Dawn- “So? How was it?” He asked leaning on the door and watching me get fussy over a kiss that didn’t mean much to him perhaps, because he was asleep, I hid my lips sucking them inside. It’s okay, nothing happened last night. “What?” Fuck me… I stood up walking nowhere, my every attempt to calm myself failed as I stumbled upon the chair lying on ground. “The ramen?” He rose his brow, his hands in the pocket and he gulped down an uneasy smile, holding himself at place, my eyes turned wide at his words. “Ra--ramen? Ramen!” I whispered under my breath, of course, I didn’t say anything and turned my back at him. “Are you ignoring me?” He growled, fucking pointless jerk. I was angry at myself for kissing him but wanted to blame him for some reason. I ignored him again; he grabbed my hand pinning me against the wall. “If you do that again, I’ll throw you out of that fucking window.” My eyes looked down from it and he grunted, “---what are you doing?” His hoarse voice fell in my e
Dawn- Why am I here in the first place? What did I do? When did I become so wrong to be treated this way? Am I going to understand his behavior while he crumbles my soul beneath his foot without wanting to know what’s going inside me? He might be a sick-ass, suffering through whatever but that doesn’t give him the right to talk to me that way. Am I supposed to stay in this room forever just because my own dad disowned me? I’m old enough to live on my own. I packed my bags though I had nothing here I could call mine, it’s not like we’re bound to each other. His worries are not my concern neither is his pain, all I can care about is my plan to escape which is exactly… nothing. I haven’t planned anything, perhaps I'm spontaneous, perhaps I'm stupid to think I can easily step out, but planning would make me lose the motivation I have at the moment, I might face hitches that I'm now overlooking and that’ll make me weak and vulnerable. It got dark as I waited for him to sleep, I didn’
“Get ready, we’re going to leave soon!!” I heard Kai’s voice and went inside to take a shower. Being embarrassed of myself, I finally decided to drop speaking anything, even if that’s well thought. Kai is being grumpy and wasn’t talking to me, he usually was never interested but now it was on a whole new level. I got down wearing a dress sitting just above my knees, Kai grabbed my hand giving me a weird look and I heard loud murmurs. My eyes followed the sound stopping at the cameras and the people sitting in our living room. “Just stay quiet, I’ll manage the rest.” Nothing would be left to manage if I stay quiet, I’m the problem, why don’t you say it to my face? We walked down the stairs and sat on the couch. Kai quickly removed his coat covering my knees and I smiled at him for the sake of it, while on the inside my heart beating like crazy, at least his manners aren’t as dark as his soul. “There she is!!” The crowd purred again and they started clicking our photos. My gaze sh
Every soul of mine wants to know why am I forced to stay here claiming myself as his wife-to-be. I cried, I’m crying and I’ll cry, at times he’s near me and at times when he’s not. Why can’t I leave? But do I actually want to leave? Didn’t I expert sneaking out from my mafia back when I was in college? I had the will back then, or, am I enjoying being here? Am I relishing the way he treats me? I snickered mocking myself, I’m no princess, even if he’s the king, being the princess wouldn’t be enough. “Ms. Dawn, Mr. Kai is asking for you!!” I blinked my eyes, multiple times after hearing Nancy’s voice. Sliding the sheets over my head, I don’t want to go, I said to myself, I’m not going. I'm not. “I’m coming.” I replied, her footsteps fading, she left. I recalled why I hated alcohol this much. Kai fucking Eldorado. I remembered. He must be furious, the number of times I have walked over him, offended him, he wants me dead right now. And my forever proud steps were now battling
How could you leave me? He lashed out. “I was never yours to stay!!” I whimpered as he touched my body, tears in my eyes. Kai seemed hurt, because of me, because I left him when he least expected it. You are mine… so, stay!! He susurrated in my ear and I sprung up from my bed. Widening my eyes to the darkness in the room, with little to no light entering from the window, I felt his words tingling on my skin as I tried to even out my breathing. His essence is still there, I can’t resonate with my actions anymore, I need a light, a driving force to forget about it, something, anything. My body sweating from fear, it’s just a dream, calm down, it’s a dream, because if it were to be true I don’t how I’d react. I am sleepless now, I stood up rolling the sheets away and went to wash my face. Ivy designed a room for me with canvas and acrylic paints. The art room, he said, saying I’ll love it, and I did. I opened the door and sat down on the chair, with a pencil in my hand. I dr
Women don’t like what comes easy, they crave something hard, something difficult, something that rips them apart. Easy things have no value, that’s what I'm scared of, I believe I'm gonna lose my friend just by trying to love him. That’s why there is a rule that you can’t date your best friend. I wish for us to stay friends forever without ruining this bond because of pointless feelings. And I believe love is only limited to our imagination and the only thing left in reality is pain. We played card games, watched movies, and baked cookies, well, he did everything I was just admiring his effort. “Dawn… have you ever wondered what it’s like to win a battle?” He rose the question all of a sudden. Well, yes because I was a really good student back then, I got good grades, and I was never criticized by any of my teachers. “Dawn…” He pinched me, “I’m not talking about small assessment tests.” He smirked reading my mind, I hate him, he knows me too well. “Never mind…” He shrugged his
“Stay away from her…” Ivy covered me, his hands in mine as I frightfully looked at Kai, he clenched his bleeding fists, his gaze at me, like he wants to kill me. Those same blue eyes I dreamed of, the same white shirt with blood on it. I believe something happened between them before coming here. Did they come here together? Or did Kai follow him here? “I won’t let her go!! Even if I have to die.” Ivy gripped my hand even tighter; his insecurities were dripping from his mouth into words. Where were you? Where were you when I was waiting by that window for you and not him? “I’ll take her, even if I have to kill you!!” Kai roared, where were you? Why didn’t you come sooner? When I drew every picture remembering you, you have no right to claim me. Both of you, don’t own me. Ivy pulled his gun out, aiming it at Kai, “Dawn… go somewhere else, it’s gonna turn out ugly.” Ivy ordered, my body shivered, no. My eyelids got heavy from collecting the tears and they fell eventually, I tried
Dawn- “Save me,” I screamed, desperately attempting to flee from the door. José gazed at me, his eyes filled with dread, and he swallowed nervously, his throat visibly tense with a large lump. My shrieks resonated across the room yet failed to reach the ears outside, my mouth wide agape to let out another hopeless scream and he covered my face with his hands, rendering me unable to utter a word. “Dawn? Are you there?” It was Kai, I could sense him. It’s him and I’ve never been so happy about it. “Helphelphelpmeeee” I muffled, trying to speak, he took his revolver out and slammed it on my head. I felt blood pouring down my face as I watched him jump out of the window. Jose left and I felt like my eyes were closing, my feint breathing only made worsened the calm I needed and all I wanted was to walk out of this room, “Dawn, I’m breaking the door, answer me.” Kai roared in anger. Please save me. My sloppy steps slowly reached out for the door, I gasped for air feeling myself losing