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Falling For The Boy I Was Never Supposed To Love
Falling For The Boy I Was Never Supposed To Love
Penulis: Ink& echo

The Rumor That Changed Everything

Penulis: Ink& echo
last update Tanggal publikasi: 2026-05-21 16:18:44

Amara Bennett learned two years ago that humiliation had a sound.

It sounded like thirty people laughing while screenshots of your private confession spread through the entire school cafeteria before lunch period ended.

Ever since then, she avoided anything remotely capable of destroying her dignity again.

Which was exactly why she knew the universe hated her when she walked into first-period literature Monday morning and found an unfamiliar boy sitting in her seat.

He looked up slowly.

Dark hair falling over his forehead. Gray hoodie sleeves pushed carelessly to his elbows. A face unfairly attractive in the calmest possible way.

The kind of attractive that didn’t try.

Which made it worse.

Amara stopped beside the desk.

“You’re sitting in my seat.”

The boy blinked once before glancing at the empty chair beside him.

Then back at her.

“I had a feeling you’d say that.”

Her eyes narrowed immediately. “Do I know you?”

A smile tugged briefly at the corner of his mouth.

“No.”

Something about the way he answered made her suspicious.

Before she could respond, Mrs. Holloway entered the classroom carrying three books and the exhaustion of someone who regretted becoming a teacher every weekday morning.

“Class, this is Julian Reyes. He transferred here last week.”

Of course his name was Julian Reyes.

It sounded like the kind of name people wrote songs about.

Half the girls in class straightened instinctively.

Amara rolled her eyes internally.

Mrs. Holloway pointed toward the empty chair beside him. “Amara, you can sit there today.”

Perfect.

Absolutely perfect.

She dropped into the chair with all the enthusiasm of someone attending their own execution.

Beside her, Julian quietly slid her fallen pen from the floor onto her notebook before she even noticed she’d dropped it.

“Thanks,” she muttered automatically.

“You tap your foot when you’re annoyed,” he said casually.

Amara froze.

“What?”

He nodded toward her leg bouncing beneath the desk.

“Oh.” She stopped immediately. “Congratulations. You can observe basic human behavior.”

That smile appeared again.

Small. Quick. Dangerous.

“I’m starting to think you don’t like me very much.”

“You just arrived.”

“And you already look exhausted by my existence.”

“That’s because I am.”

To her irritation, he laughed softly.

Not offended.

Not annoyed.

Like he genuinely found her amusing.

Mrs. Holloway began discussing poetry, but Amara struggled to focus because every few minutes she caught Julian glancing at her notebook.

At first she thought he was judging her handwriting.

Then she realized he was reading the tiny song lyrics scribbled in the margins.

Embarrassing.

She flipped the page quickly.

Julian leaned back slightly. “You crossed out the last line.”

Her head snapped toward him. “Why are you looking at my notebook?”

“You write like you’re arguing with yourself.”

“What does that even mean?”

“It means the first version sounded sad.” His voice softened slightly. “The second version sounded angry.”

Amara stared at him.

Nobody had ever noticed things like that before.

And honestly?

It irritated her more than if he’d insulted her.

Before she could answer, Ivy suddenly dropped into the empty desk behind them.

Her eyes immediately widened.

“Oh my God,” Ivy whispered dramatically. “You’re the new guy everybody’s talking about.”

Julian turned politely. “Should I be concerned?”

“Yes,” Ivy answered immediately. “This school eats attractive people alive.”

Amara snorted before she could stop herself.

Julian looked at her instantly, clearly pleased he’d managed to make her laugh accidentally.

Which was annoying.

Again.

By lunchtime, the entire school already knew Julian Reyes existed.

And apparently, according to Chloe’s text messages, half the female population had collectively lost their minds over him.

Chloe: IS THE NEW GUY ACTUALLY HOT OR ARE PEOPLE BEING DRAMATIC??

Amara: Dramatic.

Pause.

Amara: Unfortunately.

Chloe responded with seventeen screaming emojis.

Ivy nearly choked laughing beside her in the cafeteria.

“You admitted he’s attractive,” she gasped.

“I admitted humans possess eyesight.”

“That’s basically a love confession coming from you.”

Amara ignored her.

Mostly because Julian had just entered the cafeteria.

And somehow the room actually reacted.

People looked up.

Whispers started instantly.

He seemed completely unaware of it.

Or maybe just uninterested.

Noah Carter walked beside him saying something animated while Julian scanned the crowded room absentmindedly—

Until his eyes landed directly on Amara.

Then stopped.

Her stomach did something uncomfortable.

He smiled slightly before walking toward their table.

Absolutely not.

“No,” Amara muttered under her breath.

Ivy looked delighted. “YES.”

Julian stopped beside their table. “Mind if we sit here?”

“We do,” Amara answered.

Noah burst out laughing.

Julian pulled out the chair anyway. “I’ll take that as a maybe.”

“You’re strangely persistent for someone who’s known me six hours.”

“You’re strangely defensive for someone who doesn’t care.”

Ivy physically looked between them like she was watching live television.

Amara stabbed aggressively at her fries.

“This conversation is painful.”

Julian rested an elbow lightly against the table. “You always this nice to new students?”

“Only the suspicious ones.”

“And I’m suspicious because…”

“You notice too much.”

Something flickered briefly across his face then.

Something quieter.

More serious.

“You noticed that already?”

The question caught her off guard.

Before she could answer, Noah suddenly looked toward the cafeteria entrance and groaned.

“Oh no.”

Three girls from the dance team were walking directly toward their table.

Amara immediately understood the expression on his face.

One of the girls smiled brightly at Julian. “You disappeared after chemistry.”

“I was in class,” Julian answered.

“You should sit with us tomorrow.”

Julian glanced once toward Amara.

Then back at the girl.

“I think I’m okay here.”

The girl’s smile faltered slightly.

And unfortunately, several nearby students noticed.

Whispers spread instantly.

Amara closed her eyes briefly.

Wonderful.

Absolutely wonderful.

By the end of lunch, someone had already posted:

NEW GUY REJECTED SIENNA FOR AMARA BENNETT???

The attached blurry cafeteria photo made it look significantly more romantic than reality.

Ivy grabbed Amara’s arm dramatically. “OH MY GOD YOU’RE TRENDING.”

“I hate this school.”

Julian looked at the photo over Noah’s shoulder and actually laughed.

Which made Amara glare harder.

“This isn’t funny.”

“A little funny.”

“You’ve been here one day and people already think we’re dating.”

He met her eyes calmly.

“Would that really be so terrible?”

And for one horrifying second—

Her heart forgot how to beat properly.

---

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