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Chapter 38

ผู้เขียน: Aurora Blakes
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The residency program was scheduled to end in two weeks, which meant Miguel and I needed to make decisions about what came next. Return to New York and resume our lives there, or find a way to extend our time in Italy.

"What if we stayed longer?" Miguel asked one evening as we sat on the terrace watching the sun set over the valley.

"How much longer?"

"Another six months. Maybe a year. Isabella knows someone with a studio space in Florence we could rent cheaply, and there are other residency programs we could apply to."

The idea was both exciting and terrifying. Another six months in Italy meant more time to develop our art, more time in this beautiful place we had come to love. It also meant more time away from real life, from the gallery connections I had built in New York, from Mrs. Martinez and Sarah and the community I had created.

"What about your work?" I asked. "The galleries in New York that were interested in your sculptures?"

"They will still be interested in six months. Ma
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