Chapter 6

Her soft skin vibrated with the simple touch of my fingers when I touched her, and she was trembling under my body. Still, our lips didn't understand the reasons; we kissed passionately as if our lives were passing away in this kiss, I couldn't stop, and I didn't want to.

Surrounding her body with my arms, I brought her closer to me; I could feel her nipples erect and hard on my chest; I felt like a teenager. I placed my knee between her legs and opened them a little to get between them; our bodies were scorching, I felt her breathing agitated as well as mine.

She wrapped her legs around my waist and pulled me closer to her, but we had to separate for lack of air. She looked at me, and I reciprocated; her beautiful face was completely red, letting me know that she had never had this kind of approach with a man.

Was she a virgin? That thought crossed my mind, and I felt like a complete idiot; here I was seducing her, an angel to an innocent. Her body was driving me crazy; I don't understand how I can feel this if I only have a short time knowing her, and besides, I don't think that she is my mate. There are not those sparks between us, and there is something I feel attracted to her in a way in which I have never felt it with anyone else.

She stared at me with those innocent eyes, and I couldn't take my eyes off her. We didn't say anything; we could only hear our breathing agitated — I'm sorry, I don't know what happened to me. I don't want you to think that I wanted to take advantage of you. that would never be my intention —I told her, hoping that she wouldn't take badly what we had just done.

—I think it was the moment and the adrenaline that made me react this way,— she said, blushing and looking so beautiful.

—How do you feel? Do you want to get up? — I said, trying to be gentlemanly.

—Yes, please,— she said in her sweet voice.

I helped her to get up, and her legs couldn't take it, she almost fell back to the ground, but I grabbed her by the waist and helped her to sit on a stone, —Are you sure you are OK? I can take you somewhere and have you seen by a doctor.— I told her, worried while I caressed her cheek.

—I told you I'm fine, don't worry, really,— she said to me, but I saw her so fragile that I didn't want to leave her.

—I'd better go,— she said as she walked and took the clothes in her hands, she started to get dressed, and I stood there like an idiot, not knowing what to say.

—Can we see you tomorrow?

—I don't know, I don't think so.

—I'll be here, all day waiting for you; when you can come, I'll be here.

—You'll stay here, all day; I have no idea if I'll be able to come and if I stand you up and never show up.

—Then I'll come the next day and the next day and the next day, until I see you again,— I said very confidently.

—Why would you do that? You don't even know me,— she said, surprised by my attitude.

I approached her, took a few steps looking at her —That's precisely why I want to do it; I want to get to know you. —I told her, and I could see how her cheeks blushed, and she got nervous; she looked so cute.

—I can't promise you anything, Max, but I'll try.

—That's good enough for me, and I'll be here waiting for you. —I told her and took her hand and brought it to my lips, kissing it softly, still looking directly into her eyes.

I kept staring at her while she moved away from me, and I started walking back to my pack. I didn't understand how that beautiful creature was awakening something in me. I like her in a way that I can't explain, just remembering the taste of her lips turns me on, and that's almost impossible; I just don't understand what is happening to me.

I want to see her again; I want to touch her, I need to have her, I don't know where this will take us, but I want to find out.

I'm going up the stairs to my room, and when I get there, I throw myself on my bed. I close my eyes and touch my lips with my fingers caressing them, and I can feel how wet I am between my legs just remembering it.  The way Max kissed me was my first kiss. I liked it so much, and he made me feel so many things. His caresses, I can't help blushing just thinking that he could make me his, and I wouldn't have complained at all, but he stopped.

Stupid, what are you thinking! I let myself be kissed and almost lost my virginity to him; what was I thinking? I must never see him again; this is crazy. I must be more careful, but why can't I stop thinking about him!

The next day I didn't go running in the woods like I always do; I didn't want to see him just thinking about him, my legs were shaking, and I couldn't afford to lose my mind over a stranger; that's the last thing I need right now.

I was in combat training with Renata when I got distracted for a second. She hit me in the abdomen, throwing me to the ground.

—you let yourself get hit; what the hell is wrong with you? You are distracted today—Renata told me, furious.

—I'm sorry, I don't feel very well,— I told her, and it was the truth, between the problems with my parents and what happened yesterday with Max, I was a mess.

—Hannia, I know your parents sent you to the Coven, and you don't know how sorry I am. You should see it as part of your training,— she said, trying to convince me.

—Renata, don't try to convince me, it seems that everyone agrees with my parents, nobody wants me to be here if you ask my cousin Alexia; I know she is the first one to put me on a plane, but what about the others?

—You know we love you, and that will never change; think about it. As your mother says, you have to adapt and follow the right path. You don't know what destiny can bring you; you are an extraordinary person, Hannia. Think about it and let yourself go.

—Think about it and let yourself go, but it's not that easy.

—Sometimes, the most difficult things have a very simple solution; it's a matter of looking at the problem from another angle.

Listening to Renata, I couldn't help thinking about Max, maybe he is still waiting for me, and I'm not going to see him today, because the truth is that I'm dying to see him again, shit! I'm a mess since yesterday.

—I see it's not you today, so we better call it a day, and why don't you go rest or do what you usually do to relax? OK, see you tomorrow.

—OK, thanks," I said as I was walking, but I remembered something and turned around to yell at her.

—Renata! by the way, where is Alexia? Haven't I seen her?

—Beta Ivan went on a trip alphas orders, and he took your cousin with him; he wanted to spend time with her.

—Even in that, she beats me,  her father wants to spend more time with her, but mine are just waiting for me to turn 16 to kick me in the ass.

—Hannia!

—I'm sorry, I'm leaving now —I said while rolling my eyes.

I went to my room and the hours passed; I tried to read a little, listen to music or even watch a movie, trying not to think about Max, I looked at my watch, and it was 7 pm when I looked out the window it wasn't dark yet.

I got out of bed and threw away my headphones; I couldn't listen to music anymore. I took my cell phone and looked at the screen., I took a deep breath, and I couldn't take it anymore; I put on a long black t-shirt and some leggings. I went downstairs carefully, so no one would see me, and walked to the forest as fast as possible.

I'm sure he's not at the lake, it's almost 8 pm, and it's already dark, when I got to the lake I didn't see him; I walked to the shore and sighed, —How silly you are, of course, he wasn't going to wait for you! — I said out loud, looked down, and was about to turn around when I felt someone grab me by the waist and pulled me closer to him.

At that moment I saw him, it was him, he had been waiting for me, but why?

—You are still here, but why, I don't understand. — I said, surprised, looking at him.

—I don't understand it either. I only know that I can't stop thinking about you since I met you, and when we kissed, I felt something I had never felt with anyone, and only you do this to me.

—Max, you don't even know me, hell, we don't know anything about each other's lives, how can you say that?

—Because that's what I feel, something inside me tells me that this is right. It's as if it was destiny, we met at the right moment, without knowing it, and I don't think you don't feel the same attraction I feel for you,— he said, looking at me. I couldn't help but get nervous at his words.

I tried to look away, not to show any sign of weakness in front of him, but it was useless; Max came closer to me without letting go of my waist and told me, —Tell me that you don't feel the same way I do.

—And what do you feel? —I asked him, nervous to hear his answer.

—When I saw you for the first time, in that waterfall, I was captivated by your beauty, your eyes, the simple fact of touching your skin makes me feel things I never imagined, and yesterday when my lips touched yours, I knew I was lost, I like you Ani, I want you a lot, I know I am a rogue. We just met, but I feel as if I have known you all my life.

I couldn't believe what he was telling me; I felt the same —I feel something too. I don't know how to express it to you, but I know I have never felt this way for anyone, and I'm a little scared— I told him. He lifted my chin to look me in the face.

—I promise I won't hurt you, let's get to know each other and try it, you could give me a chance, I know I'm an exile, but if you don't care about me, would you be willing to try it together.

He told me, and I was doing it. I was thinking about giving him a chance; he's a rogue. He doesn't have a pack, it's not like I care about that, but I'm willing to give a stranger a chance.

Maybe I have nothing to lose, in my pack, no one knows him, we would try, and if it works, I can talk to my dad, and he could join us, why not and if it doesn't work, who cares in a week I won't even be here anymore.

—So? You're very thoughtful; you're suddenly gone as if you were somewhere else,— Max said to me while I was still in his arms.

—OK.

—You're serious.

—Yes.

I could see how a huge smile was drawn on Max's face, and I couldn't help smiling too; he hugged me and made me feel so many things with that touch of our bodies. I felt so safe in his arms, but I didn't understand this feeling; everything was very confusing.

Max came closer to me and started to caress my cheek slowly, admiring my face —you are so beautiful —he said. I felt how my breath was shaking when I saw that he was getting closer to me.

He brought his forehead close to mine, and I could feel his breath hitching; he put his hand on my chin and stared at me. — I'm dying to kiss you, will you let me do it— he told me, and without thinking, I nodded my head, and that was enough for his lips to brush mine.

My eyes closed, waiting for the touch of his fleshy lips with mine. When his minty breath took over me, he began to kiss me slowly, tasting my mouth, his hands were on my waist, and he pulled me closer to him, his arms were hugging me, and I felt that this was not real.

His hand was placed behind my head. He intensified the kiss; our bodies were agitated, my hands were positioned in his hair, and he pulled me closer to him; I could feel his erection, which surprised me and made me more nervous.

I had never been this way with anyone, and he was consuming me with just one kiss. Still, he was slowing down in a second, and his lips found my neck, he was very close to my ear, and he said almost breathless.

—I don't want to go too fast; by the way, I feel you nervous, and your legs are shaking; I want to think it's the first time you're like this with a guy. —She said, looking at me.

—Ani, I would never hurt you, and we won't do anything you don't want to do.

-—Yeah, I mmm, I've never done this with anyone, I'm mmm—, Shit! As for some things, I'm very bold, but to tell a mature man that I'm a virgin, I feel like a chicken, and I need to cluck.

—Ani, are you still a virgin?—- he said, and I could see a surprised expression on his face, followed by a small smile and it was at that moment that the old Hannia came to light.

—-If you are going to make fun of me, let me clarify one thing, first of all, I am not a slut, like my cousin, I don't go after men offering myself and much less kissing anyone, I like to give myself respect, and I have never done this before, if you are going to make fun of me I am leaving— I told him and tried to release me from his grip and he just caressed my cheek and said looking me in the eyes.

I— would never make fun of you, on the contrary, I can't believe how lucky I am to have found you, and I won't force you to do anything you don't want; we will go at your pace. We will do only what you are willing to do with me, and I am in no hurry; I would wait a lifetime for you.

—Ani, how old are you?

—15 years old, I'll be 16 in a week.

—And you?

—Wow, I'm 21, you're beautiful, my little girl,— he said while stroking my hair.

Without thinking, I looked at my watch, and it was already very late —Max is late, I have to go. If they find out I left, I will be in trouble with my parents and not to mention my stupid brother.

—It is very dark, and I don't want anything to happen to you.

—No, I'll be fine, don't worry, it's not convenient for us to be seen together, not yet, please, do you have a cell phone? —and the accent with the head— give me your number, and as soon as I get there, I'll let you know, do you think so?

—It's OK, just because I don't want to get you in trouble, but as soon as you arrive, Ani, please.

—I promise— I told him, and Max took me in his arms again and kissed me; those lips were becoming a drug. They were so rich and delicious, I didn't want to separate from them, but I had to; if my parents realized that I had left in the middle of the night, I would be in a lot of trouble.

Max pulled away from me and said, —I'll see you soon, right.

—Yes, I promise, now let me go.

Fifteen minutes passed, and I was finally in my room; I took out my cell phone, looked for her number, and started to write him.

Ani: I'm safe and sound, don't worry about me.

Max: that gives me peace of mind.

Ani: have a good rest.

Max: you too, beautiful, see you tomorrow; I will  dreaming of you in my dreams

Max wrote to me, and for a few seconds I hesitated to answer him, but I wanted to see him again, so I didn't hesitate to let him know.

Ani: yes Max, see you tomorrow at the lake, have a good rest until tomorrow.

Max: I'll count the hours to see you again, see you tomorrow beautiful.

And that's how it all started; if I had known who Max was, I would have never given him that chance, I would have never fallen in love with him, and he would have never disappointed me the way he did.