That night, I stood there, staring at the bed with the blue sheets, not knowing what to do."William, why are you on the floor?"Mom's voice came from the doorway.I shrank back into the corner when I heard her, arms wrapped tight around myself.The mattress was too soft. When I lay on it, it sank under me, like something was pressing me down.In the behavioral correction center, we slept on concrete. In winter, the cold cut straight through your spine and into your insides, but at least it was solid. Solid things don't swallow you."Come on, get in the bed. The floor's cold."I shook my head stubbornly.Mom pulled me up anyway and set me on the mattress.The moment the door clicked shut, I slid off again, quiet as I could, and curled back into the corner.With my back against the wall, I could close my eyes. That was the only way I knew how to sleep and wake up alive.The next morning at breakfast, Dad sat at the head of the table, talking on the phone."Hey, Mike. Yeah, w
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