Roisin
Kai looked at me strangely, as if something about my presence itched at the edges of his mind. Then, with that same snake-smooth charm he always wore in public, he crouched slightly and offered his hand.
“Are you okay, little one?” He asked with that falsely gentle voice that made my stomach churn. “What are you doing out here so early?”
I flinched at his touch but forced myself not to shrink away. I couldn't afford to seem suspicious. He studied my face with far too much scrutiny, his eyes narrowing as something slowly clicked into place behind them.
His gaze darkened.
“Roisin…?” He breathed—hesitant, uncertain, but horrified realization dawning quickly.
My heart skipped. There was no time.
I yanked my hand from his grip with every ounce of strength my small body could summon and darted past him, bursting into the forest like a bullet fired from a gun.
Branches tore at my arms and legs, thorns slashed through my dress and grazed my skin. I stumbled, fell, picked myself back up and ran harder. The pain didn’t matter. I didn’t feel it. The only thing I could feel was the scream building inside me—silent and guttural, echoing in my bones:
Run. Run. Run.
Everything blurred around me—trees, shadows, the light breaking through the canopy. My vision swam with tears, but I didn’t stop. I couldn’t stop. Kai had seen me. He knew. And if he caught me, I wouldn’t live long enough to see another sunrise.
Just keep running. Don’t think. Don’t stop.
By the time I reached the Pack’s border, the guards were already in position—diligent, sharp-eyed, unmoving. The perimeter was sealed. No adult could’ve passed through unnoticed.
But I wasn’t an adult anymore.
I was small. Quick. Invisible if I needed to be. I used my size, my instincts, and the simple brilliance of a child’s mind to my advantage. I tossed a stone deep into the woods to create a diversion—just enough for the guards to look the other way.
And I ran.
I slipped through the underbrush like a whisper, ducked beneath tangled roots and dove between tree trunks until the howling in my lungs became unbearable. I didn’t stop until I was far from everything I had ever known. When I could no longer see the border, my legs gave out beneath me.
I collapsed onto the forest floor, chest heaving, my throat so dry it felt like sandpaper. Every breath scratched and burned its way out of me. My coughs came hard and fast, tearing through my ribs like shrapnel.
“You’ve done very well, Roisin,” Jaeni said softly in my mind, her presence like a warm breeze against my frantic thoughts. “But now, you must rest. You’ll need your strength for the journey ahead.”
I didn’t have the energy to answer. She was right. I was beyond spent—my limbs heavy, my heartbeat echoing in my ears like a war drum.
The sky was turning gold now, the first full rays of sunlight painting the horizon. Morning had arrived.
I spotted a patch of grass under a tree—soft, hidden, a temporary refuge. I crawled to it and curled up, my limbs folding into themselves like a child in the womb.
Sleep took me the moment my head hit the earth.
But peace did not follow.
My dreams were fractured, flashing images that made no sense—blurry shadows, whispers I couldn’t understand, voices I didn’t recognize. Flashes of Aspen’s blood. Her eyes. Her scream. Kai’s knife. My hands chained again.
Then—
A soft tap.
I jolted upright, breath caught in my throat. My eyes flew open, blinking against the light that filtered through the canopy above. For a heartbeat, I didn’t remember where I was or why I felt like crying.
Then I looked up.
A woman stood above me, gentle and radiant like sunlight wrapped in skin. Her smile was warm in a way I hadn’t seen in years. The kind of smile a mother might give—if I’d ever had one. Her eyes crinkled with kindness and concern.
“What are you doing out here, sweetie?” she asked softly. “Did you lose your way home?”
I flinched as the strange woman smiled down at me, unbothered by my reaction.
“It’s okay, sweetheart. I mean no harm,” she said warmly. “You looked like you needed help.” She crouched and handed me a water bottle. I snatched it and drank so fast I nearly choked.
She laughed. “You’re adorable. And your eyes are so mesmerizing.”
I stiffened. Back home, people called me a freak for those same eyes. Only Aspen ever looked at me without judgment. The reminder stung, but I forced a smile.
“Thank you,” I muttered.
She asked if I was lost. I nodded. When she offered to take me to her companions—one of them a skilled tracker—I agreed. It was safer than wandering alone. And if I played this right, they might help me cross into another Pack unnoticed.
“You want me to carry you?”
“No, I’m okay. But thank you.”
She smiled, praising my independence as we walked. Soon, we reached her group—burly men who looked rough but kept up friendly appearances. Still, something felt…off.
“Did you find another one?” One asked, and I tensed. Another one?
The woman laughed it off. “No herbs this time. But I found this little angel scared and alone.”
The others exchanged glances. Something about the way they moved, how they watched her, was wrong. But I kept my head down. If they could get me out of Moonstone territory, I could tolerate the weird vibes.
As we walked, drowsiness crept in like a fog. I’d just slept, but my limbs felt heavy, my head cloudy.
“Jaeni, what’s happening?” I asked mentally.
“You were drugged,” she replied like an exasperated mother. “The water. It was laced with a sedative. You’re resistant, thank the goddess, or you’d be unconscious by now.”
What?! My mind raced. Jaeni was right—their dynamic was all wrong. I remembered a conversation from a week ago: Uncle Mason warning us about rising child trafficking cases, kids disappearing from Packs, never seen again. And now here I was, the newest victim.
But not for long.
“Miss, can we stop? I really have to pee,” I requested sweetly. She tried to dismiss me but gave in with a sigh and dragged me into the bushes. I crouched behind a shrub while she stared at me like a hawk.
“I’m gonna potty too… Could you get water?” I whined.
Her fake smile cracked, just a flicker, but I saw it. “Wait here. Don’t move an inch,” she snapped before walking off.
The moment she was far enough, I pulled up my panties and ran—ran like hell, legs burning, vision swimming.
I dove into a patch of tall grass and held my breath, listening. Silence.
“You lost them,” Jaeni confirmed. I exhaled in relief.
But this wasn’t over. If they worked this hard to get me, they wouldn’t stop now. I had to keep moving, even through the haze.
“Where are we going?” Jaeni asked.
“Anywhere but Moonstone Pack,” I muttered.
She reminded me I couldn’t just walk into any Pack. Not as a child. Not while wanted for murder.
Kai had seen me escape. Alpha Cayn would send my description to neighboring Packs. They’d hunt me down like prey.
“So what now? Give up?” I asked.
“No,” Jaeni replied. “We go where no one will look. The Lycan Kingdom.”
I froze. Was she insane?
Going to the Lycan Kingdom was a direct death sentence. Lycans and werewolves had been at war for a thousand years. Werewolves were banned from stepping foot in Lycan territory. If caught, my kind would be executed on the spot and yet she was asking me to…
“Yes, I’m in my right senses,” she retorted. “But isn’t it better to be caught trespassing and killed there than executed here for something you didn’t do? You’re small. They’ll overlook you. Trust me, I have a good feeling about this.”
I hesitated, but she was right. She always was. And if I went down, she’d go with me.
“Fine,” I whispered. “The Lycan Kingdom it is.”
Roisin “I don’t know!” I cried, my frustration bubbling over. “But I can’t shake this connection I feel to her, to you. It’s like her memories are mine. Every time I look at these photos, I... I feel like I’ve lived them. Like I was Azmariah, but I’m not. I don’t understand it!”Visaris' gaze softened slightly, but his voice remained firm. “You are not Azmariah, Roisin. And you could NEVER be her, I say this not as an insult but a fact. The both of you are separate, distinct souls. Whatever you are experiencing, it is not because you are her. That is practically impossible. Have you checked in with a doctor? You could be experiencing delusions because you're sick.”I had never had a bigger urge to pull out my own hair than I did at that moment. Was this really his explanation? He was basically calling me crazy!“I’m not crazy or delusional, Visaris. I'm perfectly fine and I know what I saw. I know it sounds impossible, but I can’t ignore it any longer. There’s something going on, som
Roisin I sat there, staring at the photos of Azmariah and Visaris. Each one felt like a punch to the gut, not because of the love they shared, but because of how familiar it all felt to me—too familiar, really. My hands trembled as I closed the album and set it on my lap, my mind whirling with confusion, fear, and a strange sense of belonging I couldn't understand.I took a shaky breath, lifting my gaze to Visaris. He was watching me closely, his sharp green eyes piercing through the haze of my thoughts. I’d been holding this in for so long, terrified of what he might say, terrified of the truth. But I couldn't hide anymore. Not when I felt this... this undeniable connection to Azmariah that made no sense.“I don’t remember the first ten years of my life,” I blurted out, my voice shaking a bit as I revealed one of my biggest secrets. “I was in an accident when I was younger and woke up with no memories. I don't even have fragments of those memories, no flashbacks, no deja vu. Nothing
Roisin No. Me. It was as if I was inside her body, feeling everything she felt, seeing through her eyes. I watched, helpless, as Visaris pulled Azmariah into his arms, his hands gripping her waist with an urgency that sent shivers down my spine. Their lips crashed together, and I could feel it—the heat, the hunger. Every sensation flooded my body as though I was the one he was kissing.Visaris' hands moved to the small of Azmariah's back, pulling her closer, until there was no space between them. His touch was electric, sending waves of heat through me, making my skin tingle. I felt the softness of his lips, the way he dominated the kiss with a deep, possessive need, tasting her…no, tasting me like he couldn't get enough.It was overwhelming. His lips trailed down my—Azmariah’s—neck, and I felt the fire that bloomed with every kiss, every soft nip of his teeth. His hands roamed over her body, exploring her curves, and I felt the sharp intake of breath that wasn't mine. My heart poun
Roisin I frowned, my confusion only deepening as I searched Visaris' face for answers. “For my sake? How could keeping me in the dark about your true feelings possibly help me? Why won't you just tell me what's in your heart?”Visaris' expression hardened slightly, but there was a flicker of something behind his eyes—something he wasn’t ready to admit. He looked away for a moment, jaw tight, as if weighing his words carefully.“It is not that simple, Roisin,” he finally replied, his voice low and measured, but it carried a trace of frustration. “There are things you do not understand—things I cannot—”“Can’t or won’t?” I interrupted, my voice sharper than I intended. “Is it your pride that’s stopping you from coming to terms with how you truly feel?” My chest tightened, and before I could stop myself, the words began spilling out, raw and untamed. “I hate this, Visaris. I hate how you kiss me so passionately like you can't bear to live without me one moment and then the next moment y
Roisin I stood there, heart pounding, my words hanging in the air like a death sentence.His reaction was immediate. His eyes narrowed, his gaze snapped to mine with visible surprise. “Reject you?” His voice was low, almost incredulous. “Why would I do such a thing?”I squared my shoulders, trying to keep my voice steady even though I felt like I was crumbling inside. “Because that’s what you’ve wanted all along. You keep pushing me away, treating me like I don’t belong here. You act like I’m some burden rather than your mate. What other explanation is there?”Visaris' expression hardened, his voice tightening. “That’s a huge assumption to make, Roisin. You believe you understand my motives, but you do not.”“Then explain it to me!” I snapped, my frustration bubbling over. “You never tell me anything, Visaris. You just keep everything hidden behind this wall of cold indifference. I’m supposed to be your mate, but you treat me like I don’t matter! I’ve had enough of it.”“You speak as
Roisin My heart raced, fear gnawed at the edges of my thoughts. Alpha Cayn was here, in the palace. The man who wanted me dead. Every instinct screamed for me to hide, to disappear before he saw me. But I knew I could not stay in hiding forever. I could not sit around waiting for everything to collapse around me. The anxiety alone would tear me apart.Just as I tried to figure out what to do, Meimei tugged at my hand, her innocent voice breaking through my panicked thoughts."Mummy, come play with me! Please, please?" Her wide, pleading eyes looked up at me with that same adoring gaze she always had.For a moment, I hesitated. I could not refuse her. I knelt down, brushed a lock of her fiery red hair behind her ear, and forced a smile. "Of course, sweetheart. Let’s go."But even as I said it, I could not shake the knot of dread twisting in my stomach. Alpha Cayn. I could not let him see me. I could not risk it. I took one last glance at Olivine, who gave me a small nod, his face unre