Everyone wants to see the new boss Blake currently standing on legs, slightly apart, arms close to the body, while gaze crosses over of his subjects. I look here and there at his profile. I'll have to watch it every day and I know it won’t be easy for me. Victor finished his presentation on profits and contracted jobs
firms in this quarter, so the father-in-law takes the floor and appears before employees.
"Dear colleagues, see that the day has come for me to leave, and yes young hopes and strengths come. In my place comes my son Blake, Victor will go to Procurement and Samantha to the Administration. I trust them completely and I have no doubt you will have good cooperation with them. Thank you all for your dedicated work in our company. "
Applause filled the hall, after which Blake stepped forward and began his speech, measured and serious.
"Thank you all once again for the welcome. From tomorrow we start by getting to know each other. I believe my father was a great superior to you, but I would just remind you that I am not my father and that you can safely expect a slightly different relationship. Thanks again."
There is a brief silence in the air before the applause intensifies after his words. He’s really hard to understand and read, but that’s why Victor steps on the scene and softens the thing through a joke.
"You'll get used to my brother's humor, just don't get too carried away approach and touch him. "
This elicits loud laughter from several colleagues, but not the same laughter I see Blake. His facial expression is still an undefined mask. Not I miss the fact that Victor's statement also carries a glimmer of truth. Blake really doesn’t like intimacy and excessive touches and I totally understand him. Never I didn’t like that excessive smacking, hugging and all that was my college classmates practiced at every meeting, and as soon as one she turned her back, the other would start talking against her.
That's why I only stayed on good terms with Victor and Rose. I love her because she is as honest as she is silly. Somehow we found each other because her other colleagues didn’t really like it as it was very popular with guys. What can I say, it's her life, I don't care who she spends nights with if it makes her happy?
Victor approaches me after the meeting and takes me by the hand to his office, a little more shows me around the company so we are getting ready to go to a business lunch with other leaders. Blake sits down next to me, and I notice him again avoids handshakes and contact with other people. I remember our meeting as well as each subsequent contact. I may be imagining it, but it seems to me that it is
every touch of his hand, either on my hand, cheek, or like last night on to my lips, was too intimate and certainly, too long retained. There she is next to me, maybe a little too close, while Victor sits with mine
on the other side. A little, just a little I turn my head towards him and catch a whiff of his scent. Of course, it has to smell good, just everything it must impress me on it.
"Excited?" I hear his muffled voice as the others sit down at the table and talk.
"I pray?"
Excited? Do I look excited? I don't even know what a woman is like when is excited. Does he think he excites me? Countless thoughts swarm in my head as he stares into my confused face to explain to me.
"Excited about work?"
"Yeah," I answered hastily, relieved. Now I imagine it is ambiguous.
"Hungry?"
"Yeah." I sound limited again. For God's sake, Samantha. Just I am ashamed of myself. Not that I have a need to impress him, but to myself strange like this. Horror.
"I like your hair." His hoarse, deep voice vibrates beside him my cheek, so I mutter a brief thanks as I try to breathe evenly as he just raises his right arm over the backrest chairs and runs it along my braid, all the way to the bottom of my back and fingers just hold it for a few seconds too long in that place where it sends me tingling all over the body. I don't say anything, I don't do anything, I just breathe a sigh of relief who knows how many times he finally removes his hand.
He seems to like to touch me. Yes, I'm sure of that now. Do it lightly and gently, boldly, but with special care. I definitely will Victor had to ask a few things about his brother. I don't know how to do it it informs me not to turn out to be interested in him, but hell, I have to understand. Lunch is served soon, so fellow leaders drag Blake in conversation, and I especially concentrate on the tone and color of his voice.
Shit, even his voice impressed me because it’s deep and penetrating, like everything on it simply attracts his attention, which it seems to me he doesn't want. That is why his sentences are concise but direct enough to leave you a little taken aback and in thought. I see many watching him with interest and wondering how he will be working with him. I completely understand them because I don't even know what to expect. Victor touches my arm at one point and catches my attention and addressed me with a smile.
"You go home with Blake, man, and I have a date. can I? ”
I nod because I have no other, and Blake reaches over me and takes the key to Victor's car.
"I will have to get a car, it's not okay to use my brother all the time. Although my brother is happy to share all his with me. "
Say this a little too close to my ear, obviously not to be heard and done by others that my skin itches even though it seems too hot in there and not even there a breath of cold, currently so desirable, air.
What can I do for him? Nothing. He didn’t insult me because maybe just mine the brain thus interprets his statements. But I am surprised as always and without reaction. After lunch, Victor and his father-in-law go to the firm and I walk by Blake to the car. The moment we need to cross the road, Blake catches my hand, but I pull it out and hurry to the parking lot.
"Does it bother you?" I'm just watching you. ”I hear his voice a little behind mine back.
"You don't have to watch me." I bow my head because the touch is disturbing in an unusual way.
"I need to, no one else does." Now he hurried and made me slow down and stare at his back. Keep the door open so you can slip past him and sit down. The car starts and we leave, but after a couple of
minutes, I see we're not going home.
"Where are you driving me?"
"Home."
"This is not the way home."
"Yes, but longer."
"Why are we going a long way?"
"I want to drive while you're with me."
I look straight ahead and shut up because if I say anything, I’ll just sink deeper into his confusion. It takes a straight forty minutes to drive that otherwise, it lasts fifteen minutes. They fill the interior of the car all the time the sounds of our breathing and its smell affecting my brain like some drug. I sit still, still, silent so as not to challenge him. As soon as he parks in the garage, I rush out and hurry upstairs, but in vain, he's on my heels.
"Samantha, where are you in a hurry?" I hear him walking behind me.
"I'm going to do something."
see that I try so hard to get away from him.
"Can I help you with what you need to do?"
"Not."
"We're alone, we can do whatever you want."
It forces me to turn around and look at him closely, just to make sure does he have a mocking smile on his face as a sign that he's just fucking with me.
But nothing. He looks at me pretty seriously as I keep my hand on the doorknob and I watch his face.
"Samantha, you have no idea what I'm reading in your eyes. My brother is not aware of what he has next to him, when in fact he is not. ”Bring my face closer, lay down put your hand on mine and open the door so I can enter.
"And Samantha, this is the last time I'll let you run."
In an instant, I am behind my door and catching my breath again for one of his touches, because of one of his sentences. Her back is leaning on a tree, as a million little squirrels walk through my body, I wonder who knows which time.
Will someone explain to me what the hell is happening to me?
Need.That’s how I feel about Samantha. They need to be close to me. Not he has to say anything, he doesn't have to do anything, he doesn't even have to look at me, he doesn't turn to me, just to be next to me. What kind of action it is, I can't say, but it is what I feel and somehow, it doesn’t bother me at all. In fact, it calms me down, it works divinely on me. There has been no woman in the last four years whose closeness I wished. And now one appears and it must be my wife's brother. I don’t control my tongue and actually want to throw the blue one next to it tablet. Fuck, if a woman knew I was drinking that shit, the guarantor would run away from this one house. I don't want her to leave, because I need her to look, I need that confusion, that fascination, almost submissiveness as he looks at me and as he listens to me.I want kisses and touches with her, everything that disgusts me from others which upsets me.I know I can't get that. Un
The night is long for me, insomnia torments me again as I call to mind Samantha's appearance, to calm me down at least a little. All sorts of nonsense to me come to mind, nothing strange, but one thing becomes clearer to me. Touch yes. Sex is not. I would have to stop taking pills for that. And I can't do that to do, I must not expose her to it.What the fuck are you thinking about having sex with your brother's wife, you lunatic? Like she would allow anything! Like you can do it! That voice again.So what, I can at least imagine. It's a sin, but I don't have a ticket anyway for paradise, not even for purgatory.At least I indulge in fantasies, in which she is there next to me and she lets me touch her. Just that, I don't need to feel anything anymore either it just calms me down so easily and lets me fall asleep. In the morning only the three of us go to Victor's car to work, he's old today at the doctor's office. Samantha receives the doorknob to sit behind, s
Thank God he's gone! I breathe easier as soon as Blake steps into the airport and Victor and I. headed home. A man simply kills me with his closeness. Brain off, senses are taken away, tongue-tied, breathing stopped. I feel next to him like a corpse. Okay, I'm lying. From the outside, I may be completely stiff but inside… for God's sake… Is it possible that my insides flicker like a leaf in the wind, that my heart jumps in my throat, that my blood is stronger and that everything in me wants something more from him? But what on earth, what? I argue with myself as we drive home. "Samantha, are you getting any more messages?" Victor interrupts my internal quarrel. "Not. They stopped just after the wedding. Good thing you posted the wedding in newspapers. I mean, I really hope this is the end of torture. " "Me too. We did well. ”He glanced at me briefly and gave me a present with a slight smile. "Yes, Victor. How about you?" "Okay,
Basically, the conclusion of the evening is that I’m not normal because I’m barely waiting for him to leave and now that he's gone, I'm bored. Do I miss that weird attention? Or the feeling he awakens in me? Yes, I'm not normal because I don't even know how is called that feeling. I wished a thousand times that my life would be monotonous, just yes the messages of hatred and threats that arrived as anonymous, but still, cease I knew whose they were. And now they have stopped. Fear and looking back on the street is at least stopped, but I remain cautious. Today is the tenth day since Blake left, and father-in-law and Victor have him in memory for breakfast."Blake called last night. He has to complete the notice period because he will otherwise have to pay some money and there is no severance pay. It looks like he was in a hurry at home because he even said he would give up severance pay, but I did it convinced that you should not come because for now, you old man
The first day I got back to Seattle, everything went wrong.The CEO called me because he got my dismissal decision."Blake, I respect you, but you know that according to the contract, you have to work notice period, which in your case is a month and a half. Not one month. With that that we are now halfway through the project on which our budget for next year depends. You have done a great job in these four years and it will be very difficult to find you replacement. Also, your severance pay and bonus depend on respect employment contract, you understand? I can’t have double criteria, even for you, who put the whole department in order. " I understand what he’s telling me, but he doesn’t understand me with everyone his word overwhelms restlessness, madness darkens the brain and I need that one another pill, that sweet, messy packet of black hair and brown eyes. How can I last almost two fucking months without seeing her, no I smell, I don't touch? I fi
We have lunch at a restaurant at a table for four, and I sit next to it her. She changed into a white dress. He looks to me like the most beautiful angel s with that crow's hair, and yet to me it is the greatest temptation that drives me into sin. Samantha apologizes for going to the bathroom to wash her hands, so I apologize and I go after her. When we moved away from my father and brother, I grabbed her by the elbow and make him stop. I step into her face and ask seriously."What were you doing in my room?""How do you know?" I'm not happy that she's afraid of me like this, so I answer her relaxed."You just confirmed it to me." He pursed his lips a little as he looked at me submissively, but nothing answers but looks down at my lips."Don't you dare come when I'm in the room?" Only when I'm gone? ”Her breathing she speeds up as her honey breath burns on my lips, away from hers just a few inches."Dare Samantha, dare. Whatever you're lookin
I indulge, I feel my resistance land, my walls fall because it is there next to me, next to my office, next to my room. There he is alive, dangerous, a dark, handsome, attractive man who sends me signals that mine the brain may recognize poorly, but that is why the body reacts to its instruction.When my eyes see his appearance, all actions, all movements at the same time are subject to his orders.He doesn’t mention my marriage anymore, but he’s definitely working on that from me to get confirmation of this farce. This is the only way I can explain this game he plays with me, and I accept her without the possibility of rejection. Simply is, NO as an answer does not exist when he approaches me when he starts with it with the magic that hypnotizes me. I'll spoil everything, I'm afraid, they'll figure me out because what a normal woman allows her husband's brother to touch her in such a way? I'm glad we're in this set, I can think of these mistakes when he is
I invite Moby to come into the house to give him food so I can get through near Blake, rubbing his torso with his elbow. I hear how over silently he follows me into the kitchen and as I reach over the counter with a bag of food for Moby, Blake paused behind me, laid down his hands on my waist, and turned me towards him. We look into each other's eyes and in one blink we both know what we're going to do now. And as that bag falls out of my hands, he grabs my head closer to himself and he kisses me, first pressing small kisses, and then boldly penetrating his tongue in my mouth. The fucking volcano erupts inside me and makes me absorb it like thirsty man water while my hands fall down my body and he one a kiss causes me to withdraw like never before. He walks away from me as a threat flashes in his eyes, but I still don’t strength to escape, to end this, but with one blink, one with a wave of my hand I let it be known to continue. And he obeys me, clinging to himself, and kisses