened. A doctor walked in, her face set as she addressed the three of them. "I need to speak with you outside."Mom wiped her eyes and followed her out.I stared at the ceiling. The fluorescent light above me pulled me back to that room. There, the lights never turned off. Even when your eye
The living room stayed quiet for a long time.Dad sat on the couch without saying a word, cigarette after cigarette burning down between his fingers.Mom cleared the table in silence.I stayed crouched in the corner, shaking so hard that I couldn't stop."William."Dad crushed out the last cigarette."Did you have fun tonight? Acting like that in front of everyone. How do you think that makes me look?"Judy spoke up, "Dad, don't…""Shut up. I'm talking to him."He walked over and stood in front of me, looking down."Answer me. Do you hate me?""No, I don't… I wouldn't dare." I shook my head quickly."If you don't, then what was that? Everything I've done was for this family, and you come back and make a scene the first night?""I didn't… I didn't mean to…""Someone offers you a drink, and you start yelling? Then you're on the floor, making a spectacle in front of everyone? What was that about? Do you have any idea your Uncle Ronan walked out and texted everyone that my so







