Chapter 1
I laughed with my friends as we all dance with the loud music inside the club while holding a shot glass. I grind my body and I made sure that I look hot right now. Naghahalo ang amoy ng mamahaling pabango ng mga tao at amoy ng alak pero sanay na ang ilong ko. We don't mind if we get drunk this night because we want to enjoy. I want to enjoy!"Go Samantha Beatriz!" my friends cheered me as I dance with all my heart. I grind my butt even more while laughing hard because of their cheers."Wala bang club sa province?" natatawang tanong ni Yen, isa sa mga kaibigan ko. I randomly rolled my eyes because of that."And the haciendera will go back to her bundok," I sarcastically said. Bigla akong nawalan ng gana kaya tumigil ako sa pagsasayaw at mabilis na nilagok ang shot na kanina ko pa hawak-hawak."Goodluck! Ilang taon ka na bang hindi nakakabisita sa province niyo?" she asked again. Napangiwi ako bigla."I enjoyed city life so much. Bumibisita naman ako pero ilang araw lang. But Dad's forcing me go back! He's so unreasonable!" I said with my pissed tone and she just laughed at me. Tinawanan rin ako ng ilan naming mga kaibigan na isinawalang bahala ko lang.I already graduated from college last month and here I am, still enjoying my life to the fullest. But Dad has been demanding me to go back to our province. Pinuputol niya ang excitement sa buhay ko. I hate that so much."You should just enjoy! If I have a hacienda like yours I would be greatful!" Kate said."Oh come on! If you only know! Who would I party with there? Cows? Horses?" I sarcastically said as I continue dancing.Mas naging wild at malakas ang boses kaya halos mapatalon na ako sa pagsasayaw. Susulitin ko na ang huling party ko dito sa Manila. I hope I can adjust faster when I go back in our province. I'll miss the party every night. I'll miss this so much! I'll miss my city life! Me and my friends were enjoying so much that we parted ways without us knowing. Dahil sa pagsasayaw ng todo ay hindi ko na sila nakita. I don't care. I continue dancing sexily while caressing my waist to add up the hype.This is the life that I want. This is my life. Maybe I'm just too blessed too just think of partying rather than working my *ss off every single time. But I guess this is the end. I'm saying goodbye to my party goer side. I'm gonna see my haciendera slash good daughter side tomorrow when I go back to our f*cking hacienda in the beautiful province of Masvedo!Sa gitna ng pagsasayaw ay bigla akong napatinghala sa ikalawang palapag. I am trying to find my friends but I found someone more interesting. Na sa dinami-dami ng tao sa club na ito ay biglang nagtama ang mga mata namin na siyang patunay na kanina niya pa ako pinagmamasdan.I was stucked up for a moment. Pero kalaunan ay nakabawi na rin ako. I danced more as I stared at the guy's deep sets of eyes. Malayo man pero malinaw ang mga mata ko kaya kitang-kita ko ang mukha niya. I smirked when he slightly licked his lower lip. Nakasandal siya sa barandilya at may hawak na inumin.Those black hair suits his cool face. The pointed nose and the veiny hands. Seriously?I've seen a lot of guys but he seems different."Sam!" someone called me. Bigla akong napalingon sa tumawag sa akin kaya nawala ang atensyon ko sa lalaki.I saw some colleages so we chatted and laughed a bit. Pero ilang minuto lang iyon dahil muli akong napabaling sa itaas. But I feel so disappointed because the guy that I've been looking at earlier disappeared like a vampire.Inis akong umalis sa dance floor para bumunta sa bar para kumuha ng inumin."One scotch please," I ordered. At nang maibigay sa akin ang order ko ay agaran ko iyong ininom.Ang init ng matapang na alak ay naglakbay mula sa lalamunan ko hanggang sa tiyan ko kaya napapikit ako ng mariin. The heat travelled so fast and I feel like burning.Ilang sandali pa ay unti-unti akong napabukas ng mga mata ko nang maramdaman ko ang isang kamay na humawak sa baywang ko. "What do you want?" I asked the guy who's holding me right now without even looking at him."To make friends?" patanong na balik niya kaya bahagyang tumaas ang gilid ng mga labi ko."Come on, then don't touch me if you just want a friendship," sarkastikong sambit ko saka dahan-dahan na hinarap ang siyang humawak sa akin.And to my surprise I saw the guy I've been staring at earlier. Ang lalaking nakatitigan ko kanina habang nasa dance floor pa ako at ang lalaking kaharap ko ngayon ay iisa. Mas lalong lumaki ang ngisi ko. He mirrored my smirk. And for real, he looks sexier right now that he's close to me.Medyo madilim man ngayon dito at papalit-palit ang ilaw pero kitang-kita ko ang mga mata niya. He has a deep sets of hazel eyes that I want so much for myself.Mas lalong humigpit ang pagkakahawak niya sa baywang ko.At ilang sandali pa ay dalawang kamay na niya ang nasa magkabilang baywang ko."What are you doing?" I asked but he just stared at me like I am not real.Since it's possible that I won't see Manila again for a quite time, maybe I can erase my walls right now."What's your name?" he asked using his deep and hot voice."Kailangan pa ba iyon?" nakangising tanong ko.He has this cold aura but I know that deep inside he has this hotness that I want.Dahan-dahan na sumilay ang ngisi sa mga labi niya dahil sa tanong ko saka muli siyang napabasa sa mga labi niya. I bit my lower lip because of that before pulling him towards the dance floor.Am I really flirting in my last hours here in Manila?Nang makarating sa dance floor ay kaagad akong bumalik sa pagsayaw. His hands stayed on my waist before he started dancing with me. Mas lalong lumaki ang ngiti ko nang hilahin niya pa ako palapit sa kanya habang pareho kaming sumasabay sa beat ng malakas na music.He can dance well. It's hot."Tell me your name," he whispered and I felt his warm breath just near my ear because of that. Bigla akong nakaramdam ng kiliti kaya marahan ko siyang tinulak pero hindi man lang siya lumayo sa akin."Samantha," I murmured without even blinking.I've seen a lot of hazel eyes but I guess his are my favourite."Jace," he whispered and after that I gently put my arms on his nape while we are still both swaying.Pumasok sa ilong ko ang nakakaadik niyang bango kaya hindi ko napigilang singhapin ito. He has a nice body, a great looks, an addictive scent, in short he's perfect. I can't believe that there's still a perfect guy outside a fiction."Jace," I murmured his name. Bigla kong nakita ang biglang pag-alab ng mga mata niya.Biglang pumasok sa isipan ko ang pagkaduwag pero huli na ang lahat dahil marahan siyang yumuko para maabot ang mga labi ko. He gave me a sweet and shallow smack. Para lang lumapat ang isang malambot sa bagay sa labi ko sa sobrang bilis. I didn't feel it so my lips parted.Hinila niya ako lalo palapit sa kanya. And in a blink of an eye his lips found mine again. And this time it's not just a smack. He totally eat me up and I let him do that. He sucked my lips and I close my eyes to feel the moment.I'm going back to boring province tomorrow. This is fine.Mas lalong rumagasa ang init sa katawan ko. His tongue entered my mouth and I gasped."Let's get out of here," he whispered using his husky voice. At bigla na lang akong nagpadala sa paghila niya sa akin. I am completely out of my head."My things," I suddenly murmured when we went out of the dance floor.Dinaanan namin ang bag ko sa couch na inukupa kanina namin ng mga kaibigan ko na hindi ko na mahanap kung saan. And after that I let myself feel the heat with the guy I just met. Gusto kong burahin lahat ng pader ko ngayon. I won't stop myself. This won't happen in our province again. At hindi ko alam kung papayagan pa ako ni Daddy na magbakasyon dito sa Manila sa mga oras na gusto ko.This is completely fine. So fine that I badly want to do it.Sumakay kami sa itim na magarang kotse. And after that we found ourselves passionately kissing in the hotel room. I couldn't stop myself from wanting his kisses. I already kissed different guys but this is so different. Nakakabaliw ang isang 'to."F*ck," he cursed before pushing me to bed. Kaagad niya akong pinaibabawan. I grip his hair so hard because of the frustration and the heat I want to get rid off."Hmm," I moaned when he removed my top. At ilang sandali pa ay dali-dali niyang hinubad nag bra na suot ko. I don't know where do I get the confidence to let this guy watch my body with his hungry and lustful eyes.I just want this.He's not taking this slow. Mabilis ang mga pangyayari at nakita ko na lang ang sarili kong hindi magkamayaw sa pag-ungol habang sinasamba niya ang magkabilang dibdib ko. He's playing with my mountains like a baby and when he satisfied himself his lips went even more lower.Nang maabot niya ang zipper ng pants na suot ko ay nakaawang ang mga labi ko siyang tiningnan. He looks more hotter right now. He's sweating and I wanted so bad to took that shirt off. At mukhang nabasa niya ang isipan ko kasi dali-dali niyang hinubad ang pang-itaas na damit niyang suot. And I got more excited when I saw his ripped body.I moaned so hard when he took off my pants including my panties. And after awhile his lips was found in between my tighes. I moaned so hard because of that and I immediately felt the forming heat inside me. His tongue pleasured me. At wala akong naramdaman na kahit anong hiya. He's eating me and I want it so much. I gripped his hair to find any strenght. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako babaling hanggang sa tila may sumabog sa loob ko.I feel so tired after that but when he stood up I suddenly feel so lonely. Nanghihina ko siyang tiningnan at hindi ko alam kung ano ang itsura ko ngayon. I'm so turned on and I know that it isn't look good but I can't help it.Nang makitang mabilis siyang naghuhubad ng pantalon ay bahagya akong umupo para abutin ang mga labi niya. He aggressively kiss me as he undress himself. At nang mahubad niya lahat ng suot niya at doon ako lalong nabaliw."Wider," nalalasing na bulong niya sa akin saka dahan-dahan na binuka ang mga hita ko. I gave him the full access so he positioned himself in between me. When his hardness touched my wetness I fully gone crazy.Bumaon ang kuko ko sa likod niya kaya marahan siyang napaungol. I spread my legs even wider and I couldn't help but to bite his shoulder when he slowly entered."You're so tight," he groaned and that's when I cried in pain. Bigla siyang napamura ng malakas dahil sa natuklasan pero hindi ako humiwalay sa kanya."F*cking virgin!" he snapped. Akma sana siyang lalayo pero hinigit ko siya palapit sa akin."Please, please," I begged so he cursed again before kissing me hungrily. He entered while our tongues are busy invading each other's mouth. Para bigla akong nahati sa gitna dahil sa sakit ng dulot ng pagpasok niya.But I chose this. Ayaw kong umatras. Ayaw ko.Hindi siya gumalaw. He's making sure that I adjusted to his size before he moved. At nang makita niyang maayos na ako ay dahan-dahan siyang gumalaw. I moaned so hard in the mixed of pain and pleasure while clinging to him so tight. Hindi ko pinigilan ang sarili kong umungol.At when he moved faster I lost myself. I lost my class. I don't care. I want this. I want this so much. They are all true. This is addictive.When he got faster and faster I felt myself coming again. And after a few more thrusts I came and he withdrawed himself from me to let himself explode. Dahil sa pagod ay unti-unti akong pumakit."Samantha," I heard him murmured before I fell in a deep sleep.Chapter 2Dahan-dahan kong binuksan ang mga mata ko at ang unang kong natanaw ay ang mabigat na braso na nakapatong sa tiyan ko. Biglang luminaw ang paningin ko dahil doon at doon unti-unting bumalik sa isipan ko lahat ng nangyari.I've been so choosy all my life. I have walls. I always have limitations. But I gave in last night.To this guy.Wala sa sariling napatitig ako sa mukha ng lalaking katabi ko. He's sleeping peacefully. Ang hahaba ng pilik mata. He's the epitome of perfection. His looks won't disappoint and he's body too.But I need to go.Sa ilang taon ko dito sa Manila ay hindi ko aakalain na makakaranas ako ng one night stand. Well, it happened. Saka uuwi na ako sa probinsya. I won't see this guy again. O baka sa susunod na taon pa ako makabalik dito sa Manila. "See you when I see you," I murmured before slowly lifting his arm away from me.At sa biglaang paggalaw ko ay doon ko naramdaman ang sakit ng katawan ko. Masakit ang gitna ng hita ko na tila hindi ako makalakad p
Chapter 3His hands are now roaming all over my body as we kiss in this dark part of this party. I let him. At nang hindi na ako makahinga dahil sa halik ay ako mismo ang umiwas. That's the reason why his kisses trailed down my neck as he grip my waist tighter.I stopped myself from moaning but I couldn't do it. I groaned when his hand slightly touch my breast. "Sh*t," he cursed before he dragged me. Walang nakakita na lumabas kami dahil bawat isa ay abala. At ilang sandali pa ay pinasok niya ako sa isang jeep wrangler. I whole heartedly followed.At nang makapasok ako sa back seat ay mabilis siyang sumunod. We resume kissing each other. And even when we are in uncomfortable position we continued. Bahagya akong nakahiga habang siya ay nasa ibabaw ko. I couldn't stop myself from moaning so I did when his lips trailed down my neck again.Bahagya niya akong kinagat doon kaya napasabunot ako sa buhok niya.I can't believe that this is happening again.In a swift move he took my top off.
Chapter 4Pakiramdam ko kahit anong tanong ko kay Kuya o kay Daddy ay wala akong makukuhang sagot kaya pinili ko na lang na manahimik. Hindi na ako mangingialam. And I am not into politics and agriculture business so I would just keep quiet.The next days became so boring. Hindi ako makalabas. Kung makakapasyal man ako ay dito lang sa loob ng Hacienda. Our Hacienda is huge. At hindi ko mapapasyalan ang buong Hacienda ng isang araw lang. But this is not making me happy.Farming isn't my thing. Hindi ako sumasaya kapag nakakakita ng baka o kalabaw."Kuya, I'm bored," I said out of a sudden when I saw him going out of his room. Kakalabas ko lang rin sa kwarto ko at napairap pa ako. Naubos ko na yata lahat ng magagandang panoorin sa netflix. I'm so bored."We will be attending a party later. Prepare a formal dress," he said. Bigla akong napatayo ng tuwid at bahagya kong tinaas ang kilay ko."Party? What kind of party?" I asked. "Birthday party of our town's Mayor. Just prepare," sabi niy
Chapter 5I maybe don't like staying here in our Hacienda because I am into city but I really value my family. Even though, Dad's very strict to the point that he's controlling my life. Even though I can't understand Mom most of the time and Kuya's also strict like I'm gonna do something bad most of the time.I do value them. They are my family. So whoever they hate I should also hate. Whoever their rival is also my rival."Mom," I gently called Mommy when I saw her the moment I went out of my room.Nagtagal ang tingin niya sa mukha ko kaya bahagyang nangunot ang noo ko. I am her younger version. Well, not totally because I'm more fair and I have a different sets of eyes which I got from my grandparents, I think. Iba ang mga mata ko sa mata ni Kuya at ni Daddy. I am unique."Saan ka pupunta ngayon?" tanong niya na ikinailing ko."Stay inside my room, I guess," I said and she nodded like she wants me to stay that way rather than trolling around the province.Hindi na lang ako nagsalita
Chapter 6Basang-basa akong pumasok sa loob at gulat na gulat sila nang makita ako lalo na si Mommy."Samantha! Bakit hindi ka tumawag!" kaagad na sambit niya."Nasiraan ako," sabi ko sabay tingin kay Daddy na papababa pa lang sa hagdanan. Nasa likuran niya si Kuya na kunot noong nakatingin sa akin."What happened?" my brother asked so I sighed."Maligo ka, basang-basa ka. Hurry up before you get sick," utos ni Mommy sa akin kaya dali-dali akong umakyat patungo sa kwarto ko. Nagulan pa ako nang pagpasok ko sa kwarto ay siya ring pagpasok ni Kuya."What happened? Where's your phone? Bakit hindi ka nagpasundo?" sunod-sunod na tanong niya."Lowbat, and I don't have a charger. I fixed my car so I am here right now," I said before going inside my bathroom. Pagkatapos kong maligo ay magbihis ay naabutan ko siya na komportableng nakaupo sa kama ko kaya napahalukipkip ako at napataas ng kilay.My brother is my childhood bestfriend. Naaalala ko noon na spoiled na spoiled ako sa kanya. Pero nga
Chapter 7The next days we went busy because the town fiesta is approaching. At totoong ngayon lang ulit ako makakakita kung paano magdiriwang nag pista ang bayan namin. This fiesta is not that huge because it will not be celebrated by the whole province of Masvedo. Magiging bukas ang Hacienda namin sa mga darayo sa tanghalian. Pero may maliit na program sa Municipal plaza kaya pupunta kami. Maraming mga mayayaman dito sa probinsya at isa kami sa nangunguna. At sa bayan namin ay isa pa rin kami sa nangunguna. They said that our town is the home of Hacienda's and it's quite true.And the day of the fiesta came. Maaga kaming naghanda dahil dadalo kami sa misa bago pupunta sa municipal plaza para sa program. Alam kong magiging mainit kaya nagsuot lang ako ng manipis na sleeveless dress.Kuya is wearing his plain shirt and usual pants and right now he's wearing a white sneakers. While Dad's formal in his polo and slacks and Mom's on her formal dress also. Bandang alas sais kami umalis s
Chapter 8It's part of adulting. Being attracted to him is normal. I'm at age. At walang masama dito. Well, if that will happen again, it will be bad.That won't happen again.After the town fiesta everything went so boring again. I am waiting for Kira ko contact me but she didn't. Wala akong alam na pwedeng pasyalan dito. Wala rin akong kilala. Kira's missing in action and I hate her for that! We are not that close but I have no one here!I can't entertain myself."Ma'am, mqy bisita ka po sa baba," biglang katok ng isang katulong sa kwarto habang nakatihaya ako sa kama.Napakunot naman ang noo ko saka dahan-dahan na umupo sa kama. I rolled my eyes because I am not expecting anyone. Pero bigla akong napatayo nang maisip na baka si Kira iyon at sinusundo niya ako para mamasyal o gumala.Dad's not here so it's a perfect timing."I'm coming," I said and I hurriedly went downstairs.Pero habang nasa hagdanan ay unti-unting bumagal ang paghakbang ko nang makita ang pamilyar na lalaki. My e
Chapter 9"James, let me go," madiin na sambit ko na.Nang hindi siya bumitaw ay akma ko na sana kukunin sa pwersang paraan ang kamay ko pero nagulat ako sa sumunod niyang ginawa. I didn't expect that he'll kiss me! Ilang segundo akong natigilan at bumalik lang ako sa sariling pag-iisip nang may mga tumawa at humiyaw na tila nanunukso.And in that I pushed him on his chest. Sobrang lakas ng pagtulak ko kaya napalayo siya sa akin. And I disgustingly wipe my lips before glaring at him."Sam—""Don't touch me," inis na sambit ko kaya muling naghiyawan ang mga nakakita para manukso ulit pero wala na akong pakialam.I even pushed someone so I could get out of there. Hindi ko makontrol ang mabilis na pagtibok ng puso ko dahil sa sobrang galit. Naglakad ako ng sobrang bilis at halos tumakbo lang ako para tuluyang makalayo sa lugar na iyon.Hindi ko maiwasang makaramdam ng pagka bastos. Matagal ako sa siyudad at alam kong hindi imposible ang pangyayaring mga ganoon pero hindi ko malunok! How