Valentina pov
I often experience that nervous, fluttery feeling in my stomach. In fact, numerous things can trigger it for me, and it's not limited to just love or intimacy. Going clubbing, spending time with my closest friend, or simply feeling happy can all do the trick.
However, the news in front of me is an exception. It doesn't elicit those butterflies or excitement associated with new experiences. I never saw this coming, and I never envisioned my life heading in this direction. I'm still in disbelief, with my jaw hanging open in shock.
"Val, we understand this is a surprise, but it's necessary," my mother starts, her hand on my thigh, snapping me back to reality. My father sits across from me, wearing a deeply concerned expression, appearing more frail than ever before.
"We have to save your father's failing business. We discussed it extensively, and we believed it was time for you to be informed. Now is the right moment for you two to meet and get to know each other better."
I can't handle it any longer, not because I have a boyfriend, but because I don't want anyone interfering with my life or making decisions for me.
"No, Mother," I respond sharply, startling her. I turn to her with determination. "I won't meet anyone, and that's final."
"Valentina," Father interjects firmly. This isn't about them; it's about me.
I'm 23 years old, for heaven's sake. How can I be engaged to some guy for my entire life without even knowing about it? I have a boyfriend. I have a life that I cherish, a life that truly excites me.
I won't go through with this.
"Dad, I won't do it," I declare earnestly. "This is my life, and I can choose whether or not to meet my supposed betrothed. I have a boyfriend, for heaven's sake!"
I didn't intend to raise my voice at my father, but here I am doing just that.
"I won't tolerate you speaking ill of my husband like that, you foolish girl," Mother scolds me sternly, removing her hands from my thighs.
Did she just defend her husband? They were at odds last night, and I didn't bother to inquire about the issue. Their problems are their own, and I have no reason to get involved.
Since my father's company went bankrupt, he and Mother have been having difficulties. She's struggling to adapt to this new lifestyle he's offering us.
Adapting was tough initially, but I find it easy to adjust to new things or places. Embracing a middle-class life is one of the simplest transitions for me.
"Really?" I peer down at her, accompanied by a scoff.
"Really. Is this the life you desire for yourself? When was the last time we went shopping, huh? When was the last time we threw a grand party like we used to? I know this isn't what you want..."
"No," I laugh. This is certainly not what I want. This is what my mother desires, and she intends to use me to sustain that lifestyle.
What I seek are constant butterflies, always being present.
My primary desire is for Fred to cease his infidelity. Getting married at this point in my life, especially to a stranger, is not something I desire.
"You need to assist your father, dear," she begins, adopting that soft, enticing tone she always employs when she wants me to comply. "Your father requires this help. The Lorenzos won't aid us until we fulfill our promise of marrying you to their son. You'll like him, just give it a try..."
"I have a BOYFRIEND, Mother!" I exclaim, rising from the sofa in anger, my chest heaving. "I have a boyfriend, for heaven's sake."
"The same one who repeatedly cheats on you with other girls?" She retorts sharply, standing up to my eye level.
What? How does she know about Fred's infidelity?
He promised to change, and I granted him another chance, but I caught him again, just two nights ago, this time with someone I know. She's one of those who give me those butterflies and make me happy.
They were having an intimate encounter, and I discovered them in the act at a party I was invited to by the same girl I caught with my boyfriend.
I had informed them that I would be running late, and it seems they took the opportunity to engage in their actions before my arrival. They must have been doing this for quite some time.
It shattered me.
I wept.
But I'm a resilient person. Fred always returns to apologize, and I waited anxiously for his calls all night, but they never came until yesterday morning when his text arrived.
He apologized for his mistake.
Brenda has always been alluring, and I'm convinced she enticed him. I want nothing to do with Brenda ever again, but I'll ensure she regrets being intimate with my boyfriend. Fred is still my boyfriend, and what happened two nights ago doesn't change that. Just because he was with my best friend doesn't mean I'm letting him go. Fred and I are still together, and I'm patiently waiting for him to gather the courage to come and beg me.
"That guy who keeps hurting you?" My mother's voice is raised. "Do you even know what you're doing? He consistently cheats on you, and you keep taking him back?"
Who informed her about this? I wonder, tears welling up in my eyes.
Was it Brenda? Brenda is my best friend, but she's close to my mother, and they discuss everything and anything. Did she disclose Fred's infidelity to my mother? She's always criticized him and urged me to leave him, but now I understand her strong desire for me to break up with Fred.
She wants him for herself, but that's not going to happen.
"We're offering you a good life," she continues. "This man is handsome and wealthy. He's the youngest billionaire in New York. What more do you want?"
"What do I want?" I retort, then point my finger at her. "What I want is for both of you to stop meddling in my life."
She's taken aback by my tone. My father watches silently. After sparing him a glance, I move past my mother to leave when her voice stops me.
"You will marry Rocco whether you like it or not, Valentina. You two have been betrothed since childhood, and I won't allow you to make a wrong decision when he's clearly better than your cheating boyfriend."
I'm tempted to return to her and express the depth of my emotions about how Fred makes me feel. It's not just about the butterflies; there's more to it. I want to proclaim my love for Fred and emphasize what a genuine man he is. He may not be as wealthy as this supposed billionaire, but he's a real man.
Instead of following through with my thoughts, I exit the living room and head to the front door with a single purpose in mind: I'm going to win him back. Brenda won't succeed.
Rocco's POVNervous is an understatement of how I feel. This isn't the first time Valentina and I are doing this but it feels like the first time. It feels like this is what will determine our forever after. It feels like a dream too and I can barely think of anything else other than to get this done with."Hey, relax man", Richard chuckles as he throws a Rolex wristwatch at me. I catch it and heave a deep sigh of relief.This isn't a big deal, I remind myself. This isn't a big deal.We are renewing our vows and this is what makes it a big deal to me."Are you ready?" he shouts from outside the curtains.Still fixing the wristwatch on my wrist, I nod intermittently and exhale deeply.He claps his hand as a signal for me to come out. I take a quick step further and another until I am outside where my groomsmen are lined up waiting for me.They are all dressed in black suits while I am wearing a three piece Blue Weddi
Valentina's POVHis lips capture mine as his hands work on my long hair while I cling to him as close as I can because I can't get enough of him.As he kisses the life out of me, a small groan leaves my mouth and suddenly, he pulls away, making me flutter my eyes open.With a smile, he caresses my face.I concentrate on his expression trying so hard to figure out what he must be thinking.I made us come here for a good reason and I know he is a little sad about it. Today is the final judgment for Mr. Lorenzo, Anita, Brenda, and Celina. Rocco was getting prepared to go to the court when I suggested we take a day trip here. I wanted to see the mountains and more of nature and coming here was the best idea.I didn't want him to go to court to be reminded about the death of his kind Mother. I didn't want to go either because I don't want to feel any iota of sympathy for any of those criminals, especially Brenda.She must
Rocco's POVThe denial and her expression said it all; she doesn't want the baby and it takes me back to my shell of grieving.Hearing about the news of a baby coming made me forget my sorrows for a second and reduced the pain of losing someone who means so much to me.I am not superstitious but it felt as if the baby was going to be a replacement for my dead Mother. Now, my hope has been shattered by Valentina's outburst and confidence about not being pregnant.Her parents were extremely shocked too. It proved to me that I was wrong about her joking over a serious matter like that.I didn't say a word. I just remained quiet till when it was time to discharge her and we came home.It's been days and Valentina isn't saying anything yet about the baby. If she doesn't feel the baby, then am I supposed to wait till her belly begins to protrude before bringing this issue up and resolving it once and for all?The baby is a blessing.&n
Rocco's POVIgnoring the emptiness I suddenly felt when her body was lowered feet down the ground, I glanced away to stop myself from breaking down but it was impossible because the action alone hit me hard.She is gone. Never to be seen again.I want to break down now but I can not. I am a man. I have a wife who is looking up to me. The way Valentina reacted to her death was shocking and I have to control myself so she doesn't end up crying again.But I can't hold it back.How can I when this woman meant so much to me? Is it the pain of losing her when I least expected it? Or the pain of thinking about the people who killed her?Maybe if it had been a natural death, I wouldn't be in so much anguish. Maybe if it weren't planned by the people I know, I wouldn't be hurt this way.Why her? Why Mother?Everybody loved her. She was a great woman. She was wealthy but no one knew she was because her husband was handling everythi
Rocco's POVHE IS NOT YOUR FATHER, ROCCO! I LIED.These were her first words to me. If only I was there before the last moment, I would have heard her say them to me herself instead of writing them down.I wanted so desperately to hear the whole truth from her but I wanted to give it time. I wanted it to be the right time to ask so she wouldn't give me an excuse not to talk about it but now she is gone.I will never hear her talk to me again.I REGRET LYING TO YOU, SON. IT WAS NOT IN MY INTENTION TO DO THAT BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS WORTH IT. APPARENTLY, HE ISN'T WORTH IT.I THOUGHT I COULD CHANGE HIM. I THOUGHT I WAS DOING A GREAT JOB CHANGING HIM FROM THE MAN HE USED TO BE BUT NOW THAT IT IS TOO LATE, I REALIZE HOW MUCH DAMAGE I HAVE CAUSED TO YOU AND MYSELF.YOUR BIOLOGICAL FATHER DIED A MONTH BEFORE YOU CAME TO THE WORLD. DAVIS STOOD BESIDE ME AND HE WAS LIKE A FATHER FIGURE. I NEVER KNEW HE HAD ULTERIOR MOTIVES.I REG
Rocco's POVShe is gulping down the whole content of the wine and looking away to make me think she wasn't staring at me peeling off the baggy shirt and trouser she gave to me on behalf of her dad.All of a sudden, I feel like taunting her a little about it. This is definitely not the first time she is seeing me naked, so why is she uncomfortable with it?Well, maybe it's because it's the second time. We have had sex only once and that was the first time she saw my nudity and also the first time I saw the beauty beneath her clothes.I know this is definitely not the right time for this but I can't help it. Coming here was the right decision and I feel more than relieved to have gotten help from Mr. Lewis."Hey", she shoots to her feet abruptly as I approach her and she begins to walk to the door, hiding her face from looking down at my naked body.Laugh erupts from my stomach, not at her action but at the fact that the door is locked and the
Rocco's POVThe glances I was stealing at her did not make me realize we were being followed until I turned the next corner and saw the black big van behind us trailing us from a distance.Intentionally, I took another turn to see if the van would follow or not and they did follow us at a safe distance, to avoid arousing my suspicion.Valentina is sitting next to me while I am driving. She is slumped in the seat looking exhausted, probably from too much crying or the information that my supposed Father tried to hurt her Dad.She saw this coming and this was the reason why I was stealing glances at her.It was in admiration for her intelligence. She is beautiful whether exhausted or not and it makes me think of where we are in our relationship at the moment.I thought we would resolve everything tonight since Mother already brought the issue up but that will no longer be possible because of what happened.What I have to be worrie
Rocco's POVSlamming my fists on the steering, I let out a growl of frustration as my head drops to the wheel.I hate him with all my being.I hate him for pretending to be my father all these years. I hate him for everything.After letting out several puffs to calm my nerves, I finally step down from the car. I close it back and walk straight into the hospital.I wonder when Mother will be finally discharged. Even if he wanted her back into the mansion, I wouldn't have allowed it. I have plans of keeping her with me till everything is resolved.After making plans to keep her in my house, I was a little scared she might want to go back home but now that he is throwing her out, it will work to my benefit. I can never let her take him again and I need to know what exactly is happening and why all of this happened.After all, he asked me to demand questions about this from her. I only hope she answers me this time and does not lie
Valentina's POVI can't breathe.There is a huge lump stuck in my throat, stopping me from breathing properly. I try to open my mouth and take in as much breath as I can and it works.Finally, I exhale, my nose stiff and cold.My breathing isn't steady. It is beating wildly and heavily within my rib cage in rage. My head is pounding so hard and my eyes brim with tears.I am not thinking about Rocco now. I am thinking about Fred. I am thinking about how Fred and I got separated and how I ended up being a wife to Rocco who is now obviously cheating on me with his first love.Fred and I got separated because he cheated on me with my best friend and the same thing is happening again but this time with a man I vowed to love months ago even though I didn't mean to keep to the vow.I shouldn't have fallen head over heels for him but how can I not when he always acts so sweet and tells me how much he loves me?This isn't part of