LOGINOn a cold winter day, light snow began to fall.Mom and Dad came to the cemetery outside town with a pile of things.Dad's back had become badly hunched, and he stumbled through the snow. Mom carried a large paper bag filled with red outfits.They crouched before my grave and carefully brushed the snow away from my headstone.Dad took out a certificate and carefully placed it in front of my grave."Alice, I brought your medal." Dad's voice shook. "You came in first, and you'll always be number one. I was blind to what mattered. I judged you by adult standards and forgot you were just a kid who wanted to hear her dad say he was proud of her."Mom took the red outfits from the paper bag and laid them over my grave. The sunlight illuminated her tear-streaked face."Alice, I brought you red clothes. From now on, you can wear whatever color you want. You never have to give in to anyone ever again."Mom reached out to touch the black-and-white photo on my headstone, her voice breakin
For half a month after the funeral, the house was so quiet it felt eerie.Every day, Mom either sat staring into space or wiped down the furniture in my room over and over.The cleaners had gotten rid of the stench long ago, but Mom kept saying she could still smell it.She spent entire nights scrubbing the floor with disinfectant. Even when the skin on her fingers peeled and started to bleed, she refused to stop.One day, while emptying my desk drawers, she found a locked journal.It was my scorebook, where I had kept track of every win and loss. Mom tried my birthday as the code, and the lock clicked open.Dad heard the noise and came into the room. Their hands shook as they opened the first page.Inside, there was no diary, only sheets covered in scores from top to bottom."March 12. Daphne had a fever of 100.4°F, and Mom held her while they slept all night. I came in first in my class, and Dad just told me to keep it up at dinner. Daphne won. I lost.""May 4. Daphne wanted
My funeral was set for the weekend.At Dad's request, the memorial hall was lavishly decorated with the finest flowers. He had even had the urn custom-made overnight.I sat on the urn, looking around at all the flowers and memorial displays, and couldn't help but whistle appreciatively."What a send-off! When Daphne gets married, I doubt she'll ever get this many flower arrangements. That's me for you. I couldn't beat her when I was alive, but now I've left her way behind."Relatives began to arrive one after another. Lydia, who had just visited a few days ago, walked in. When she saw my photo, she sank to the floor."How could this happen? When I visited a few days earlier, you said Alice was asleep in her room. Was she already…"She pointed at Mom and Dad, trembling all over. "How could you be so cruel?! She was a living person! You left her in that room to rot for three days?"Dad's hair had almost turned white, and he was badly hunched over. He sat beside my casket, lost
The forensic examiner placed my corpse in a body bag. The moment he zipped it shut, Mom rushed over and clung to the bag, refusing to let go."Don't take her away! Alice is afraid of the dark. Don't shut her inside that bag!"She turned and screamed at Dad. "What are you standing there for? Aren't you always so concerned about what other people think? Tell him! Alice is just throwing a fit. She's already been competitive. She just wants to see if I'll cry for her. I'm crying now! Isn't that enough for her to win?"I floated near the ceiling, pleased to see Mom's tear-streaked face."Mom, those tears are a lot more genuine than Daphne's usual fake crying. Looks like I've come in first place again at getting the family worked up."The police pulled Mom away by force and carried my body to the medical examiner's van.-The autopsy report came out the next day. In a meeting room at the police station, the forensic examiner slid two pages across the table to Mom and Dad."The caus
Police cars pulled into the neighborhood. The officers set up a police line, and a forensic examiner entered my room with a toolbox.In the living room, Mom, Dad, and Daphne were seated on the couch for questioning.Daphne, who had been asleep just moments ago, huddled in a corner under a blanket. She was trembling."Officer, Alice must have had a sudden medical emergency. She's always been jealous of her sister. When Daphne got carsick, Alice pretended to be sick too."Dad struggled to explain himself to the police."We really thought she was throwing a fit. We only stayed out of her room to teach her a lesson. We've already treated both our daughters equally!"The young officer taking notes stopped writing and gave Dad a stern look."Did you really treat them equally? The forensic examiner's initial findings show that the victim died of suffocation during a severe asthma attack. She didn't use her rescue inhaler in time."You drove on the highway for four hours while she stru
I floated near the ceiling, watching Dad's reaction."How about it, Dad? Am I not amazing at holding my breath? "You always say I have no willpower. But this time, I lasted three whole days without slacking off for even a second."Come on, praise me! Isn't this way more impressive than Daphne coming in tenth in her class?"Mom came over again with a bowl of freshly washed fruit."Why are you on the floor? Is Alice still refusing to get up? Listen here. We can't let her get away with this attitude. If she won't apologize today, she'll stay in her room all day. Does she think no one in this family can handle her?"Mom stepped into the room, then covered her nose and mouth against the strong stench of decay. She frowned."Alice! Honestly, what on earth have you done in here?"As soon as she finished speaking, the bowl of fruit fell from her hands.Mom stared at my body on the bed, covered in dark patches, then froze.She gripped the doorframe with hands and let out a piercing s







