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Twenty Seven
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It took me later than usual to arrive in the convenience store the next Monday because of Jackson’s sudden whims. After class, he insisted on spending time with me. He took me to his apartment, which without my knowledge is flooded by his group of friends—some faces I don't even know. Not that it was a bad thing. I don’t mind being around his friends but when I start getting out of place, I can’t help but lose interest. To cut the story short, he was enraged as usual because I had to leave early.
“I told you, I need to study,” I explained exhaustedly.
“This is the only time I’m asking for you!”
“Yes and here I am but look, I feel invisible. You only ever talked with your friends like I’m some decoration in the corner.”
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