Ava Whitmore is the perfect good girl. She follows the rules, stays out of trouble and completely off-limits to boys like Kai Cooper. Kai Cooper? Tattooed. Reckless. He’s the walking red flag she was never meant to talk to. The bad boy who lived just one fence away, the one she's spent her life avoiding. Until that night happened. One step over the line she swore she’d never cross. With a broken heart and a body begging to be touched, she walks straight into the hands that know exactly how to wreck girls like her. She knows he is all shades of wrong. That he'll break her, wreck her, leave her begging for more. But she’s already crossed the line. Worst of all? She wants more. She craves more of everything she shouldn't want.
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I hate coming here. It's always the same after every training or match, boys half naked, flaunting their abs like we haven't already seen them before. A few girls linger around, most of them cheerleaders, tucked into the arms of the players like trophies. They feel on top of the world, like some other girl won't take their place in those arms next week. I take a deep breath, eyes flicking to the words carved into the thick soundproof door. “St. Wynter's Titans.” I murmur the name like I haven't seen them a thousand times, like it's not stamped on jerseys, banners… and on Luke Westbrook, the guy I am here for. Again, I hate coming here. But I have to. Because as the girlfriend of Luke Westbrook, St. Wynter's golden boy, star quarterback and campus celeb, this is my role. After every practice, every game, every win…I am expected to be here, the St.Wynter’s dressing room. Whether I want it or not. I open the door and walk in. Of course, a few heads turn. “Oh,Westbrook’s girl.” “Is it me or has she gotten more curves?” “Luke will kill you if she hears this.” There is a pause, then come the usual smiles. Who would want to be on Luke's bad side by not treating his girl like royalty? I smile back, like I always do. Like I give a damn. I keep walking through the familiar room, my eyes scanning every corner. I just hope I'll spot Luke or at least one of his close friends so I can get away from the eyes glued to my body right now. “Ava,” I hear a voice in front of me. I look up and let out a breath of relief. Finally, someone I know. One of the few people I am actually grateful to have in my life. My friendship with him isn’t some carefully arranged contract designed to benefit our parents’ business. He’s not my dad business partner’s son, or someone my mom handpicked for networking. He’s just Mason. My only male friend. Mason pulls me into a hug, then steps back, the corners of his lips curling into a smile. “I missed you last night. Why didn’t you come to our spot? We waited for you, even called and sent like five messages.” “I slept off. I was so tired, I needed rest. I’m sorry,” I lie. How do I even say the truth? That my mom didn’t let me out because she had a bad feeling about me leaving the house? Ridiculous? Exactly. “Are you good now?” He asks, eyes filled with concern. “Yeah. I’m fine,” I say. “Have you seen Luke?” “Of course, you’re here for your man,” Mason teases. “He should be in one of the rooms in the back corner. Check 011 or 012. I saw him go in, just can’t remember which one.” “Your memory sucks,” I say. “Care to share yours with me?” “Never.” “See you later. I’ve got some things to handle.” “Do those things involve a certain brunette somebody?” “Damn you.” He’s so foolishly in love with his girlfriend. It is kind of sweet. Kind of sickening. I'm not jealous of their love. Maybe I just wish I had something like it, a love that is easy, a love that feels like home. Maybe I shouldn't be thinking like this. Damn me, I have a boyfriend. I walk toward the back corner of the dressing room and stop in front of two doors. Room 011 and Room 012. I guess I'll have to pick one, I hope I get lucky and Luke is in there. If not, I'll try the other. I take a breath, steady myself, then head toward 011. I don't knock. I don't even pause to think. I just push the door open. My mouth falls open, taking in the scene in front of me. A half naked guy, arms wrapped around a half naked girl, their mouths devouring each other like they are starving. How the hell does someone kiss like that? Like his whole life depends on it? I should move. I should turn away, act like I didn't just walk in on something that clearly wasn't meant for my eyes. But I don't. I stand here, staring like an idiot, like I don't know how to walk away anymore. “Keep staring like that, and I'll think you want to join us.” My heart skips and that's when I see his face. Kai Cooper. Fucking Kai Cooper. The bad boy every girl should avoid, but rarely does. The one I've made it a point to stay away from, until now. I don't know what's wrong with me. I should run. I should get the hell out of this place. But it is like my feet are glued to the ground. I take in his face a little more. His hair is damp, messy, strands clinging to his face like someone's been running their hands through it. “I'll take that as a yes,” He says, his voice low and gentle. “ You're free to join us, Whitmore.” His gaze rakes over me slowly, from my toes all the way up to my eyes. I hold his stare, I'm not sure if he is looking at me or through me. And the look on his face? He is enjoying this so much. All of it. “Kai,” The girl who was in his mouth a few minutes ago mutters. I guess she's sick of standing there, watching us. “Hey,” Kai mutters back, eyes closed as he kisses her again. Then he opens them and looks right at me. This is so stupid. I'm stupid. What the heck am I even still doing here? I take a step back. I go for another and that's when I bump into someone. I turn around and my heart stops. Luke. He doesn't look at me. His eyes are fixed on Kai and in them, something sharp flickers. Anger? Jealousy? With Luke, either one is a big deal. Both? Even worse.AVAPlaything? Did this girl really just label me as that?Before I can get a word out, Zade steps in, turning to her. “Sasha, absolutely not. This is my sister, Ava and she is not Kai’s plaything, she never was, and she never will be.”Sasha’s jaw drops as she turns to face me. Her expression softens. “Shit, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that. I didn’t know you were Zade’s sister,” She rambles. “ Kai has a bit of a reputation for messing around. I jumped to conclusions.”Is she seriously telling me about Kai’s reputation? Who doesn’t know he’s a man whore?“It’s okay,” I say.I don’t think I like her and it’s not just because she called me Kai’s plaything. I can’t quite put my finger on it but something about her just doesn’t sit right with me.“You don’t really seem like someone cut out for this kind of place or a life like this. Let me guess, your brother made you come here?” Sasha asks.Now she’s trying to make conversation with me.“ I came here on my own. My brother's not e
AVA I never overthink what I wear. I usually know how to dress for any event but right now, I'm overthinking it. I don’t even know what we’re going to do at the place or what kind of place it is. Just like I don’t know what’s wrong with me either. I know I'm trying to look out for my brother. I don’t want him getting involved with the wrong people, especially Kai. I could just call our parents and tell them what Zade is up to and they would take action immediately. Hell, they might even cut their trip short and come back. I could do that but no. Instead, I’m here, getting ready to go... wherever with the so-called bad company. Something is definitely wrong with me and I don’t even know what the hell it is. I take one last glance at myself in the mirror. This fit will do. One of my favorite pairs from my endless collection of jeans, and a sleeveless crop top. I grab my handbag and walk out of the room. “ You don't think it's a little early to be all dressed up? Thought you would use
AVAI stare at the closed door, wrapping my arms around myself. I can hear the echo of his footsteps fading down the stairs.It hurts. It really hurts to see him leave like that. But I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t have sex with him, not now. I don’t think I’m ready to lose my virginity, the timing just doesn’t feel right.I want my first time to be special like in those romance novels I've always read and obsessed over, where the male lead is perfect and gentle and the moment is just magical. I want my first time to be something I choose, something I actually want not just because someone else does. Is that too much to ask?I hear the sound of the engine and rush to the window, his car is already pulling out of the compound. I wish he'd change his mind and come back to me and listen to my side of things.Luke and I… we’ve been dating for six months. Yes, my parents introduced us. And sure, our families are tied up in some business deal, and my mom kind of nudged me to give him a chance
AVA “ My presence messes you that much, Whitmore? Forget what you were going to say?” His voice breaks me out of my reverie. “You wish,” I retort, rolling my eyes. No wonder he always ends up in girls' pants. Cocky jerk, he really does have a way with words. “ You know what I used to think about you?” Kai pauses, letting his words sink in. “ I thought you were just another spoiled brat. A goody two shoes who reads too much and barely speaks. Guess I was mostly right, except for the last part.” “You do talk,” he mutters. “ I talk,” I snap. “ Just not to you.” “Fairs.” Kai steps from behind me and starts to walk away. For a second, I think he's leaving just like that, but he stops and leans against a wall. He pulls out a cigarette, slips it between his fingers and lights it in with a lazy flick. I watch as he brings the cigarette to his lips, inhales and lets the smoke slip out. His blue eyes bore into mine through the haze. “ Do you smoke?” He asks. I lift a shoulder in
AVAI am about to say something, maybe to stop whatever Luke is about to do or to break the cold tension but it's too late. “Don't ever mess with my girlfriend,” Luke says his voice tight and sharp, eyes still fixed on Kai.Kai watches him, completely unbothered. That same amused look still on his face. He lives to stir people up. “Kai -” Luke starts again. “Chill,” Kai cuts in. “ No one is messing with your miss perfect.”Then his eyes flick down to me. “ She's not even my type.”I swallow hard. Hearing that from him stirs up something inside me, something I didn't even think was there. I don't know if it's my ego or something else. But hearing Kai Cooper, the same Kai who gives attention to every breathing girl on campus say that? It hits somewhere I don't expect. And the way he looked at me when he said it? I hate it. I hate how it made me feel. I tear my eyes away from him and turn to Luke. “ Let's go.”Luke takes my wrist and we walk. I don't know what makes me glance back b
AVAI hate coming here. It's always the same after every training or match, boys half naked, flaunting their abs like we haven't already seen them before. A few girls linger around, most of them cheerleaders, tucked into the arms of the players like trophies. They feel on top of the world, like some other girl won't take their place in those arms next week. I take a deep breath, eyes flicking to the words carved into the thick soundproof door. “St. Wynter's Titans.”I murmur the name like I haven't seen them a thousand times, like it's not stamped on jerseys, banners… and on Luke Westbrook, the guy I am here for. Again, I hate coming here. But I have to. Because as the girlfriend of Luke Westbrook, St. Wynter's golden boy, star quarterback and campus celeb, this is my role. After every practice, every game, every win…I am expected to be here, the St.Wynter’s dressing room. Whether I want it or not. I open the door and walk in. Of course, a few heads turn. “Oh,Westbrook’s gir
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