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CHAPTER 19: MY FEAR

Author: Goddess
last update Last Updated: 2025-07-18 02:05:08

***CRYSTAL'S POV***

My mouth felt stuffed, and it was uncomfortable. The big dick in my mouth made me feel like there was a tear at the corner of my mouth.

My tears rolled down my face, not from the pain but from the uncertainty in my heart.

I felt confused and lost. I had no idea what to do or what I was doing.

When I saw the lust in Xavier's eyes, a part of me jumped in joy, but then again, apart from lust, what else does Xavier have for me?

The answer was crystal clear.

Xavier had no feelings for me except hatred, and that would never change.

He hated me. He wanted to destroy me, and his actions proved exactly that.

Maybe he would continue to hate me even after this, or maybe he would want to throw me out of the mansion, but I still wanted to satisfy him.

I wanted to make him feel excited even if it would cost my purity. I wanted to use on him everything I learned from the girls in the prison, and when I looked at his red eyes, I realised I was making the right move.

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