Trent dreamed of his mother that night.He didn’t dream about her as often as he used to. Sometimes he even thought he’d moved on from her death. But then the dreams and the memories would return with a force to knock the breath out of him.He was fourteen again. Tall for his age but skinny, he’d been a loner in middle school. It didn’t help that the Younger family had a reputation: a deadbeat father and crazy mother, the kids would whisper. There’d been more than one instance where a kid would act like if Trent got too close the crazy would rub off from him like a disease.Trent had punched that kid in the nose and ended up with detention for two weeks straight.He dreamed he was in his childhood home, yet it wasn’t the same house. The walls kept shifting, the photos changing. One instant there was a happy family photo, the next the photos crumpled like the corners had been lit with a match. Trent touched the wall, trying to find his balance as the floor rolled underneath his feet
When Lizzie looked up to see Trent entering the lobby at her OBGYN’s office, she had to restrain herself from laughing. Here was Trent—all tattoos and muscles—amidst a bunch of pregnant women and young children. There were a few husbands, but for the most part, it was all hormonal women with various-sized bellies.Lizzie had texted Trent to let him know when her ultrasound was scheduled, and he’d assured her he’d be there. It was strange to have him here, and yet, she was glad not to be alone.“It’s freezing in here,” Trent muttered as he sat down next to her.That made Lizzie laugh. “Do you want to tell a bunch of pregnant women that you want to turn up the thermostat?”“Good point. I’ll just suffer in silence.”She shook her head as she continued to read the fashion magazine she’d reached for earlier, but she couldn’t concentrate. She could smell Trent’s woodsy scent, and every time he shifted in his chair, she lost her place.Finally, she set the magazine aside and asked him,
Lizzie had known she’d fallen in love with Trent when he’d climbed up the trellis to get into her room the first time.Her parents hadn’t known she’d started dating Trent, and Lizzie had tried her best to keep Trent from her parents’ judgmental questions and gazes. They’d known of Trent’s parents, of his father mostly, and Lizzie hadn’t wanted him to get hurt.But she’d also known a part of her hadn’t wanted to deal with her parents judgingher.And in her deepest of hearts, she’d known part of the reason she’d kept it all secret was for herself. Dave and Lisa Thornton wouldn’t have approved of her dating someone like Trent Younger. His family had no money, no connections, and with a deadbeat father and dead mother, he was particularly unsuited to be the type of boyfriend her parents would’ve chosen for her.She hadn’t told Trent point-blank he couldn’t come over, but he wasn’t stupid. He understood why they had to have their study sessions at the library or, if Edward was
Trent held Lizzie as she cried, and he cried, too, letting himself feel the grief he’d kept locked up inside for nine long years. Lizzie clung to him like a lifeline, and her sobs broke his already cracking heart.“It wasn’t fair,” she gasped. She sounded like a little girl, but he felt the same way. It hadn’t been fair and it hadn’t made sense.“I know.” He stroked her hair. “It wasn’t. I’m sorry.”She cried until she’d soaked his shirt, until her eyes were red and she looked exhausted. When she looked up to see tears on his face, she reached up to wipe them away with gentle fingers.“Don’t apologize,” she whispered. “If anyone should apologize, it’s me. I hurt you.”He wouldn’t deny it. The day she’d told him they were over and that she no longer loved him had almost broken him. He’d barely put the pieces of his life back together again.“I was so angry. I wanted to blame someone. You were the easiest target. I know that—even then, I knew it was wrong of me. But I didn’t want t
Trent awoke to the sound of humming. Opening his eyes, he saw Lizzie’s naked back, and he gazed at the perfect line of her spine, his mouth watering as he took in her amazing ass. He swallowed, the memories of the night before flooding him. Lizzie was writing something down, and when he rose and wrapped his arms around her from behind, she only smiled and kept writing and humming.He kissed her shoulder, her neck. He ran his fingers through her hair, but he didn’t need to say anything. He let Lizzie compose her song as the morning passed, the minutes spent holding her almost as delicious as the moments when he’d been inside her last night.When Lizzie’s stomach rumbled with hunger, she laughed and put down her pen. Trent smiled.“Hungry?” he asked. He swept a hand down to cradle their child.“Mmm, I could eat. Do you have toast?”“I think I can manage that.” He kissed her again and, after telling her to stay in bed, he padded to his kitchen to make them breakfast.They ate in bed
Trent stepped over what looked like a broken-down lawn mower before stepping into his dad’s house. It had been only a few weeks since he’d last been here, and already it seemed like Edward had trashed the place further. How did a man in a wheelchair manage to collect so much junk? Trent had no idea.Edward barely glanced at Trent when he came inside. He sucked on a cigarette, letting the smoke float in front of his face. A rerun buzzed on the TV; the house smelled even more heavily of smoke and sweat, to the point that Trent barely stifled his gag reflex.“What do you want?” Edward said. He didn’t sound particularly interested in the answer.“From you? Nothing. Except that you’ve once again caused another nurse to quit her job. I don’t know how I’ll get another one to agree to come out here.”Edward barked a wheezy laugh. “What does it matter? I’m already dying. Do you think a nurse is going to change that? You were always a special kind of stupid.”Trent gritted his teeth. Why wa
Lizzie awoke in the middle of the night to find Trent gone. At first she assumed he’d left the apartment, and her heart sank, but as her eyes adjusted to the dimness of her bedroom, she saw a figure standing by her window.She heard the patter of rain on the roof. Trent’s back was to her, and he didn’t move from his spot. Dawn hadn’t yet arrived, and when Lizzie glanced at her clock, she saw that it was only three in the morning.She went to him, wrapping her arms around him. He jolted a little in surprise before laughing quietly.“Why are you awake?” she murmured. She watched the rain hit the window, illuminated by the streetlamps outside.“I couldn’t sleep,” was his only reply.Lizzie felt the tension in him, the same tension she’d felt when he’d burst into her apartment that evening. She’d never felt so much desperation in Trent’s kisses before, and when she’d first seen his expression, she’d been frightened. Not frightened for herself, but scared forhim.Now, that earli
“Why am I here again?” Lizzie asked, staring at her sister and four brothers. “I thought you already grilled me about my life and my choices.”Summer was edging into September, and with it, Lizzie watched her baby bump grow little by little with every passing day. Now past the first trimester, her morning sickness had mostly disappeared, and she felt more energetic every day.It helped that she saw Trent so often. If she wasn’t at his apartment, he was taking her out to dinner, or wooing her like they’d just started dating. He hadn’t mentioned anything else about marriage, however, and Lizzie wondered if he regretted jumping the gun.Tonight, Jubilee had texted her to let her know the siblings—with their respective mates—were going to Harrison’s place for dinner. Lizzie had almost called off, but she knew very well that her brothers would show up at her door if she didn’t make an appearance.Harrison and his wife Sara, along with her son James, lived together in what had been Harri