Cassiopeia Nyx
I awoke to a world shrouded in confusion. The ceiling above me was unfamiliar, an expanse of soft gray, nothing like the damp, cracked stone I had grown accustomed to. My heart raced as I tried to piece together the fragments of my last memories. The Purge. There had been darkness, a cold finality, the sting of pain, and then…nothing. How was I still here? I was supposed to be dead.
My fingers curled into the sheets beneath me, the texture soft and luxurious against my skin. I glanced around the room. This was wrong. I shouldn’t be feeling anything. I shouldn’t be…alive. Panic clawed at my chest, my breath quickening as I forced myself to sit up. My body felt strange, heavy, as though it didn’t belong to me.
Before I could make sense of my surroundings, the door creaked open, and a woman hurried in. Her movements were quick but gentle, her eyes filled with something I didn’t recognize at first—pity. She looked at me like I was something fragile, something broken.
“ Oh chlid, You’re awake,” she said softly, her voice laced with relief. She fretted over my condition , my pale skin , my discouraging weight.
"What did they do to you child" She whispered in disbelief, her face morphed in understanding. She made a move to come closer to me but I shuffled back wards making her halt In her actions.
I stared at her, unable to form a coherent response. Everything about this felt wrong. Who was she? Where was I? The questions burned at the back of my mind, but the words refused to come.
She stepped closer, hesitating for a moment before speaking again. “Your mate will be here soon.”
Her words sent a jolt through me, a surge of emotions too overwhelming to name. My mate? I didn’t need a mate. I needed to die. The thought of continuing this existence, of finding some new reason to live, was too much to bear. My entire life had been nothing but pain and suffering. I had wanted to end it, to escape it all. And now this stranger was telling me that my fate was bound to someone else?
I shook my head, refusing to accept it. This had to be a dream. Or maybe I was in heaven, a twisted version of it where the pain had been replaced with this dull, disorienting numbness. But the woman’s eyes, the way she looked at me with no hatred, no disgust—it didn’t fit. I had never been looked at like that before, and it only added to the confusion swirling inside me.
The door slammed open before I could gather my thoughts, and a large man burst into the room. His presence filled the space, a towering figure with an intensity that made my breath catch. He moved toward me with a speed that left me no time to react, launching himself at me with a force that made me tremble in fear.
I flinched, closing my eyes, waiting for the inevitable pain. But it didn’t come. Instead, I felt his arms wrap around me, pulling me close, his body warm against mine. He held me like I was something precious, something to be protected. His breath was soft against my hair as he cooed words I couldn’t understand, his hands gentle as they stroked my back.
The first thing that hit me was his scent. It was mouthwatering and earthy. Like wet soil and rain.
My entire body tingled like I was set on fire, Not the kind of God Flame that we knew but the type that activated all your senses. I felt every single shock in the entirety of my core. My parched and dry lips parted in shock as I let out a breathy gasp.
The warmth of his embrace was unlike anything I had ever known. It wasn’t the searing heat of the poker iron my father used to brand me with, but a soothing, intoxicating warmth that seeped into my very bones. I wanted to push him away, to fight the feelings of comfort he stirred in me, but my body betrayed me, leaning into him, desperate for the safety he offered.
"I'm so sorry" he whispered, his deep and authoritative voice quaking with his intention."You endured so much because of me".
Because of him..
Who was he?
i didnt know any of these people. I was quite sure I had gone to heaven. There was no way I was feeling and experiencing this on earth. A sigh of relief escaped from my lips. Finally, I had successfully left that world behind. Heaven was even much better than I thought.
But then I heard it. An earthly name, spoken in reverence and fear by the woman who had watched the scene unfold.
“Alpha King, Please be careful with her.”
My blood ran cold, and terror gripped me like a vice. The Alpha King—the name was enough to send me spiraling into a panic. I had heard stories of him, tales whispered in the dark, of a monster who ruled with an iron fist. My mind couldn’t reconcile the man holding me with the image of the tyrant I had feared all my life.
My father's role model.
A horrified scream tore from my throat, raw and filled with every ounce of terror I felt. The sound echoed off the walls, bouncing back at me, amplifying my fear until it was all I could hear. The man holding me stiffened, his grip tightening as though he could hold my fear at bay through sheer will.
But nothing could stop the terror that coursed through me. Not even the warmth of his embrace could silence the horror that had taken root in my heart. I was trapped, caught between the comfort of his touch and the paralyzing fear of who he was. And I didn’t know which was worse.
Xeros Romanov The kiss wasn’t gentle—it was a collision. Teeth clashed, mouths parted, breath stolen. I didn’t coax her in; I dragged her, pulling her into me like I’d been starving and she was the only thing that could keep me alive.And she met me there.Her fingers dug into my shoulders, pulling me closer with a force that left no space between us. She kissed me back with the same fever burning in her skin, every rough pull of my mouth answered by hers.Cold water surged around us, sloshing against porcelain, but it was nothing. The faint clink of ice vanished beneath the rush of our breathing—harsh, tangled, greedy.My hand found the back of her neck, holding her to me, deepening the kiss until she shivered. I didn’t know if it was the cold or the hunger. Either way, it undid me.When I tore my mouth from hers, it was only to breathe her in. Her lips were swollen, eyes dark and wide. My thumb traced her jaw, slow, claiming.“Tell me to stop,” I rasped, the words breaking low from
Xeros RomanovI had driven the knife in myself.The words still rang in my skull like a curse I couldn’t undo—"You can’t handle it". I had spent the last hour telling myself it was mercy. Telling myself it was restraint.But as I sat hunched at my desk, fists pressed into my temples, the truth gnawed at me—I’d said it because I was afraid. Afraid that if I touched her while the heat was crawling like wildfire through my veins, I wouldn’t stop. That I would take and take everything until there was nothing left of her but my scent and my ruin.The shame burned deeper than the hunger.My chest was tight, every muscle wound taut as the heat pressed against my control, whispering for me to go to her. To find her. To claim her until I forgot the years of cold, empty silence that had been my life before her.I couldn’t do this anymore. The door burst open, cutting right through my thoughts and a stupid part of me desperately hoped it was her.It wasn’t.Rory stood there, panting, panic i
Cassiopeia Nyx"You can’t handle it."My heart constricted painfully in my chest as I leaned against the wooden door of his office. I wanted to run back into the room and implore him to tell me he didn't mean what he said, but the way he enunciated it, without hesitation… it made me believe that he really meant it.I had assumed that he didn't care that I wasn't strong enough, that his love for me had absolved me from all guilt, but now I see that wasn’t the case. It took a lot for him to slip up and show his true feelings.I thought I knew pain. I thought I had endured everything that could be thrown at me. But this? This felt different.It wasn’t physical, like the scars that marred my skin. It wasn’t something I could fight with persistence or defiance. It was deeper, more personal—a wound to the very core of who I was.I could handle him.But he didn’t believe that.Fuck. Even I didn't believe it. I was trying so hard to be strong, and his support made everything feel easier, but
Xeros RomanovThe moment she nestled into my arms, everything unraveled. The heat of her body, the soft tremble of her fingers as they wrapped around my torso, the scent of her filling my senses—it all became too much. Cassiopeia. My mate.My queen.Immediately, I recognized Nox's desire. I tried to run away, to put some distance between us, but it was futile. She was a force I couldn’t resist, pulling me in, tearing apart every shred of resolve I had left. And now, she was here, standing in front of me, despite me telling her to stay away... looking up with those eyes—filled with longing, trust, and something else… something dangerous.Desire.I could feel the heat radiating off her, searing my skin as if it were my own. My wolf, the primal force within me, roared in approval, clawing at the edges of my mind, desperate to claim what was ours. To mark her, to bind her to me in every way.But I couldn’t.The images flashed through my mind, unbidden and relentless—the scars that marred h
Cassiopeia NyxSomething was wrong.Not with Xeros—but with me.An unusual burning sensation spread through my entire body, starting from my lower abdomen. It was beyond what words could describe. It spread like a raging prairie fire, doubling in intensity with every wave of the wind and every second I remained still, threatening to swallow me whole. I could barely think straight as I watched the elders file out of the meeting hall, still whispering amongst themselves about Xeros's sudden and urgent disappearance.At the thought of him, my body began to ache even more. Hera growled ferociously from her position at the back of my mind. It was more feral than anything she had ever expressed to me, even when she tried to take over my body. The more she growled and pushed at me, the more the pain increased.My knees shook as I pushed myself up from the seat, beads of perspiration trickling down my chest and stomach.Where was Xeros?A groan tumbled from my lips as I forced myself to my fe
Cassiopeia Nyx"Who could be so daring to attempt an attack on the king's private quarters" Elder Yousef asked, his dark face marred with worry lines, Whispers floated all through the large space of the meeting room. They looked apprehensive, this was the first time someone had brazenly attempted an attack on the king's private quarters.Xeros and i remained quiet as we watched them mull over the information we just shared, there was nothing more to say, Xeros was unconcerned but i seemed to drift towards the worried questions the elders seemed to throw at one another.Who could it be? What made them so fearless? Could it be an uprising?The more they spoke the more my anxiety levels spiked. Xeros's grip around my wrist was firm and comforting but he was distracted, his calloused thumb circled around the soft skin of my wrist. I didn't know what exactly had consumed his thoughts. His eyes were focused on me but they were dazed."Xeros" i whispered, shifting in my seat beside him. He b