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I didn’t want to think that Bay might not love me, that he’d never love me. I had less doubt, I knew that there was no room for maneuver but, I love him, I have given myself to him as well as taken from him.
In school, Bay and Claire were always together all the time. I’d be lucky to catch a glimpse of him in the hallway. We don’t talk. We’ve never had an actual conversation except when he is whispering naughty things into my ears.In his grumpiness Claire was still able to make him laugh… a soft laugh, enough to expose his sparkling white orderly set of teeth. I am not able to compete with that… I was just stuck.The Day breezed by and I was almost done with my share of punishment when Emily entered the auditorium. She shook her head, the smile she gave me completely humorless. I gave her a squeezable look in return and she stalked up to me. “what are you doing here?&rdRelated chapters
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I stepped out of the school compound and head towards the bus station when I saw Jake leaning on his back beside his car patiently waiting. He looked exhausted, like he’s been waiting for a long time. I wanted to snuck behind a car in the parking lot but he glanced up at me just in time.My blood pounded through my veins at the intense of his gaze. My heart leaped to my chest, my nerve-ending tingles as I hold his gaze for some seconds before looking away. There might just be a tiny possibility that what I feel for him is more than attraction. I swallowed hard, and hesitantly walk up to him. “Hey!” his voice tinged with glint of huskiness as his boyish smile gleamed in the rays of the sun, reveling his weakness. Under those thick masculine body is a masked softness and naivety that gives me strength over him.He wore a sleeveless shirt and a short, leaving his nicely shaped legs exposed. He looked even hotter in his cowboy h
FATAL DESIRE Vulnerability
“I heard you are sick?” Bay asked, handing me a cup of coffee. “You good now? “Yes… I feel better… thanks for the coffee” I said and started blowing air into the cup to cool off the coffee a bit before sipping.He looks me from up to down and snorted before sliding on top a stool, twirling the cup of coffee in his hand. His face blank and unreadable.As I draw sips from the cup, I was waiting for his reaction. I expected he'd still be furious about what happened in the auditorium but he looked very calm and resolved. That bothered me. Bay is not the type to zip his emotions. He’d often get aggressive while expressing his pain… Bay made it clear that he’d kill the next man that dares to touch me and he is not the type to bluff… And he suddenly isn’t confrontational? Something was definitely off. “Nice shirt” he said as he trailed his ey
FATAL DESIRE Broken heart
Bay left me in the kitchen completely speechless and shattered. Who is Jake married to and why is he really in Fothoman? This questions kept ringing in my head. I’d fallen in love with a sly who had charmed his way into my heart.Many times I tried to ignore my feeling for Jake but my damned pheromones just weren’t cooperating. My heart was hammering in my chest and I was having a hard time catching my breath. I crawled out of the kitchen to the porch to get a fresh air.I slumped into an old mini sofa and glanced up at my Dad who was whistling as he mends the wooden railing fence. Standing back, he admired his handwork. He’d completed one side of the railing. Two sides, the worst of the lot were left. He is working so hard and has lost a couple of pounds.It must be hard for him navigating the shark-infested waters of politics and working in the ranch at the same time. Even if Mr. Hayes become a multi millionaire he’d still not be
FATAL DESIRE Irresistible Attraction
I watched Jake talk about his relationship with Jennet and all I wanted to do was to absorb all his pain through a warm embrace. Attracted to him as I was, this was an impossible situation for me to find myself. All I’d do was remember that Jake was exactly the sort of man I had no intention of being attracted to, and that might just be enough to nullify the physical awareness.No one deserves to be separated from their Loved ones. I understand his pain, I Know how hard it was for me knowing that I have a mother who didn’t give a fuck about me. Jake deserves to be loved, he deserves to be in his child’s life. He is too good to be treated with no ounce of regard.I raised an eyebrow and waited patiently for him to finish talking. I had a lot to say as well but I’d let him finish first. The guilt that I misjudged him churned in my stomach but I was still slightly angry that he hid such a sensitive information from me.Jake ran his han
FATAL DESIRE Cupcakes
Jake walked several feet behind me as we made our way back to the ranch. He shot me a flirtatiously wink and darted towards the railing fencing where Mr. Schuyler is having a conversation with two men in suit… either they are bankers or investors. They were looking over the large pasture, where cows are calmly grazing over many acres.I stalked into the stables to see my horse, Burly because I haven’t seen her in days. I wanted to make sure she was in good health and being feed well. I walked into my father shoveling the floor. He wiped the sweat on his brow and scanned the stables as if everything in it was a puzzle, each piece a game to be mastered. He’s been doing this half of his life but the confusion on his face recently shows a considerable retirement or could it be that Mr. Schuyler is considering selling the ranch?Bay was never interested in running the Ranch, hence the reason Mr. Schuyler may want to sell the it, in order to dabble fully
FATAL DESIRE Contradicting
On sighting Emily excitement rippled up my spine like chain lightening. Before I could prevent it, the memory of our stormy kiss in the auditorium curved back to weaken me. I have been avoiding her and even snuck out of school before dismissal because I figured the only way to prevent it from happening again is to give her a little space. If I’d tell her upfront that I don’t feel same way about her she’d be broken. With a guilt rippled smile on my face, I walked up to where she is waiting in the porch, her hip leaning against the railing and her arms curled around her chest.Emily is the bravest girl I know. She did the unthinkable, and opened up to Ted and her parents immediately things went down between us that she is attracted to women. Her bravery, Self realization, and honesty is awe inspiring and inspirational to say the least. I am also on self realization quest, even though mine has taken a different turn I still don’t think our sexuality
FATAL DESIRE My rock
I led Jake by the wrist into my bedroom and jammed the door behind us. I pushed him to sit on the bed without hesitation. I sat on his lap with my both knees by the side of his thighs and snaked my arms around his neck, pulling his body to flush against mine. He could feel my heat, my dampness through the silky material as I start to slowly give him a lap dance. His hands curved on my hips, trailing down until he cupped and smacked my ass hard... my mound, my thighs moved up to meet his caress. I steadily grind my waist against his already hard cock jumping excitedly beneath his pants. He grabbed the back of my neck and pull me in to kiss my lips senseless, his kisses, the caress of his hands on my thighs and ass ragging indrawn breath from me, followed by a quivering moan. His hand moved beneath my dress to my heated center. He started throbbing hotly. I was moist and swollen, so, so slick to the touch of his fingers.Jake pulled away and looked into my longing eyes, his
FATAL DESIRE Suspension
I shuffled my way through a mild crowd loitering in the hallway with my arms wrapped around my chest as cold emanating from the air conditioner lined over the wall buffeted against me. I’d worry less about the cold and think more on what happened between Emily and I in the auditorium. Bay didn’t mind but one person who’d never let go of her grudges is Claire Gustavo. Emily stood up to her and she’d never back down without making us pay.I’ve been experiencing relentless, persistent, and all the humiliating forms of bulling since second grade and it was mostly orchestrated by Claire. She’s been on my case for far too long… you would have thought that I’d be used to that after the way my life unfolded, but it was kind of the opposite, I was sick of it. If I didn’t know Claire to be outspoken and blunt I’d say she's torturing me because of Bay. My relationship with Bay have been a perfect secret.. she couldn’t have
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