Chapter 57: Lillian

Lying in Jordan’s arms, I stare up at the ceiling unable to sleep.  Even if I had just told half the cops that I am going to kill George, I don’t care anymore.  I must do it, no matter what the consequences are.

It’s 4 in the morning and all I can think about now is how I am going to stop this misery.  The first thing I must do is contact a few people and find out who is the most reliable and can keep their mouth shut.  The next thing I must worry about is the fact that my conscience will weigh heavily on me from here on out.  If it was just a matter of getting rid of him it would be one thing, but how is what is troubling me.

So, I devise a plan to hire a hit man and then have him either infiltrate the prison or arrange for someone already there to do it for him.  But either way, he can’t live.  Knowing this, I climb out of bed exhausted and worried, but somewhat finally at peace with all of it. 

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