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[Tanya]
I think there are some people destined to hate you in life and there is nothing you can do to make them love you. Nothing. Everyday, I stare at myself in the mirror to ask myself if I can ever forgive the guy that hated me back in highschool. He hated me so much that the whole school knew about it, and now I hate him too. He tortured me with his power, showing me hell, and I started hating him back when I graduated highschool and got into college. I had to be away from him to hate him. Crazy! And it's a good thing I would never set eyes on him again. "I am moving in with John" My mum said excitedly, cutting off my thoughts. I have heard her talk about this 'John' multiple times and ever since he proposed to her, she has never stopped talking about future plans with him. The topic was starting to annoy me. "And he said he would like to meet you" I rubbed the back of my neck with my palm, feeling nervous about the whole meeting thing. I didn't want to meet anyone, yet she won't stop talking about it. "Oh, Tanya" She stared lovingly at the glistening engagement ring around her finger "I am going to be Mrs Smith very soon" I went still for a whole five seconds as the name 'Smith' rang a loud bell in my head. I shut my eyes and shook my head, determined not going to think about that name. "Look, Shawn was not gonna make me his wife, and someone was ready!" She said and flipped her fake blonde hair pridefully. I sighed at the mention of her ex boyfriend. They've been together for so many years that I was surpised they could actually break up. "You and Shawn were perfect, mum" I told her and she scoffed loudly. She was displeased by my sentence but I was still going to say more "I don't see the reason why you guys had to break up after dating for years. You could have sorted out your differences" I shrugged. "He was so cool and rich" I added the last part because mum has always loved rich men and had dated a lot of them in the past. "But John is richer" She said sharply. "The guy spends a lot on me" She gingerly placed her palms on her thighs "And very soon I will become his wife. I will be called Mrs Smith" My stomach twisted. Smith again. "Ohmygod the name is so cool!" She gushed, fanning her face with a hand. I rubbed my palm over my forehead, praying I don't get a headache very soon. "It's not like you're walking into 'Will Smith' family, this is just a normal Smith family" I said causally. "It is still a SMITH!" She pointed out, happily. "A John Smith family" The more she says the name, the more my mind tries to go back to my high school days. Mum's phone beeped and she checked it. "John's driver is here, we should leave now" She said, already on her feet, but I wasn't ready to leave. I wasn't ready to meet her new family, the 'Smith' family. "I feel weak" I lied. "I think I need to rest" Mum narrowed her eyes at me "Don't use that old trick on me, young lady" Busted. I sighed. "Do I have to go with you?" I asked quietly. "I like it here" My voice was whispery. "Come on, just for this weekend" She urged. "You're gonna like it there too." She said sounding certain I twisted my lips, trying to believe her words, but I've got a really bad feeling about this. Am I really going to like it there? **** John's house big and beautiful. It was a nice mansion that had wealth written all over it. The neat, healthy garden at the sides of the building added to the magnificent beauty and even as I looked around many times, I still could not take in everything. "Maaaaan" I remarked, sweeping my eyes around my new environment. This John guy is really very rich. Where the hell did my mum even get such a wealthy fiance? I mean this mansion is so magnificent. "You see it's so beautiful!" My mum whispered loudly as we walked into the house. "It is" I said, trying to be casual. "You know you can scream about how beautiful this place is" She said. "You don't have to pretend" Some people said they don't have an everyday fight with their mothers because their mother knows them well. In my case it is not the same. My mother and I fight every minute because she knows me well. In the large, well furnished living room, there was a well dressed man with a relaxed face and a gentle smile, waiting to embrace mum. I narrowed my eyes at him, feeling weird as I stared at him. Something about his confidence was way too familiar. It was like I was seeing an older version of someone and it didn't help matters that his surname was 'Smith'. "Clara" He called with a deep, calm voice that would make you wonder if he ever got angry. He walked towards my mum, spreading his arms for a warm hug. My mum grinned, wrapping her arms which were small compared to his, around his body. I should be smiling, instead I was rolling my eyes, tempted to add a fat scoff. "You are Tanya" John said and I jumped a little. The man almost caught me rolling my eyes. "Yes sir, I am Tanya" I responded respectfully and quickly darted my eyes to mum. I pray she has not exaggerated some things about me to this man. "Your mum told me you were excited about meeting me and your step siblings" That was the exaggeration I was talking about. Hold on, step siblings? I frowned for a second, then gave John a fake smile the next second. "I am so happy to meet you too, Tanya" He said with that same calm voice that made me doubt if he would ever hurt a fly. "Nice to meet you, Mr Smith" I said, realizing he is not that bad– for now, but he was just too calm for me. To gentle. "You can call me dad" He said and I reflexively rose my brows. Isn't that 'dad' too early? "Or you can call me John" He corrected, smiling. "Anyone that makes you comfortable" "Okay....." I hesitated then continued. "John" He grinned at me, pleased. "You should meet someone now" Oh. "Kieran!" John called loudly. My heart skipped a beat. "Kieran?" I whispered shakily. "Yes" John answered. "Your step brother" Mum butted in, grinning like a Cheshire cat. I heard the sounds of solid steps coming from somewhere, probably the kitchen. What followed after the steps was the appearance of the guy I thought I would not see again. "Ohmygod" I whispered, my eyes wide at him. He is now a full grown man with not much changes in those wicked and hyptonizing blue eyes. Kieran. Freaking. Smith. My jaw dropped to the ground and my heart pounded so fast and hard in my chest. I could recognize him anywhere in any damn thing. His piercing blue eyes, his dark blonde hair, his black earrings, his broad shoulders, his height and definitely that confident standing posture. Kieran Smith. My high school bully. He stood just about two small feet away, a smile playing on his lips and a glint bright in his eyes. He peered down at my face and I almost lost my breath completely as his eyes reminded me of every crazy thing he did to me back in high school. He is here. Kieran is here. He is here to torture me again. I blinked at him and.....I passed out.[Tanya]It was the weekend, the day Kieran and I was going to meet Mr Dale for the golf game. I noticed how Kieran had raked his eyes from my hair down to my legs, but I could not help but catch the way his eyes lingered on my thighs, then a smirk graced his lips. He didn't make a comment about what he had seen or say out what he thought. In the car, it was taking everything in me not to steal glances at him as he got busy with his phone, totally ignoring my existence. If he was talking to me, I'd be annoyed, and now that he's not, I still didn't like that. The way he kept to himself, his eyes on his phone made me think about Sheila. She is the only one I feel like he used to give his attention to and he's probably texting her now.I exhaled when we finally reached the golf course where I saw the man named Mr Dale and his assistant. They both looked to be around the same age. I stared at Mr Dale, trying not to look surpised. I'd expected to see someone in his forties or fifties,
[Tanya]Kieran peered at the hot, feminine figure in front of him, his hands trailing from her slim waist to her sexy hips but as he brought his lips closer to hers, he got a very loud and hard slap on his left cheek. "Jesus" I cringed, quickly sitting up on the bed and ending my imagination. Why would I even have such a scene playing in my brain? Oh, God, am I a bad person? Is it bad to imagine Kieran getting slapped by Sheila? Is it bad of me to think about Kieran cancelling that dinner date with Sheila? Yes. That imagination makes me a bad person. I should not give a fuck about who he goes out with or who he's having sex with. I laid on my back, not able to get away the stupid, weird feeling crawling to my chest. "Kieran is gonna be laughing" I whispered loudly to no one, frowning. "And flirting" I twisted my lips before adding "And having fun in a beautiful restaurant with that bi...." I quickly stopped myself from saying the bad 'B' word. No bad words, but then Sheila is re
[Tanya]Kieran's girlfriend is hot. He sure has got a good taste in women, he chooses sexy ones. He's always had that good taste, but the problem was that his girlfriends were always this rude, spoilt brats that spends their time wasting the money they never worked for. "Virgin" someone called, sounding pissed. Only one person calls me that, it was Kieran, but his voice has not magically turned feminine, right? I looked up and saw the lady I saw back in Kieran's office, glaring down at me, then her face clicked in. Sheila Walls. Once a bitch, always a bitch. Why didn't I even recognize her before? "Leave my boyfriend alone" She started the conversation roughly, confusing me. "I'm sorry, what? Your boyfriend?" "Kieran" She pronounced the name loudly. My mouth opened. "Oh"She flipped her reddish brown hair "Kieran never loved you and he's not gonna start now" "I know that" I said and cleared my cracky voice "But thanks for reminding me" She gave me a feigned smile. "It's a goo
[Tanya]I need to learn how to breathe properly when I'm around Kieran, or one day, I'm gonna pass out from being too hot and flustered by his gaze, his words, his voice and this....proximity. "Just talk." I paused to swallow hard "What do you want from me?" He narrowed his eyes slightly like he does back when he was a teenager. "This is about what we want from each other"I frowned at his sentence. "What we want from each other?" My brain was already picking some indecent thoughts. He moved away from me. I should be relieved, and I was, but I was also disappointed that the intensity of his heat and the scent of his perfume had reduced. "I want you to work closely with me...." I rolled my eyes. "You just want to cage me" "And you don't want to be caged" He said, surprisingly not arguing with me. "So I suggest you work diligently for me till this year's projects and all other deals are closed...." I inhaled heavily, waiting for him to say the good part of the deal. "After every
[Tanya]I can't breathe. Not only can I not breathe, I can't also think straight with Kieran's lips almost brushing mine as he opened and closed them whenever he speaks. His breath was minty and soft, blowing over my face, making me feel hot and flustered. Was he really being serious about doing something bad and forbidden if I try to escape? Is he gonna kiss me? Or is he gonna touch my body in that sexual manner that will make me roll my eyes in pleasure and moan out his name? 'Oh, shit, Tanya, don't let your thoughts get indecent'I didn't know what Kieran has got in mind but I've known him for a long time now to know that he does not usually have good things in mind. His eyes are full of sin, and that says a lot about his mind. Taking in a deep breath, I rested my back on the car seat, my heart beating so fast "You're crazy, Kieran" He gave me a relaxed lopsided smile. "You drive me crazy, Virgin" "No. You are the one driving me crazy!" I snapped, annoyed that he had to win.
[Kieran]Clara had stood at the front of my door minutes ago to talk to me about Tanya and I was ready to listen. Anything about that girl gets my attention so fast. It has been like that since I first met her and bullying her was one way I could get her own attention. "I know my daughter, she thinks she is smart, but I know all her tricks" She said and I stared at her, puzzled. "She is pretending to be ill so as not to go to work" That was enough to get me grinning. "She said she's got tooth ache" "Ooh" I shook my head, trying not to laugh loudly. Clara went on "Also sore throat" Interesting. She is doing all of that because she does not want to work for me, but I just think working for me is one way to get close to her.... if I can. "I want you to go to her room and make her go to work using any tricky method you can come up with" Clara ordered, sounding like a strict mother. "I don't care how you do it, just make sure she goes to work with you today" She is sure a strict m







