"Will you mistakenly enter the wrong room at night, the wrong bed, the wrong one?"
brother? ”
Blake's words echo through my brain even half an hour after I ran away from him to my room.
It shocks me over and over again and every time it gets more and more of an enigma to me. Not I know a man who turned down Rose, and as far as I can see, she won't easy to reconcile.
I pray to God that he only tempts me because he doubts my marriage. Not I believe he is a sort of people with no respect for family, in order to be dared to seduce his brother's wife. Maybe his jokes are just like that weird and weird? No, something else doesn't fit. What to do, no I know no one like him. I don't know him at all, and what do I do now worry, I have no one to tell. Rose is the only friend I have, a
Victor's only friend. What the hell is wrong with me looking at my door all the time? Well, I don't think so come in the middle of the night? The thoughts that occupy me make me jump below blankets in a hurry and I lock the door. Just in case. In the morning there is a knock on my door and I get up thinking it is Victor and I open without question, still squinting. Blake’s appearance at my door shakes me a little, actually, I wake up completely while his gaze streaks across me. At this point, I feel naked even though my pajamas are short on me.
“Morning Samantha! Did you fall asleep? You look pretty enticing in the morning. Does your husband know you in that issue? ”
I don't understand anything about this man. Is he kind of unpleasant and disturbing, or sarcastic or even all that, in one of his addresses menu?
"Morning, Blake. Sorry, I can't think yet. Do you need me? ”
"I need to." I watch him finally tell me what to do, but he does stare at my, surely tousled hair and just glanced over to her as bewitched. I still haven’t seen that man laugh.
"Then? What exactly do you need? ”I spoke after a minute of silence and of his views.
"I got what I wanted. Are we going to work to take a look at the company? ”
"We're leaving in half an hour." He nodded and went downstairs, while I was the last fool I ask what he got it for and what he needed it for. I'm getting ready too I pull on a knee-length skirt and a white blouse and braid my hair into a casual one braid.
The boys are already in the kitchen, drinking coffee and having breakfast. I can't notice how obviously it is a family trait to suit them all so well they stand, and Blake, I must admit, stands so great, so perfectly. Have that attitude of the master, self-sufficient, determined, and strict, above all capable. If I ignore that weird way of speaking, which is incomprehensible completely, I have to admit something else. He's a nice man, it really is. And handsome and above all attractive. No wonder he looked at my runaway often at him. Thick black hair, short beard, equally dark, and the deep eyes of the penetrating gaze, the one that stripped you to the bone and left you in a place exposed.
I forget that it is dangerous and forbidden, so I give one away from an imaginary slap and I look away from him. I call myself a little so after breakfast, we head to the firm. Blake will be with his father-in-law, I will
Victor. Today, the father-in-law will just introduce us to colleagues and introduce us, and then
sort out the procedure and take over the job a bit. We attract attention by just entering the firm as we walk to the first floor towards the mother-in-law Alright. Upstairs is a meeting room where Victor will have a baby presentation. Amy, the head of the general affairs office, approaches me immediately
replaced in two months. We meet so it leads me to my own, actually my office. Victor brought me here for the first time two weeks ago. 'Samantha, this will be your table, from tomorrow we will start lightly with business. "
I nod to the older lady as I watch the employees with they follow Blake and Victor with interest. I meet the others the girls from the department so Victor calls me that it’s time for a presentation.
The meeting room is large, currently crowded with seventy employees.
It's over.I feel like it's over.*******She cries behind closed doors, I hear her, she bursts with every sob of my heart. And me? I don’t go to her, I stay on the other side and cry more than her. She hides so I don't see her pain and weakness, and I hide so I don't I make this harder and I don't push her even deeper into the darkness she's heading towards. I know that feeling, it draws you to itself, it promises you that you won't feel anything anymore, you will not even remember, everything will be covered by darkness, but at least you will not suffer anymore. AND he extends his arms even if you take a step back, you somehow think of looking back, to find some good in yourself and around you that will keep you from leaving into that darkness, you are desperately looking for that light that will illuminate you. And that's why I know yes to her I need to be that light and that is why I will not show weakness now, I will not show my own pain to share with
I'm here, I'm alive, for now. I never imagined my life with Blake as a fairy tale, I never did nor did she believe in fairy tales, but that he was my prince is, he was, my dark prince who came to light because of me and by his appearance made me a woman who will never give in to any life again obstacle. I didn’t expect our lives to be honey and milk, but never, not even for a moment I had no idea that so much would take my life, so much to load, to bleed my heart so many times. For whose sins do I suffer? At the moment, I’m just not strong. No, while sitting in a chair into the children’s room, and for days I shed tears looking at the empty crib he’s in my Hanna should have gone home with me. She should have been drinking milk now, try the first bath, she should have woken us up in the morning or made us happy while she was we watch him sleep. We should have held her in our arms now, rocked her, and enjoyed that wonderful scent of a child. But I didn’
After work, I come home in silence with my brother, and Samantha greets us cheerfully at the entrance."My boys, lunch is on the table, in fact, it's already dinner and it's cold because 18:00 has already passed. So where are you? ”"Don't ask, baby, don't ask." Victor walked directly past her dining room."Blake, what is it?""We didn't pass the competition.""Oh, God!" He put his hand over his mouth and sighed in disappointment."Well, that means…" He looked at me desperately."Yes, that means just that.""Let's eat now, we'll come up with something."We have been sitting at dinner for half an hour and eating in a silence that only here and there a heavy sigh breaks out."I will sell the house on Aurora Lake and it will be an injection into our firm." Samantha's sudden announcement made my brother stare at her."You're not going to do that, it's a memory of your parents." No way to let her do
Today, Samantha is already in her twentieth week of pregnancy, so I’m following her on examination by a gynecologist, hoping to finally find out the sex. Baby teases us, the last time she turned around we couldn't see anything. I get nervous every time before we get into their practice. Admittedly, the first time I came and saw that Samantha would examine a young doctor, I felt like taking her outside and looking for her doctor. As if she knew what was going on in my head, she squeezed my hand and she glared at me to stay calm and not make a scene.That first time I was standing next to that screen and pretending to be crazy when he was a doctor showed the child, and I saw only some stains and nodded. But so when Samantha took me with her for a checkup at sixteen weeks, when I saw that little wonder moving inside, his face developing, arms, legs… hell sam I felt tears in the corners of my eyes. I do not know the last time I cried, but this ... this was stronger t
I don't dream, my favorite is there, next to me, in my bed. Free we are and we are together. Isn't this the best thing in the world? Have by your side a man who looks at you as if no one else exists, touches you as if he wanted to convince you that you really exist in reality, utters promises and oaths to you eternal love… and finally, a man who would sacrifice himself for you. Our happiness is only doubled by the fact that we will become a really small family for just over seven months. We are a real family from the first days, although in our case everything turned out so comical, but again romantic… we survived various blows, it all just made us stronger. It's not Blake now calmer than ever? Am I not stronger now than before? Is not it Victor happier now?"Love, thank you for trusting me," I say softly to him an ear as I hugged him, clinging to his back."Luckily, I don't trust anyone like you. There is no better place in the world from your embrace. &
Why don’t I feel aggression, restlessness, anger, madness, and I’m located far away from my beauty, not before my eyes, under my fingers?I understand why, because I have finally fulfilled my purpose, so will I. do something for her. I'll take this, and here in this cold cell, behind bars ... I couldn't even see that. I know loneliness, she has been my companion for years, I know all my own thoughts, even the blackest ones, lived with me every day, and that's why I don't like this heavy. Maybe in a month, maybe in a year, my beauty will wait. That’s what makes me calm. Next to her, our child will be waiting for me. I don't believe it yet! My beauty he will give me a child. Child. Is life a little fucking with me?A little to me, a little to take?Now that I know the two of them are waiting for me outside, I can survive it all. Even and the touch of that guard as he led me to the cell, even the separation from Samantha because at the end of the