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10. Soaked in the pool
After classes, I've been on the balcony for almost one hour, lying on a white beach chair while reading a book on Goodnovel.
I’ve spent the last two days ignoring Eren. I stayed most of the time in my room to avoid him. I even took my breakfast and dinner in my room. Whenever I came across him, I quickly walked away without glancing at him or every time he talked to me, I replied him dryly. I can’t look at his face without fuming. He is not even a close friend, he is only my bodyguard. I’m not gonna cede to his controllable manners. He has no rights to tell me who I should not be with just because he fucking doesn’t like the person!
Why the heck he doesn’t like Azure first of all?
Because of Eren, Azure rarely replies to my messages now. Thanks to him I will have to wait for the next blue moon to have my crush inviting me on a date again. I don’t know what the hell was wrong w
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Eren 11. Candle light dinner
I spent the rest of the evening in my room. I was too abashed to get out. Why did I even tell Eren that? He must be making fun of me. I really need to learn to think twice before I do or say something.Unfortunately, I need to get out to take my dinner from the kitchen and bring it back in. As I get out of my room, I find myself in total darkness, all the lights of downstairs are off.Breathe Hayat. Don't panic.There is only a strange orangey glow coming from the kitchen, which is enabling me to see.What the hell is happening?With a throbbing heart, I slowly walk down the stairs, hoping that my bodyguard is somewhere downstairs."E-Eren?" I call out with a trembling voice."Eren?" I repeat more louder, walking down one more step."Hayat?" He replies, sounding not far. "Come, I
Eren 12. I want the cat mask
For the past two weeks, Eren and I have enjoyed living together. We spent every morning in the pool and every night watching the Vampire Diaries. We have decided to watch everything again from the first episode of season one. I have also compromised with him and watched some football matches.Eren and I have turned back into close friends. I never thought we would get that bond back. And even my childhood feelings for him have returned. Though I've realised that I'm crushing hard on him, I kept it to myself. I'm too shy to tell him anything. I don't think he feels the same. We just got our friendship back, I don't want things to turn awkward between us.My friend Didem also came at my place frequently to cheer me up. But I know the real reason is to see Eren. I've not heard much of her brother Azure. He has totally forgotten about me and I bet he is dating someone. Last week, I was totally bored at home and I convinced Eren to take me out. H
Eren 13. Meet Toni
But as I reach down, my jaw almost drops. It's not Eren. It's an unknown guy around Eren's age with a brown quiff hairstyle who is watching the television with a packet of chips in his hands. I was on the point to faint but then I realise that he is maybe one of Eren's friend. I clear my throat which makes his gaze darts to me rapidly, his emerald-green eyes wide. Nervously, he straightens himself on the sofa and smiles quite guiltily. "Hey." He crunches on a chips. I ignore his hey. "Who are you?" I question rudely. He hums, chewing the chips in his mouth. "Toni." Argh. "That's not what I meant!" I groan at his stupidity. "Where is Eren?" I simply ask, folding my arms together as I remember that I've removed my bra before I slept. Please tell me he didn't notice my small pebbles.
Eren 14. Night club
“I can’t believe what you’re making me do.” Eren complaints angrily as we step in the club tonight. He has been sulking since yesterday, but he couldn’t do anything. I’ve blackmailed him and I’m the boss now. Somehow I’m also trying to punish him for what he has done. “Tonight you’re not going to control me.” I say out loud so that he can hear me through the ear-piercing songs booming around us. Eren rolls his eyes. Even if I’m a bit pissed off by him, my eyes can’t deny how sexy he is tonight. He is wearing a grey jeans with dark boots and a tight white T-shirt under his black denim jacket. I’m also in dark tonight. A short skater black dress with high neckline and matched patent heels. I roam my eyes, searching for the bar. Multicolour laser beams are spinning around, illuminating the jam-packed club. When my gaze finds the bar, I excitedly head towards it, Eren following me lamely be
Eren 15. Drunken kiss
"We nearly reach. Are you alright?" I ask as I take a look at the interior visor. I barely see Hayat since it's very dark. But thanks to the miserable lights from the lamp poles, I can perceive her sleeping on the back seat. Hayat hums which I guess is a yes. I grunt under my breath as I park her father's black BMW in the driveway. I then rapidly get out of the car and open its back seat door. On the couch Hayat is lying, appearing so tired that I don't think she will be able to stand on her own legs. I stay still for some seconds, deliberating on what to do. I sigh in defeat. Let's do it. I bent ahead so that my arms and my head enter the car. I glide my left arm around Hayat's back and my other arm around the back of her upper legs. I whine as I exert an effort to raise her up to my arms. "W
Eren 16. Just tell me
The soft warmth of the sunlight caresses my skin. I slowly open my eyes and an excruciating pain immediately starts cramming my head. My eyes are forcibly spread wide, a white ceiling is facing me. Bleary visions of last night start to play in my head. I remember drinking so much that I lost my mind. I also remember dancing, pushing someone, being carried, throwing up and...My eyes go wide.Kissing someone.Who the hell did I kiss?Panic creeps up my throat. Oh god, I fucking ruined my first kiss. It was a bad idea to get drunk, I should've listened to Eren.Eren!He must know what happened. I need to talk to him immediately. Tucking a strand of hair behind my ear, I fleetly take off the white sheet which was covering the lower part of my body. But as I try to move, I feel something around my waist, perturbing my advances. I automatically look down.
Eren 17. Citadel
The sensation of the warm water dripping and falling down on my skin is what I needed to quietly think of all that happened. After a few minutes under the shower, Ludmilla’s face flashes in my head. My eyes widen as I realise that she was the one I pushed. Slowly, throughout the whole morning and afternoon, I recalled everything. I stayed in my room on my bed and I’m still, too ashamed of myself to get out. I’ve humiliated myself to such an extent last night that I want to stay under my bed forever. And the worst in all this is that it was Eren who had to control me and I disgraced myself more by kissing him.I freaking kissed Eren!And he didn’t kissed me back.All my feelings for him overthrew me when I was drunk, and I couldn’t resist and think straight.Great, how will I be able to face him again?Adios to our friendship.&n
Eren 18. On the kitchen counter
"We did it." Eren and I cheer, doing a high five after seeing that our pizza has actually turned out into an edible pizza.We have tried to make dinner ourselves tonight. Since making pizza isn't my thing, Eren mostly did all the work.With delicacy, he places the pizza on the table but before he begins slicing it, I snuggle to him, wrapping my hand around his impressive arm."Eren." I say, batting my long eyelashes. It's a trap that he easily falls in. "Can we go to the magic fair which I told you this morning?"He lets go of the pizza wheel and turns his entire attention on me."Do you remember? It was our wish to ride a carousel together when we were kids." I say, trying to convince him by making feel him nostalgic.He raises a brow, folding his arm. Okay, it's not so easy to get him."Please." I beg, claspin
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