Se connecterWe spend the last ten minutes of the cocktail hour talking to the Gaffans before everyone is asked to take their seats. Cass leads me to our seats with his hand on my lower back and the sensation it stirs in my lower belly makes me have to concentrate on walking so I don't fall and completely embarrass myself.
We sit and he leans in, whispering, "I don't know how you did that, but you just worked a miracle. Now I owe you twice. For the second one, think big because that was a big favour."
I just shrug and say, "I'm not going to come up with anything. I don't feel like you owe me."
He looks at me, slightly put out, then says, "I'll figure out something you want. Believe me, I'm not letting this go."
I just shrug, figuring he'll be too busy to remember. A delicious tomato soup is put in front of me and I'm completely distracted from everything around me. I'm starving and need to focus on eating like a lady. My dress is dark at least, so if I spill nothing will show.
I talk to other people around our table and it helps me to calm my nerves and pull myself back together, which is good because the dancing comes next. At least three girls come up to Cass to ask him to save the first dance and he tells each one the same thing, "I'll be dancing with my date tonight."
I'm starting to get annoyed when I ask Cass, "Should I be taking it personally that these girls are asking you to dance right in front of me? I'm supposed to be your date. It would be a dick move if you said yes. I mean, what kind of crazy person would I have to be for you to want to get away from me the second the music starts?"
Cass chuckles and says, "You know, you're pretty funny Alexa."
I flip my hair dramatically and say, "Obviously."
He laughs again, then grabs my hand saying, "You're the most beautiful girl in the room and any girl who thinks they stand a chance is crazy."
I laugh and say, "Feel free to count that as one of the favours you owe. Complimenting me wasn't part of the deal."
At that moment, the MC takes to the mic to announce that the dance floor is open. Cass stands up, still holding my hand and says, "I guess that's our cue."
I stand up beside him and say, "You better be good. These are the nicest shoes I've ever owned."
"I'm Italian, believe me, I can dance."
The confidence in his voice and the heated look in his eyes are a lethal combination. I would melt on the spot except that nothing focuses me like a challenge. That's part of the reason I said what I said. I knew that I would have a hard time keeping my reaction at bay once we were dancing, so I made it a bit of a competition.
From what I can tell, the music is a samba and from the first step I can tell Cass is the perfect lead. Thankfully, I've had some dance training and I've spent a lot of the last three months clubbing with Tony and his friends, so I'm able to follow just fine.
I love the feel of my dress as it twirls around me and I make a mental note to remind myself to thank Annabelle later for helping me pick this dress.
I see girls eyeing Cass from the sidelines and so does he, so we continue from one dance to the next, not giving them a chance to step in.
We’re dancing a rumba, which has us particularly close, when Cass leans down and murmurs in my ear, “So, do I meet your standards?”
He knows he meets my standards, he’s just teasing me. I turn to say as much, but completely lose my ability to breath when I find my lips a mere inch from his. I can smell his amazing cologne mixed with his natural scent and my brain short circuits.
I can’t stop staring at his lips. They’re so full and smooth and now that I know he’s a good kisser, it only makes it harder to look away.
Cass pulls me closer against him as we continue to dance. Our hips grind against each other sensuously and I can easily imagine how amazing he’d be in bed with moves like that.
He runs his nose lightly against mine and the contact makes me gasp. He takes advantage of the opening to kiss me. The kiss matches the slow tempo of the song but my heart rate skyrockets. Just because the kiss is slow, doesn’t mean it’s not passionate.
I have no clue what we’re doing but I don’t care. We’ve blurred whatever vague line there was between us for this unconventional arrangement this week.
We pull apart to breathe for a moment then dive back in. It’s beyond sexy how he’s able to keep leading me through the dance while kissing me with such skill.
I know I wouldn’t have had the strength to pull away so it’s lucky that the song ends and a more uptempo song comes on. The change in song shakes us both from the trance we seem to have found ourselves in. We stop dancing for a moment when the new song starts but we still hold each other.
I stare at him stunned and he does the same back. I finally smile and let out a nervous chuckle and it breaks the tension. He smiles back and picks up the beat of the new song. We continue dancing for a few songs and successfully avoid a repeat.
“Should we take a break?” I ask, wondering if he needs to talk to more people.
“If you’re tired of dancing we can head out. I’ve done everything I need to,” he answers. His answer throws me for a loop. I had no idea he was dancing with me because he just wanted to. I thought there was some other reason we were still here.
“What time is it?” I ask.
“Ten thirty,” he responds after a quick glance at his watch.
“Let’s dance until eleven, then head out. I don’t know the next time I’ll have such a good dance partner,” I say jokingly, even though I’m quite serious. It’s hard to find a man who can dance as well as Cass. Pure s-x on the dance floor.
He smiles in a way I’ve never seen before, making me falter in my step. “Okay, but try not to step on my toes,” he says with a smile as he steadies me.
I roll my eyes but keep dancing.
It turns out to be a good thing we stayed. A couple of songs later, Mr. and Mrs. Gaffan come over to steal us away from each other for a dance. I can see Ellie talking Cass's ear off while I have a quieter, more serious dance with Mr. Gaffan.
Towards the end of our dance he says, "You're a sweet girl Alexa, I hope you can handle Mr. Conti."
"He's been nothing but amazing to me, I assure you," I respond lightheartedly.
"There's more to the man than what's on the surface. Just make sure you proceed with caution, okay? My wife likes you, I hope we get to keep seeing you around," he says as the song ends.
He doesn't give me a chance to respond, he simply hands me back to Cass.
While we waited for my coat at coat check, I slowly start to feel the pain in my feet. This is how it always happens. While I’m having fun dancing, I’m distracted from the pain, but the second I stop, it comes rushing in.
I try to stand still so that I won’t draw attention to myself, but I really want to dance from foot to foot, giving each foot a break. I look around at the splendor of the venue that impressed me so much earlier in the evening, but even that isn’t enough to distract me from the blisters.
The attendant hands my coat to Cass, who helps me put it on. Now I just have to survive the walk down the never-ending staircase outside the entrance. Hopefully, the cool air freezes my feet a bit, so I can’t feel them as much.
Today, I'm allowed outside the bedroom for the first time. The guards came to the room without Valentina, which, at first, had me worried. She usually hated letting them interact with me.They untied me from the bed and instructed me to wear a robe. I appreciated the little bit of modesty. A bath robe like this thin silk one, would have made me feel very bare before, but now it is like wearing a parka. Compared to the see-through, lacy lingerie, it was downright conservative.The house was richly decorated, but you could tell it hadn't been in use for years based on the dated furnishings and the dusty smell. I wondered if we were in an out-of-fashion neighbourhood. It was a shame that a house this large and beautiful was left empty when there were so many families in need of a home.I was taken down a flight of stairs to a sitting room where Valentina was enjoying a morning tea. She was dressed impeccably in a cream cashmere sweater, tucked into cream slacks. Her red hair in a perfect
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Breakfast is waiting for us at the table and I'm a little unnerved that I didn't hear anyone come in during my bath. It leaves me feeling exposed.We go to the same places as yesterday and we both have the same dish of one poached egg and avocado in front of us. After sharing two meals with Valentina, I'm starting to wonder if she maybe has an eating disorder, because this definitely isn't enough food for one full meal.I'm already starving from only eating a salad yesterday, so I decide I need to invoke Cass's name in the hopes of getting more food."Could I possibly get some toast with breakfast?" I ask. Trying to ask nicely first."I don't eat carbs," she responds, like it's the most reasonable response."Cass and I eat carbs every morning, it's good for brain activity," I explain.She looks up at me suspiciously, then asks, "And you let him decide what you eat? That seems a little controlling. I'll have to talk to him about it."I hold back my laughter at the irony of the situatio
I eventually fell into a fitful sleep. For hours, I had nightmare after nightmare until I was finally exhausted enough to fall into a deep dreamless sleep.I wake up to a gentle stroking of my hair and I know it's Valentina. I try to keep my breathing steady so I can pretend I'm still sleeping. I'm hoping she just wants to watch me sleep and that she'll get bored and leave soon enough. However, after what feels like forever, I finally pretend to wake up.I open my eyes to see her leaning over me. I wonder briefly if this is going to be in my next nightmare. She smiles such a loving smile that you would never know she was crazy."Good morning, sweetheart," she says.I can't bring myself to respond, so I just smile. Her eyes light up at my response, thankfully telling me it's enough."I thought you might want to clean up a bit today," she says thoughtfully. "I've run a bath for you, and I'll help you wash."I don't relish the thought of having her present while I wash, but it's been a c
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I wake up naked in my bed, under my soft comforter. I normally don't sleep naked but if I had such high-end sheets as these I might start. I stretch out and feel stiff muscles all over. Next, I sit up and I right away regret drinking so much last night. My head is pounding.I lean my head in my han
I flood at his aggression and words. Speechless, I do exactly as he says."Turn," he growls, and I can see that he's barely containing himself.I immediately face the wall and wait for the next command. It feels dirty, like I'm his sex toy, but I love it."Hands on the wall, feet apart," he says. H
I take my heels off in the elevator so I can tip-toe quietly into the condo. It's 2pm, and I don't want to wake anyone. I drank a bit more than I planned, so walking is easier without them anyway.Tony found an amazing club with the best music so, On Saturday, we danced the whole night and were giv







