Ava drifted in and out of sleep all through the night, she was pressed, she really needs to use the bathroom but the devil beside her wouldn’t answer to her whenever she called to him. It surprises her how an assassin like him can sleep so deeply with no fear in the world that someone could sneak in and put a bullet in his head. It also leaves her wondering why he had mentioned that he was not a good sleeper yet he sleeps so well the two times he had slept beside her.
She glared at him in annoyance, he had left the light on and it was also one of the reasons she was finding it hard to sleep. She had ended up wondering how a man who is so in love with the darkness could sleep with the light on. She shut her eyes with a sigh, wondering if morning would ever come as she drifted into sleep once more.
Waking up again, her bladder was so full that she doubts if she could hold it anymore, glancing at the man still asleep beside her, she called to him, “excuse me, excuse me, hey!” she shouted when he ignored her, “El Diablo or whatever you call yourself, would you answer to me you asshole?” He turned on the bed, ignoring her and she knew he was awake and probably don’t want to answer to her or deal with her problem this morning. The first light of the day was already appearing and she praised herself for her endurance. She had held in her urine all night and this bastard is not even appreciating it. “Listen to me, if you don’t untie me right now to use the bathroom, I am going to decorate this bed of yours with my urine and I have told you before that I won’t be embarrassed and trust me, I won’t.”
If he heard her, he didn’t show it. “I am talking to, I will do it, don’t dare a frustrated woman,” she shouted but he still ignored her. Ava scoffed and nodded, “fine then, have it your way,” she said and let go of her bladder, soiling the bedspread. She waited patiently till he notices that she had done what she said she would and she was fighting really hard to hold in her laughter. Her body was soaked and she was disgusted as well but it was hers and she could live with that, the real deal was how the man with her would react and she just couldn’t wait to find out.
She could feel the wetness spreading and she counted in her mind till he reacts and just at number ten, the man on the bed jumped up like he had pricked with a needle. He turned to look at her, first in surprise and then his black eyes went to the big circle under her butt and his face was covered in shock as he looked at her again.
“I told you I would do it,” Ava said with all the innocence she could muster.
The man before her was speechless, he opened his mouth to speak but no words came out, he pointed his finger at her but he couldn’t think of any curse to lay on her. Ava imagined his head filling up with red liquid and whistling when filled like in cartoons just as he threw his hand up and started shouting curses in Spanish and for that moment, she was so happy she couldn’t understand him, if not, she wondered what profanities he was throwing at her.
She watched him shouting and yelling as he paced around the room, all she could hear were noises for she understood not a single thing and the way the words rolled of his tongue made it interesting to watch and right there and then, she decided she loved Spanish and when freed from his clutches, she was so as hell going to learn it.
The angry man finally turned to her, breathing like a bull and she resumed her innocent look, “fine,” he said still panting in anger, “you love messing up, right? Great, we will mess up and we will know who would get tired and plead to the other. Hoy me ocuparé de que la próxima vez lo pensaría dos veces antes de mojar la cama en mi cama. Ah, Dios, ¿qué clase de chica es esta?” he added as he approached her side of the bed in quick strides. “I will deal with you today that next time you would think twice before bedwetting on my bed. Ah Christ, what kind of a girl is this?”
Ava was wary when he was approaching her and the way he was looking at her told her that the last thing he said wasn’t a curse anymore and probably a threat, “hey, what the hell are you planning?”
He said nothing to her and started untying her, “get up,” he ordered when she was free.
“What do you want to do?” she asked warily.
“Get up, you just peed on yourself didn’t you? What, now you don’t want to clean up?” he raised an eyebrow.
“Oh,” she said and stood up, she robbed her wrists and looked up at him before slowing walking to the direction of the bathroom. The look in his eyes told her she was in for something and she was a little scared on what that would be. What is he planning to do to her? She wondered as she approached the bathroom, opened the door and stepped into the bathroom. She looked back to discover that he was still watching her, she took a deep breath, deciding within her to be prepared for whatever it would be and whatever it would be, she promised herself to find a way through it.
She took off her soiled nightwear and opened the glass door, stepping in, she turned on the shower and loved the feel of the water on her body, finally. If she had known bedwetting was what it would cost her to have a shower, she would have done it since yesterday. She used the liquid soap she saw there, which she knows belongs to him; the fragrance was that of masculine gender as she expected. Finally clean like she would want, she took the white towel hanging on the hanger and dried herself as well as her hair, then she tied it round her chest before walking out of the bathroom to find him still standing at the position she left him with his arms crossed on his chest.
“Done?” he asked with a raised eyebrow and she nodded, “good, now come change the sheets.”
“What?” Ava asked, she has never changed her bedspread, so why would he want her to do his?
“You wet the bed, you change the sheet as well as wash it, now hurry up, chop-chop,” he clapped his hands to hurry her up.
“Fine, I will do it but first, get me something to put on,” she demanded.
“Oh,” he smiled, “that’s um…impossible.”
Ava frowned, “what do you mean?”
“The last time I checked, I am a man not a woman, so you don’t expect me to have female wears lying around. You should have thought about that before wetting the one you had on.”
“But…You don’t expect me to wear my nightwear every single time, I had to change it some point.”
“Then you would have been delivered and it would be the problem of you and your owner, not mine, so hurry up. You need to dry up my bed, change the sheet and wash the soiled one,” he said, noticing how she was staring at him, “oh, am I being a bad man? It’s expected, I have never been good.”
Ava clenched her fingers in tight fists to calm herself down, “if you want me to do all those things you mentioned, you better find me something to wear, if not, then go to hell.”
“And I will gladly send you there if you don’t get your sweet ass right here.”
“I’m not doing it.”
“Don’t dare me.”
“Fuck you.”
“Again with the fuck word?”
“I don’t fucking care, you understand? You are not going to get me out of my good life only to bring me here to be a slave to you, who do you think you are?” She asked, her anger was getting the best of her, “you lack basic etiquette, you don’t know how to talk to a woman, you don’t know how to treat a woman, you disrespect women, you-you-you know nothing. You know what, you need to be sent back to school to learn how to treat a woman since your mother didn’t teach you enough, you….” She stopped when she noticed the room had dropped a few degrees and she looked at the man with her to notice that he was vibrating and she need not to be told that it was from anger.
The next she saw was him turning to the wardrobe behind him and turning back to her with a sliver gun in his hand, pointed at her. His eyes were darker than usual and every pore on his body spoke of danger. Her heart missed a beat as she finally realized that she was now looking at the El Diablo her father told her about and she wondered what her fate would be.
Ava survived the shot and it was discovered that she was pregnant but she lost the baby. Lucian had gone to Nikolai’s carcass and emptied his barrels on him, wishing he could bring the man back to life only to kill him again.Ava had introduced him to Dolores when she came to visit her in the hospital and the poor woman had cried like she had never cried before. She also revealed to Lucian that she had come looking for him but they never let her see him. Even when he was in the hospital, they didn’t let her go in and check on him and she often sleeps outside the hospital, hoping they would allow her to see him one day.Lucian recalled when he woke up he had heard the nurses talking about a woman often sleeping outside the hospital. So, it had been her? He remembered when he asked his boss then if he could see his mother and he had said that why would he want to see the woman that left him and have never come to see him even though he was in the hospital. It
Lucian followed Drago to his private jet, he had called Antonio on the way to meet him in Philadelphia. As they boarded the jet, everyone gathered to draw out a plan for it needs to be carried out tonight. According to Lucian, he didn’t want Ava to spend another night in the clutches of Nikolai.After every plan has been made, everyone left to prepare themselves and Lucian occupied the window-seat, staring out to the midnight sky, wishing and praying Ava was safe and that she doesn’t give up on him or on him saving her.Someone cleared his throat and he looked up to see Drago. Drago sighed and removed his cowboy hat before sitting opposite him. “I heard you were pretty angry when you left and that Ava ran after you, shouting for you to wait but you didn’t. And that left me wondering, that was so unlike you and unlike the news I have been hearing of you of late.” He glanced at him, “what happened between you two, what did she do?&rdqu
“Lucian!” he heard a faint voice shouting his name, “Lucian, get up Lucian,” the voice continued but it was faint and his head was throbbing in pain. He groaned and wrapped his hands on his head to numb the pain. “Get up from there, Lucian, what are you, a woman?” the voice taunted and that forced him to open his eyes —despite the pain— to know who dares talks to him like that.His vision was blurry and he could see a blurred shape, he blinked to clear his vision and he watched as the blurred shape formed into Drago Moonstone’s face. He shut his eyes tightly and groaned once more.“Get up from there, Lucian,” Drago ordered again.It was at that time that Lucian wondered what he was doing there, or rather where he was. He opened his eyes again and glanced around, he was lying in the middle of what appears to be a road and Drago was kneeling beside him. “Where…where am I?” he aske
“Alejandro she is sorry, she is in pain. She needs you,” Ava cried when he turned to walk out of the room clutching onto his shirt.Lucian stopped by the door and snorted, “pain? What do you know as pain, Ava?” he turned to look at her, “when you are missing someone and they are not there? Or when you had to stand at your mother’s funeral?” he shook his head, “that is not pain; let me tell you what pain is. Pain is when you had an accident running after the woman you called mother, and all you heard in your consciousness was her telling you how sorry she was, something that haunts you every night because you woke up in the hospital hoping to see her but she was not there. Pain is when you had to live with unknown men who locked you up in a dark room filled with hungry mice who chew at your skin bit by bit all because you didn’t get something right. Pain is when you had to sit down at thirteen and let grown up women rape yo
The days in Panama were slowly climbing their way into Ava’s favorite days. She didn’t know what she loved the most, the fact that Lucian took her places and made sure she had fun or the fact that he joined her in everything she did. It was both romantic and peaceful and she didn’t want to leave. Lucian was opening more to her, gradually telling her about his childhood but always referred to his mother as her. They had only one more day to spend in Panama and Ava wants to introduce him to his mother when they get back to Las Vegas and to do that, she has to let him know that she lives in her house. And so, she decided to come clean with him today and if worse comes to comes, they would use the rest of tomorrow to make up before Antonio arrives on Monday.She walked to the balcony and watched Lucian having a swim in the glass pool, she smiled and leaned on the handrails, watching him and also thinking about how to start the conversation about his mother which
The flight to Panama was as smooth as it can be although Ava couldn’t watch through the windows as she did when going to Mexico because someone refused to let her leave his private room. As the jet landed, she was already staring at the window and giddy as a schoolgirl to start with her touring. “Alright cariño, lets go, trust me you will enjoy it better when you are out than staring through a window,” she heard Lucian behind her and turned, smiling to him.“I know I would,” she winked and went to the doors as Antonio opened it, she climbed down the stairs, loving the mistiness of the morning. She closed her eyes and twirled around, she had read about this place and had longed to come here, she couldn’t believe that finally she was going to have her dream come true and that she would end up visiting with the very man that made her want to visit the place.“Are you done circling or can we get into the car now?” Luci
Ava dropped the fork she was about to put in her mouth, her shock was not far from her expression, “what did you just to say?” she asked to be sure.“How would you feel going to Panama?” he repeated.“Like are you being serious right now?”“Very.”“Oh my God,” she screamed, placing her tray of food on the bed and jumping on him, not minding the clashing sound of his plate on the floor. She kissed him so deeply that Lucian felt his body responding to her immediately. “You better not be joking with me Lucian or I will put a bullet in your brains.”He chuckled and kissed her again, “I have a lot of things planned out for us. We can have fun running by the sea shore and tasting all the sea foods.”Ava smiled as she remembered he just quoted her two years ago at the hotel restaurant, “I think that would be really amazing.”“I’m glad
‘I am yours Ava, if you will have me,’ the words repeated in Ava’s mind as she stared at the sleeping man beside her. A smile graced her lips as she thought about it all, he has confessed to her in his own way. Though he didn’t end it with ‘I love you’ like other romantic books or some men would but his words was on par with the L word. He has literally sold himself to her, and of course she would have him, if she doesn’t then who else would she?This is something she has always wanted, something she often dreamed about and now finally, it’s happening. No wonder he was extra gentle this time, he booked a room for two lovers on a vacation and he filled the wardrobe with clothes for her. He gets sad when she yells at him and…she sighed, her hand slowly reaching out to wipe out a strand of hair from his face. He looked so peaceful at sleep, nothing like the dangerous man he is. He said he was not a regular man but w
If Antonio was holding a drink, Ava knew he must have dropped it with a clashing sound with the way he was staring at her now. “What did you just say?” he asked many seconds later.“You heard me Antonio,” she said.“Listen,” he grabbed her hand rather forcefully and Ava was surprised for it was actually the first time he had ever treated her like that. “And I mean listen to me carefully Ava, never in this life or the next if you ever want to live mention that name to Lucian’s hearing or even make him know that you have met her. Do you understand me? Ava, Lucian can forgive you of anything you do to him but never bring that woman’s memories to him, he loses it, in fact if you survive just by mentioning ‘your mother’ to him in a sentence then you are just pure lucky. Do you understand that? You have seen the way he behaves; he literally becomes his name at the mention of her name whether she was addressed