I ‘ve been busy. Between visiting Brian, work and orphanage, I had no time for myself. I liked it that way because being busy made me forget about him. I haven’t figured out if Adrian was the person, I saw the other day but it didn’t matter.
Brian was recovering well and that’s all I cared about at the moment.
“I’m so exhausted …” I muttered to myself before I heard a soft knock on the door. I pouted my mouth impatiently, annoyed that the person was interfering with my schedule.
I had planned to take a small nap after visiting Brian in the afternoon.
When I didn’t move, the knock continued.
“Alright...…. I’m coming “I shouted as I dragged my tired body to the door. I hated it that when I felt like sleeping someone had the audacity to disturb me.
Lately, I had developed insomnia and I couldn’t sleep well in the night. It’s a behavior that refused to le
RoseLately I’ve been feeling much better. Ever since I saw Roman, it’s like a weight have been lifted off my shoulders. I feel lighter, relieved than I had been for days. Giving him that hug and listening to him talk was all I needed to brighten my dark days.I hadn’t thought about it . I hadn’t even realized how much I had missed him. He came, hugged me and took me out of my darkness. I now know what it means to be loyal to someone.I have been the one showing loyalty and not even one of them bothered to return back the favor except for Roman. Oh ..I was so happy to see how much he’d grown.My love for him grew even more. I loved that kid more than my life. The two of them were special in their own kind of way. I’ll always treasure Brian and Roman even when I’m not with them.Even after packing my stuff, Roman still took his time to come and I see me.I knew he came for his dad too and I did as much as I could to assure him but I was still not changing my mind. I’m not setting my fo
I ‘ve been busy. Between visiting Brian, work and orphanage, I had no time for myself. I liked it that way because being busy made me forget about him. I haven’t figured out if Adrian was the person, I saw the other day but it didn’t matter.Brian was recovering well and that’s all I cared about at the moment.“I’m so exhausted …” I muttered to myself before I heard a soft knock on the door. I pouted my mouth impatiently, annoyed that the person was interfering with my schedule.I had planned to take a small nap after visiting Brian in the afternoon.When I didn’t move, the knock continued.“Alright...…. I’m coming “I shouted as I dragged my tired body to the door. I hated it that when I felt like sleeping someone had the audacity to disturb me.Lately, I had developed insomnia and I couldn’t sleep well in the night. It’s a behavior that refused to le
I was supposed to be happy. My Brian was finally cured but why was my heart so full of sorrow? However how much that I wanted to deny it, Adrian still affected me in a way that was cutting so deep in to my soul like a knife.I was fine as long as he was out of sight. I didn’t have to remember what I was missing.When he suddenly showed up in the orphanage I was cornered –with nowhere to run to or hide.Gosh …he really knew me inside out. I couldn’t escape him even when he was the one messing things.Despite everything that has happened between us, I recognized that he helped Brian and I was so grateful. He didn’t need to. He had no reason to do it now that I wasn’t even his girlfriend but yet he still went above him and gave a helping hand.I’ll never forget his kindness—that I was sure of but also, I will never forget the way he hurt me after I gave my all to him.I couldn’t wait to go
“Just a normal day for me “I thought as I picked up my bag. It has been an eventful day at the orphanage. A lot of fun activities has taken place and now I was ready to go back home.“Done already ?” Patricia asked. I was so grateful to the woman. she’s always treated me as her own and every time I was down, she was ready to give me a shoulder to cry on.She was there to encourage me during my break up with Isaac and now with Adrian.There wasn’t a single day that goes by that she didn’t ask how I feel.“Yeah…I’m done for today. Is there something more that I can do for you?” I asked.“Nothing.... but I’m glad that you’ve made a lot of progress from the day that you came back. Thanks for always thinking about us. It means a lot to me and the kids “she said.“No…. I’m the one who is benefiting from this more than they are. So don’t thank me. It’s nothing “ I replied as I watched her expression changing in to deep frown .“By the way. There’s someone who is here to see you. He insisted
Days have gone by since I sneaked in to Adrian’s house. I do not know if he ever realized it or if he even visited my room. He never called and I didn’t expect him to.He was now busy with Kelly. The both of them have been seen hanging out together lately. They were labeled by the media as the power couple. Kelly won just like he’d made it clear to me the first day that we met.Slowly I am picking up pieces of my life –I always does and a storm as big as this one wasn’t going to break me.I have been there before and I thought that I wouldn’t make it, but I did.It’s the same feeling of helplessly, asking myself what I ever did wrong to deserve all this.Somehow, I don’t know how to choose the best men for myself. I give my all to them but they hold back two times.should I also start becoming selfish?But I realized that it wasn’t worth it.I went back to my old job at the
Tiffany stayed with me throughout the night. She even slept with me on the same bed so that I wouldn’t feel lonely . I appreciated her …I really did but deep inside, there was guilt eating me up. I’m always demanding things from her and not giving back.Up to when will she keep on having my back?Up to when will I stop messing in my life?The following day, I woke up with a flue. She still brought me medicine and took care of me like her little sister. We weren’t that close but Tiffany always came through to me whenever I needed her.“Rose, I made you herbal tea. It doesn’t have the best taste but you’ll have to bear with it. It will help clear the sore throat and the running nose” she said gently as she sat on my bed.“Thanks. “I muttered taking the cup of tea from her.” My mood is so foul, I’ll not even care about the taste?’ I commented“What will I ever