Dawn- “Dawn-ssi” I heard a familiar voice as I plopped my lousy body on the couch and sat before the TV. I demanded a new one since Kai broke it before. He and his anger issues. Kai left early in the morning, and here I am again, killing time. I would prefer drawing portraits or something but I don’t want Kai to know about my hidden passion. For no real reason. What happened yesterday, it’s still somewhere roaming in my head, no, not somewhere. Everywhere,Every nerve of my body. All I see is his face eyes closed or open, his lips on mine, his huge hands on my small waist, his eyes drinking the lust from mine. But I don’t know what we are. “Dawn-ssi?” He shook my body and I jumped, I heard his voice before but I seem so lost, more than ever. “Mr. Kim? What is it?” I stood up turning at him, my mind still floating in yesterday’s memory. “What really happened with José?” I thumped by body back down, this topic doesn’t concern me, I don’t want to talk about it. “Does Mr. Eld
Dawn- “What are you two up to?” I jumped on the voice and saw him strolling down from the stairs. Of course, he didn’t wear the suit I chose for him, but even if he did, I wouldn’t know because he has the same clothes, that too a lot of them. And for some reason, the white on his body made the blue in his eyes pop out so stunningly that I find myself drowning in them even more. I hate him, I remind myself and stood up from the couch. “Mr. Eldorado, would you mind?” I dust my hands letting the crumbles fall off my fingers, and stalked toward the kitchen. “What happened?” He placed his hands in the pocket and followed me like a puppy. I will fucking destroy you, you gave me the right, remember? I stood before the counter and grabbed a jar from the slab. “I can’t seem to open it.” I pouted trying my best to act cute, and it didn’t take much effort, my tiny face is my virtue at times like these. “And I’ll help you, why?” He quirked a brow. Did I act too sweet for him to notice my hoa
Kai- And Kai Eldorado escaped, I escaped. This is nothing but an arrangement I'm forced into, this is nothing but her only wish, for Dawn and I to get married. I don’t understand the way my heart’s beating right now, I don’t understand the way I wanted to kiss her and kiss her with the want to never let her go. Dawn Amber has ruined me, it took me five seconds to apprehend that she’s gonna be my end and ten to realize, I'm doomed already. That innocent looking face, pretty curls, cute freckles, everything is fake while there is a devil, a fucking devil sitting in her. She’s a witch, and she casted a spell on me, her gaze works like an aphrodisiac and I get horny whenever I'm around her. I rushed back to my room leaving her there, I don’t care what she does, unless and until she’s before me. I don’t care how she acts, unless and until it is only in front of me. I don’t care how she smiles, unless and until she smiles only for me. The door banged as I slammed it and jumped on
Kai- “Did you find her, Marvin?” My brain could barely function from all the atrocities Dawn is putting me through, as if I had just one job. “I'm afraid n---no sir. It seems like that girl has disappeared off the face of the earth.” An unconscious groan rippled from my mouth, “we are trying our best---” “How many years has it been Marvin?” I questioned, “how many damn years?” My voice rose up erupting into a hot lava, my every nerve is shattered because of Dawn and I’ve become foreign to the world calm. “T---twelve years, sir.” “Yes, Marvin. Twelve years, and we’re yet to find her.” I pressed my temples firmly letting my wrath subside within the air of this room. “Remember when I took you in, you said you’d do anything to find her?” I snarled, “is it so hard to find a girl? A mere girl?” His eyes widened before me and he scratched his head. “All you gave me was how she looked back then, she’s not a kid anymore, it’s hard to find a girl with curly hair, you should’ve narrowed it
Dawn- A beast, a fucking beast. I hate him to the point I want to kill him. And if possible, break his bones and feed him to dogs, and I'm angry and want to burn him because he touched me, yet again, having just as strong effect on me as before. I lose it, every time he’s near, I can’t think straight. His bravado knows no shame, he sleeps around with girls and he accepts it as if it’s a matter of pride. My skin burned ever since he touched me, he doesn’t love me and oh! How dumb I am to even consider him as human, to think he has what it takes to fall in love. He doesn’t, he lies to me about that disorder that doesn’t even exist and is so honest, so honest about his illness of sleeping around with girls, girls who are not his wife. He is a playboy, a fucking Casanova. I jumped up from my bed, he is going to leave, I don’t know when he’ll be back but I'm afraid I’ll wait for him. I don’t want to wait for him, his words clearly told me how dunderhead a bitch I was to hope for thin
Dawn- I am taking no part in this stupidity, I can’t believe myself. Three days, three goddamn days and I haven’t stepped out of the house. I can barely make it outside my room, every time I land my feet on the cold ground all I can sense is his words tingling over my skin, making me breathe a certain sporadic type of air. I have been avoiding Mr. Kim since then as well, I am too ashamed to face him, everything happened right before him, and I lack the audacity to talk to him. From where do I find this courage to look him in the eye? I look at myself, the mess I am, the body with a collapsed soul, and the man I hate makes me want things I have never done before. Things I very much want to try, things that’ll bring me to an end but perhaps revive me as well. Kai unlocked the side of me I never knew existed. But I want to be certain that I don’t want these things with him. He can’t have an upper hand, he can’t rule me. And to find the answers, I have to do it. If he can, so can
Kai- Insane is not even a word to describe the emotion that I feel right now. I am losing myself to the anger that is churning with my mind within me. Heather is after me, the daughter he thought had escaped was now dead. It is all over the news, everyone is talking about the death, her body, the bodies piled up found in the backyard of their own lake house. And one of them belong to his own daughter Vanessa. I was foolish, negligent and lost, damn lost by the thought of this stupid, stupid girl named Dawn Amber that I didn’t care about the world’s fuckery. That I didn’t care about the upshot. I am here in Russia and the only thought hindering my mind is her safety. Valdine won’t leave me alone, he will take revenge. But how did he figure out that it was me? Nothing scares me but the thought of seeing Dawn in pain, even the thought. And I want to go back home, find her in her bed sleeping, eating, dancing, yelling and breathing. She should be there, breathing and breathing an
Kai- “Where is she?” I snarl at Banner who was here to pick me up from the airport. He stayed silent, peering down on the ground. Banner took charge, opening the door to my car and asked me sit down. I was too distracted to stay calm, his silence was only turning my misery into death. Suspense is worse than death. “Where is Kim?” I ask a question he might know the answer of. He parted his lips to let out a few useless words. “He’s looking for her.” That was all he could say and buckled his seatbelt avoiding his eyes from me. For a second the world stopped, I couldn’t hear anything but his words, looking for her? I can’t breathe, I want to but I can’t. My heart is burning, burning in a way with no molding it back, I feel like the world is going to end soon, soon when I realize she is not in front of me. I am a hopeless man with no tomorrow but if they dare take my today away from me, I will burn them all. I stay hushed, Banner is not at fault, I say to myself. I am. It’s my fau