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ANYONE WHO STOOD AGAINST THE DREYS WAS SOMEONE I COULD USE

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Chapter 76

Aurelia

Now, here I am. Nothing of who I used to be.

The driver dropped me outside my building and I let myself in without turning on a single light.

I stood in the dark hallway for a moment, listening to nothing but my own breathing, then walked through to the bathroom and sat down on the cold tile floor with my knees pulled up to my chest.

I cried the way I never let anyone see me cry anymore. Not Freya. Not Sienna. Not the version of me that had walked into that bar tonight in a
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