Ava Whitmore is the perfect good girl. She follows the rules, stays out of trouble and completely off-limits to boys like Kai Cooper. Kai Cooper? Tattooed. Reckless. He’s the walking red flag she was never meant to talk to. The bad boy who lived just one fence away, the one she's spent her life avoiding. Until that night happened. One step over the line she swore she’d never cross. With a broken heart and a body begging to be touched, she walks straight into the hands that know exactly how to wreck girls like her. She knows he is all shades of wrong. That he'll break her, wreck her, leave her begging for more. But she’s already crossed the line. Worst of all? She wants more. She craves more of everything she shouldn't want.
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I hate coming here. It's always the same after every training or match, boys half naked, flaunting their abs like we haven't already seen them before. A few girls linger around, most of them cheerleaders, tucked into the arms of the players like trophies. They feel on top of the world, like some other girl won't take their place in those arms next week. I take a deep breath, eyes flicking to the words carved into the thick soundproof door. “St. Wynter's Titans.” I murmur the name like I haven't seen them a thousand times, like it's not stamped on jerseys, banners… and on Luke Westbrook, the guy I am here for. Again, I hate coming here. But I have to. Because as the girlfriend of Luke Westbrook, St. Wynter's golden boy, star quarterback and campus celeb, this is my role. After every practice, every game, every win…I am expected to be here, the St.Wynter’s dressing room. Whether I want it or not. I open the door and walk in. Of course, a few heads turn. “Oh,Westbrook’s girl.” “Is it me or has she gotten more curves?” “Luke will kill you if she hears this.” There is a pause, then come the usual smiles. Who would want to be on Luke's bad side by not treating his girl like royalty? I smile back, like I always do. Like I give a damn. I keep walking through the familiar room, my eyes scanning every corner. I just hope I'll spot Luke or at least one of his close friends so I can get away from the eyes glued to my body right now. “Ava,” I hear a voice in front of me. I look up and let out a breath of relief. Finally, someone I know. One of the few people I am actually grateful to have in my life. My friendship with him isn’t some carefully arranged contract designed to benefit our parents’ business. He’s not my dad business partner’s son, or someone my mom handpicked for networking. He’s just Mason. My only male friend. Mason pulls me into a hug, then steps back, the corners of his lips curling into a smile. “I missed you last night. Why didn’t you come to our spot? We waited for you, even called and sent like five messages.” “I slept off. I was so tired, I needed rest. I’m sorry,” I lie. How do I even say the truth? That my mom didn’t let me out because she had a bad feeling about me leaving the house? Ridiculous? Exactly. “Are you good now?” He asks, eyes filled with concern. “Yeah. I’m fine,” I say. “Have you seen Luke?” “Of course, you’re here for your man,” Mason teases. “He should be in one of the rooms in the back corner. Check 011 or 012. I saw him go in, just can’t remember which one.” “Your memory sucks,” I say. “Care to share yours with me?” “Never.” “See you later. I’ve got some things to handle.” “Do those things involve a certain brunette somebody?” “Damn you.” He’s so foolishly in love with his girlfriend. It is kind of sweet. Kind of sickening. I'm not jealous of their love. Maybe I just wish I had something like it, a love that is easy, a love that feels like home. Maybe I shouldn't be thinking like this. Damn me, I have a boyfriend. I walk toward the back corner of the dressing room and stop in front of two doors. Room 011 and Room 012. I guess I'll have to pick one, I hope I get lucky and Luke is in there. If not, I'll try the other. I take a breath, steady myself, then head toward 011. I don't knock. I don't even pause to think. I just push the door open. My mouth falls open, taking in the scene in front of me. A half naked guy, arms wrapped around a half naked girl, their mouths devouring each other like they are starving. How the hell does someone kiss like that? Like his whole life depends on it? I should move. I should turn away, act like I didn't just walk in on something that clearly wasn't meant for my eyes. But I don't. I stand here, staring like an idiot, like I don't know how to walk away anymore. “Keep staring like that, and I'll think you want to join us.” My heart skips and that's when I see his face. Kai Cooper. Fucking Kai Cooper. The bad boy every girl should avoid, but rarely does. The one I've made it a point to stay away from, until now. I don't know what's wrong with me. I should run. I should get the hell out of this place. But it is like my feet are glued to the ground. I take in his face a little more. His hair is damp, messy, strands clinging to his face like someone's been running their hands through it. “I'll take that as a yes,” He says, his voice low and gentle. “ You're free to join us, Whitmore.” His gaze rakes over me slowly, from my toes all the way up to my eyes. I hold his stare, I'm not sure if he is looking at me or through me. And the look on his face? He is enjoying this so much. All of it. “Kai,” The girl who was in his mouth a few minutes ago mutters. I guess she's sick of standing there, watching us. “Hey,” Kai mutters back, eyes closed as he kisses her again. Then he opens them and looks right at me. This is so stupid. I'm stupid. What the heck am I even still doing here? I take a step back. I go for another and that's when I bump into someone. I turn around and my heart stops. Luke. He doesn't look at me. His eyes are fixed on Kai and in them, something sharp flickers. Anger? Jealousy? With Luke, either one is a big deal. Both? Even worse.AVAI have a plan, starting today. From now on, I’ll focus on my studies, my hobbies, and the things I actually love doing. Nodistractions. I’ll stick with Luke, keep my head high and be who I am supposed to be. The person my family would be proud of.Today, I’ll start by coming clean to my friends. Well… to Gemma. I have to tell her everything, about being in an open relationship with my boyfriend, about what went on between me and Kai. It’s going to be tough to get the words out, but I have to. I can’t keep lying to the one person who knows me best.I take a deep breath and step into class. The room is packed, barely any empty seats which is surprising, considering the professor isn’t even here yet. And I know I’m not late. Then again, it’s Literature and Writing. A requirement for all majors.I move my way down the hall, my eyes scanning the room for my best friend. I can feel sharp eyes on me. I’m used to stares, but I know some of them have to do with what I’m wearing. Well, I h
AVAScrew that voice in my head telling me not to, I’m going to do it.I grab a tube of lip gloss from my bedside table and swipe it over my lips. I brush my hair down and raise my phone, I find the perfect angle and take the photo. The image shows my face and my chest, my black lace bra exposed showing half my boobs. I take a deep breath, then tap send.My heart pounds. Kai’s seen it.No response. What if he doesn’t like it? What if he doesn’t find me attractive? What if he thinks I am pathetic, like some desperate bitch chasing him?Then my screen lights up.Kai: Jesus.Before I can even heave a sigh of relief, another message appears.Kai: Fuck, Ava.Another one follows.Kai: You’re so hot. Damn.A flush creeps up my face. It’s not the first time someone’s called me hot, but coming from him? It feels different, it's as if I can hear him whispering it in my ears. The words ignite me and fill up my body with heat and a reckless kind of thrill.I know where this path is leading , the
AVAI know I shouldn't have unblocked him. I shouldn't but I can't help it. I need someone to talk to and distract me from myself.I can't talk to the only friends I have right now, I fucking lied to them. How do I even begin to explain the damn lies? I can't talk to my brother either, his go - to reaction is anger and violence. If I tell him, he will go straight to Mom, crash out, and say something that will get him punished. I can't be the reason he gets scolded.The only person I want to talk to is the very one I am supposed to stay away from. The more I try to resist him, the closer I find myself drawn to him. And the worst part? Some part of me likes it. That’s why, when I think of someone to turn to, he’s the one who comes to mind.I swallow a gulp down my throat, staring at the phone in my hand. I can’t keep looking at it, as if a message might magically appear and send itself to him. I’ve already unblocked him, a line I shouldn’t have crossed so I might as well take another st
AVAIt’s way too late when I get home, almost past eight. I know I am probably going to get scolded for breaking curfew. My parents don’t like to call it that, though. They insist it’s not a rule but more about us being responsible, not staying out past the “reasonable time” they’ve set.But let's be real, it is still a curfew. Especially since the second you're late, you get the full lecture. And the truth, I hate that. Not because I don't care, but because I do. I hate disappointing them so much.I take a deep breath and ring the doorbell. It swings open almost instantly, like they’ve been waiting for me. Of course, it’s Zade. Even Zade, the king of breaking rules, managed to get home before me. I’m cooked.The door opens wider and I step into the living room, closing it behind me.“Hey,” I say.“Hi, little sister,” Zade replies.I don’t even bother correcting him. The jerk will never stop with that. He’s only a few minutes older, but he’ll never shut up about it.“Mom’s been waitin
AVAI swallow hard. I try to hold his eye contact as his blue gaze pierces me. I know what he is doing. A calculated dominance move, especially after what he said. God help me, I won't fold. I don't want him to see that he affects me. I won't let him know that his stare or his words do anything to me.I should say something now.I lean back in my seat. “I don't have to figure anything out if none of them is ever going to happen,” I say, crossing one leg over the other.His lips curl into a smirk. “You sound so sure about that.”“Because why not?” I shoot back. “We’re never going to fuck, and I’m never going to be yours.”“Okay.”I can tell he’s pushing my buttons and I hate how easily I fall for it every time. Maybe it’s not just him I’m trying to convince, maybe it’s myself too. That none of what he suggested will ever happen between us. I can’t sleep with him, and I can’t be his girlfriend either. I dare not.I heave a sigh of relief when the waitress arrives and sets our order on
AVAKai Copper has a fucking bike! He actually has his own motorcycle he can ride whenever he wants.I’m too happy about him owning one and about to give me my first ride. My inner child is practically jumping up and down, screaming with excitement. I'm sure he knows I am so excited too. I can tell from the way the corners of my mouth won’t stop tugging upward, from the brightness in my eyes. He definitely knows.And to be honest, I can’t even blame myself or try to calm down. Who wouldn’t be thrilled about this?You know that moment when you just want to grab your phone and text your best friend about the amazing thing that just happened? Yeah, that’s me right now.Except I can’t. Because I fucking lied to her. So I guess I’d better keep this one to myself.Still, I feel so thrilled.“Are you ready?” Kai asks beside me.The smile already plastered on my face stretches wider. “For my first ride? Hell yeah.”“First ride,” he utters, his voice low and calm.I glance at him. For the firs
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