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DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT

作者: Ray Nhedicta
last update 公開日: 2026-03-08 23:13:55

Chapter 57

Dreyven

I knew I'd fucked up the moment I opened my eyes and reality came crashing down around me like shattered glass cutting deep. What the fuck had I done?

I was supposed to tell Aurelia the truth but instead I'd made everything infinitely more complicated and infinitely more painful for when the truth finally came out.

I'd successfully taken her virginity even though I knew I didn't deserve it.

I knew that taking something so precious under false pretenses made me the worst kin
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