Masuk[ SYDNEY ]
“I don’t know, Sydney,” Josephine’s voice is heavy on the phone. “But I overheard the board director telling the matron they might revoke your medical license permanently. You need to leave whatever you’re doing and come back immediately. Or it’ll look like you’re hiding.” My insides collapse, and the phone nearly slips from my fingers. I’m so fucking screwed. This nightmare keeps getting worse. Before I can respond, commotion erupts in the background. “I gotta go, Syd. Emergency patient just came in.” Josephine’s voice is urgent. The call ends abruptly. I stand there frozen, staring into space. My chest feels tight, like someone is squeezing the air out of me. “I’m so fucked.” I whisper through trembling lips. I take a deep breath, trying to pull myself together so I can return to the party before anyone notices I’m gone. But the tears come anyway. I sniff them back and turn to head back outside, but I stiffen just then. Hunter is standing right behind me. “Are you okay?” He asks, concern written all over his face. Fuck. Why do the Hart brothers always show up when I’m falling apart? “I’m fine.” I manage, forcing a thin smile and nodding. When I try to walk past him, he steps in front of me, blocking my path.“I know you, Syd,” he says softly, reaching for my arm. “I know that look. We might not be in a good place right now, but you can talk to me.”
“Hunter, please…” I try to pull my hand away, but he holds on firmly. My throat tightens. If he doesn’t let go soon, I’m going to break down right in front of him. “I’m here for you,” he insists. “If something’s weighing on you, you’re not alone…” “Just fucking let go of me!” I finally snap, yanking my hand free with all my strength. Tears finally spill down my face. Just GREAT! “Stop acting like you care! You never did. You never cared when shit happened to me, and now you’re playing the caring guy? What do you think I am? Still that naive seventeen-three-year-old girl you took advantage of and ruined?” Hunter’s face twists with guilt and hurt. I stop myself from apologizing. I’ve held everything in for so long. I deserve to let some of it out. “Just leave me alone, Hunter.” I say, my voice weak and exhausted as I try to brush past him. But he grabs my wrist and pulls me into a tight hug, slamming my body against his. My breath seizes. “I’m sorry.” He whispers against my neck, his warm breath brushing my skin. His arms wrap low around my waist, holding me close. “I never meant to hurt you that much. I’ve lived with regret every day since then. Seeing you again after all these years… I’m so sorry, Syd. I deserve every bit of your anger.” For a moment, I stand stunned, blinking against his chest. This isn’t right. If anyone sees us like this, I’m finished. “That’s enough, Hunter…” I say, trying to push him away. But he holds tighter, his hand sliding even lower down my waist. Panic surges through me. “Hate me all you want,” he murmurs. “Hit me. Curse at me. I deserve it all.” “Hunter…” I warn through clenched teeth. But the words die in my throat as I spot a pair of furious, wide eyes glaring at us from behind him. “You cunt!” Cassie. Shit! I shove Hunter away with all my strength just as he turns and sees her storming up the stairs toward us. “You desperate, hungry bitch!” Cassie screams at the top of her lungs, pushing past Hunter. “What the hell are you trying to do? Steal my boyfriend?” Before I can back away, she reaches me and lunges. I scream in pain as she grabs a fistful of my hair and yanks it violently, tossing my head around in rage. “You think I didn’t see you two? Huh?” Cassie screams, shoving me hard against the wall. My back hits it with a crack. “You tricked my boyfriend into following you up here and thought I wouldn’t notice?!” “What the fuck are you talking about?!” I yell, grabbing at her hair to push her off me. “I came up here alone!” “Fucking liar!” She slams my head against the wall. Pain explodes behind my eyes. I almost black out. “Hey! That’s enough, Cass!” Hunter tries to pull her off, but Cassie fights like a wild animal. I don’t know where she gets this kind of strength from. Finally, someone yanks her away and pushes her into a corner. I shove my messy hair out of my face, panting hard. My lower lip is split, and I can taste blood. When I glance down, I see the neckline of my dress is torn, exposing more than half of my breast. Shit. I quickly try to adjust it, but when I look up, I freeze. A small crowd has gathered. The commotion must have drawn them. Faces stare at me with curiosity and judgment. Heat rushes to my face. I want the ground to open up and swallow me whole. That’s when I notice Raven standing a little away, holding Cassie back. He was the one who pushed her off me. Cassie’s still struggling like a madwoman. Raven leans in and says something to her, his jaw tight, and eyes cold with warning. Whatever he says works, as she stops fighting and just glares at him with murder in her eyes. He releases her, and she steps back. Then he turns to me. I look down immediately, trying to pull myself together. But before I can take two steps in my bid to escape, he blocks my path. Without a word, he drapes his tuxedo jacket over my shoulders, covering the torn dress. The warm fabric carries his lemon cologne and smoke smell. I look up at him slowly and my throat tightens. All the toughness I’ve been holding onto crumbles, and my lips quiver, tears spilling down my cheeks before I can stop them. Quietly, Raven simply places a hand on my back and leads me away from the staring crowd. We walk in silence until we reach the rooftop. The same spot where we argued yesterday. “Here, sit.” He pulls a chair over and guides me into it. I sit without protest, eyes downcast. “I have a handkerchief,” he says, pulling one out. He brings it to my split lip and gently cleans the blood. “I’ll ask my assistant to bring a first aid kit, okay?” I nod silently. Words feel too heavy right now. My mind is spinning, replaying how fast my life has turned into a complete mess, wondering if there'll ever be an escape route out of this. A solution. A solution… My eyes drift to Raven. He’s on one knee in front of me, focused on cleaning my lip with careful, gentle movements. Hunter’s warning from last night echoes in my head. A psychopath. That’s what he called Raven. Someone who cannot feel emotions like a normal person. A dysfunction he’s carried ever since he was a boy. “That’ll do for now.” Raven says quietly. He sets the handkerchief down and adjusts his jacket around me, making sure it covers me properly. “I need to check your ankle. Need to be sure there’s no sprain.” He adds, leaning down. He slips off one of my heels and lifts my foot gently. His fingers brush my skin lightly like a feather, surprisingly soothing. “Raven…” I finally whisper, my voice shaky. He lifts his gaze to meet mine. I swallow hard, my decision made even though it feels stupidly insane. “I accept your proposal,” I say. “Let’s get married.”[RAVEN]“I… you…” For almost a full minute, Sydney just stands there stuttering, a soft pink flush spreading across her face. Embarrassment. I’m fighting hard not to smile.Then she folds her arms and shifts into that sharp, defensive look of hers. The one she always puts on when she’s about to go on the attack just to get off the hook.“You! Aren’t you supposed to be on that plane right now? What are you still doing here?”I bite back another laugh as I look down at her. She’s still in her pajamas and clearly hasn’t realized it yet. The fact that she ran all the way here like this does something dangerous to my chest.“Maybe because I saw a slender five-six feet girl running frantically through the crowd,” I answer, keeping my voice low and calm as usual. “I couldn’t just leave her standing here.”Her body freezes like a deer caught in headlights. She starts stuttering again.“I… uh… well…” Then her voice suddenly rises, as if she’s found her excuse. “I wanted to thank you for what
[ SYDNEY]I push Raven’s door open the second I reach it, panting like I’ve just run a marathon. The room is empty. My stomach drops. Where the hell could he have gone?“What are you doing?” Ellis’s voice comes from behind me. I spin around to find him standing there, a confused look on his face.I ignore the question.“Where’s Raven?”Ellis leans back slightly, clearly caught off guard. “Why are you asking about him? Since when are you two close?”I roll my eyes. “Just stop being a jerk for once and answer me, Ellis. Where is he?”“He left for Manhattan. He’s catching a flight back.” The curiosity in his expression deepens.“Why does it matter? Is there something going on that I should know about?”My mind has already left the conversation and I’m barely hearing him. Shock roots me in place.Raven left? He’s gone?How? Why?Who fixes someone’s entire life in one move and then disappears the next second?“When is his flight?” I ask.“You’re not answering my question—”“For the love
[ SYDNEY ]When I return to my room, I find Maddie lying on her back on my bed, flipping through the high school photobook she pulled from my shelf.“Hey. Where did you go? You didn’t sleep here last night.” She eyes me suspiciously as I walk in.I collapse onto the bed beside her.“Where did you go?” She presses, dropping the photobook and flashing that toothy, mischievous smile of hers. “Don’t tell me you actually went to see that new crush of yours. Did you two fuck?”I gasp in disbelief and grab the pillow next to me, smacking her with it. She bursts into loud, manic laughter.“Look! You’re blushing!” She points at the heat creeping up my face.“You’re sick, Mads.” I roll my eyes and lie back down. “Get out of my room before I drag you out.”She keeps laughing. Just then my phone rings. I pick it up and glance at the screen.Josephine.Every trace of a smile disappears. My chest tightens with instant anger.“Who’s calling? Show me, show meee!” Maddie squeals behind me like an eag
[ RAVEN ]I wake up with the worst fucking headache of my life. It feels like someone is splitting my skull open from the inside.Grunting softly, I rub my temples, trying to ease the pain while slowly forcing my eyes open against the soft morning light.The second I try to move my head, my entire body goes rigid.Wait.Slowly, I look down. My head isn’t resting on a pillow. It’s lying on the softest thigh I’ve ever felt, covered in pink satin pajama pants.Who the…When I lift my gaze and see the owner of those thighs, my breath stops cold.Sydney?I blink several times, struggling to believe this is real. She’s fast asleep, her back resting against the headboard with a pillow supporting her head, her breathing soft and steady.She slept in my room? How did she get here? My eyes drop back to her thighs where my head is still resting. Why am I like this?No matter how hard I try to remember, nothing comes up.As if sensing I’m awake, Sydney’s eyes slowly open. The moment they meet
[ SYDNEY ]I can’t sleep no matter how hard I try. After that crazy conversation with Chelsea, I didn’t even bother going back to the party. I hadn’t planned to anyway.Instead, I went straight to my room after giving Maddie the tea and making sure she wasn’t going to return to the pool and finish what she started with Cassie. Then, I changed into my pajamas, climbed into bed, and tried to force myself to sleep just to quiet the noise in my head. The noise Chelsea had planted there.It was useless. The questions keep flooding in, and my chest tightens with every single one.Was Chelsea telling the truth about her relationship with Raven? About the kind of man he really is?Has he been playing me this whole time? Even when he said he had no intention of penetrating me during our night together… was that just another way to earn my trust?I shake my head and turn onto my other side, pressing the pillow over my ears as if that could block out my own thoughts. It doesn’t work. Fuck.E
[ SYDNEY ]Oh no.“Let go of me, you crazy bitch!” Cassie screams from underneath Maddie. Maddie is straddling her now, throwing punches and open-handed slaps while yanking hard at her hair. The girls who had been sitting near Cassie scramble away, including her usual group of followers.Some of the other girls; the ones clearly living for the drama, already have their phones out, recording the entire fight. Not a single one of them tries to stop it. Only Whitney is shouting for someone to intervene.“She’s going to kill her! Don’t just stand there! Do something!”No one moves. I don’t even consider stepping in. The last time I tried to break up a fight between Maddie and another girl back in college, I almost lost a tooth when one of Maddie’s punches caught me instead. I spent the rest of that day in the hospital.Never again. Especially not for someone like Cassie.“You have such a loud mouth, don’t you?” Maddie laughs sharply, almost maniacally, as she rains more blows down on
[ SYDNEY]“Long time no see, Sydney.” Hunter, my ex-boyfriend flashes that perfect pearly-white smile at me as his arm wraps possessively around his fiancée, Cassie’s waist. Who would’ve thought that the moment I arrive at my parents’ house in Charleston for my brother’s wedding, he’ll be one of
[RAVEN]“Oh my, Raven! It’s been forever! Look how much you’ve grown into such a fine young man.”Nina, one of my mother’s friends, gushes over me as I’m forced to tag along with my mother at the engagement party the next evening.“Thank you, Nina. You look lovely yourself.” I force a polite smile.
[ SYDNEY ]“And how exactly do you plan to help me?” I ask, watching him close the distance between us step by step.Raven stops so close that I have to tilt my head back to look at him. He’s so tall my neck aches. The cool scent of his lemon cologne mixed with cigar smoke wraps around me like a c







