Just Kill Me Already

I wake up to a scratchy feeling underneath me, I try and open my eyes but I feel they are so swollen that I can only open them to little slits. Everything hurts, my body feels mangled and my back is on fire with every little move I make. I feel the tears prick my eyes and the sting of them falling down my face is pure agony. I don’t know how much more I can take and I have only been here for what 24 hours? I try to focus on breathing to calm my nerves so I’ll stop crying.

But it is no use the sob that comes from me is bone-crushing, it’s like I am pouring out every pain and sadness I have ever felt knowing I most likely won’t make it out of here alive. I start to shake upon hearing footsteps approach my cell. I can’t go through this again, I can’t go through the pain I felt again it is too much. Before I can react or move the door is flung open and I can just faintly make out two male-looking bodies. I try and move my body but it is of no use, every move seems to open the wounds on my