Roisin
I woke up shackled to a cold, damp wall in what could only be the Pack’s dungeon. The place reeked of rot, blood, and piss—like despair had taken root in the stone itself. The walls were made of crumbling brick and mortar, rough enough to cut skin with a simple brush. Dim torchlight flickered overhead, casting shadows that danced like ghosts on the walls.
My wrists ached from the metal cuffs digging into my skin. I tugged against them, panic kicking in as the events leading up to my imprisonment clawed their way back into my memory. My throat burned as I screamed, again and again, for help. The only answer was silence—until it wasn’t.
Footsteps.
Three sets. Heavy. Purposeful.
I strained my ears, hyper-aware. My senses had always been unusually sharp, so I didn’t need to see them to know who was coming. Still, dread coiled tighter around my heart as three figures emerged from the dark corridor: the Alpha, my uncle Mason—the Pack’s Beta—and the Gamma.
“Where’s Aspen? Is she alright? Please tell me they were able to save her!” I cried, voice raw with desperation.
The Alpha and Gamma glared at me with venom in their eyes. Uncle Mason… he wouldn’t even look at me. His face was shadowed with grief so deep it made my stomach turn. My heart plummeted before I even heard the words.
“What are you talking about, you evil spawn? Aspen is dead because you murdered her! Kai witnessed everything.” The Alpha’s words struck like a whip, his tone seething with disgust.
My heart shattered. The room spun.
Dead?
No. No, no, no.
That morning she had danced around the kitchen in her pajamas, singing off-key while we made breakfast together. She’d curled my hair, helped me pick a dress for the Mating Ball. She’d hugged me and told me she loved me.
Now… she was gone?
Tears blurred my vision as my chest caved in on itself.
Kai. He killed her. He killed her and now he was pinning it on me.
I wouldn’t let him get away with it. I couldn’t.
“I didn’t do it! I swear on everything—I didn’t kill Aspen!” I screamed, the words tearing from my throat like shrapnel. “She was like a sister to me. I loved her. Kai’s the one who murdered her. I saw it happen. He knocked me out before I could tell anyone.”
Uncle Mason flinched.
The Alpha’s gaze narrowed into slits of scorn. “Kai said you’d say something like this. And as vile as your actions are, I give everyone a fair chance… even murderers.”
His voice dripped with contempt.
“Let’s pretend for a second that we do believe you,” he said coldly. “What reason would Kai have to murder Aspen? What would he gain?”
“I—I don’t know,” I stammered, trembling. “He only said she found out something she wasn’t supposed to. He… he killed her to silence her.”
The Gamma let out a harsh snort, shaking his head with a cruel smirk.
“Really? That’s your brilliant defense? That he killed the girl he loved because of some mystery secret?” He sneered. “If you’re going to lie, at least put some effort into it. Jealousy, spite, rage—those are believable. You were rejected in favor of Aspen, so you snapped and stabbed her. Kai saw it all. He said you attacked him next, and he had no choice but to knock you out.”
The hatred in their eyes was so thick it could be touched. If looks could kill, I’d have died in that cell.
“How can you just believe him over me?” I choked out. “What proof do you even have?”
The Alpha stepped forward, his expression like stone. “Proof?” He echoed. “The necklace you wore was found in Aspen’s cold, dead hand. Your fingerprints were on her skin, the knife, everything. You even left claw marks on Kai’s neck when he tried to disarm you.”
He leaned in, his voice razor-sharp.
“All the evidence points to you. You have no case. So quit the act and accept your fate with whatever scrap of dignity you have left.”
I froze. The words wouldn’t come. My mind reeled.
No… no, this can’t be happening.
“Kai—” I started.
But the Alpha cut me off, face contorted with fury.
“Kai is broken. I've never seen him in such agony. He begged for one thing: to see the girl who slaughtered the love of his life executed. So prepare yourself, Roisin Sinclair. At sunrise tomorrow, you’ll hang for your crimes before the entire Pack.”
A whimper escaped my lips as fresh tears rolled down my cheeks.
Why?
Why am I the one in chains, condemned for a murder I didn’t commit, while the true killer walks free?
If Kai could take a life so easily… if he could frame me this coldly… what’s stopping him from doing it again?
And what was this secret he was so desperate to bury?
I pressed my forehead to the cold wall and whispered, “Moon Goddess… please. Just this once. Help me.”
The three of them turned to leave, the torchlight stretching their shadows long against the stone.
“Uncle, please…” I sobbed, voice cracked and trembling. “You know me. You raised me. I’d never hurt Aspen. I’d never betray you like this.”
He paused.
But he didn’t turn around.
“I thought I knew you,” he returned quietly. “I took you in because you were the daughter of my best friend. I gave you everything—love, shelter, trust. And you repaid me with this.”
His voice shook with grief. “Was I that terrible to you, Roisin? Did I sin so greatly against you that you had to kill my only child?”
“I didn’t—”
“I’ll never forgive you,” he said, final and cruel. “I hope you burn in hell for eternity.”
And then he was gone.
I collapsed to my knees, sobs wracking my entire body. The torchlight dimmed. Silence reclaimed the dungeon.
I was alone. Abandoned. Branded a murderer.
Maybe my only real sin was being born different.
The Pack had always seen me as the freak. My hair was rich brown, but one streak blazed crimson like fire. My eyes didn’t match—one blue, the other brown. I shifted at twelve instead of fourteen. People said I talked strange. I never meant to stand out, but I did anyway. They all hated me for it.
All except Aspen. She loved me for who I was.
And now I’d been framed for her murder.
It was tragic.
Just like the rest of my cursed life.
***
I must have fallen asleep at some point. When I stirred again, a voice—urgent and familiar—called within.
“Roisin! Wake up! We have to run! Now!”
My eyes flew open. Jaeni.
“Run?” I croaked. “We’re chained to a wall, Jaeni. And there’s a guard outside. There’s no way out.”
She whined in distaste. “It’s not like you to give up. There is a way. I can’t say much because I'm under a binding vow but you’re a latent shapeshifter.”
Binding vow? Latent shape shifter?
I blinked. “What?”
“No time to explain,” she said urgently. “They’ll come soon to take us to the gallows. Just do as I say. Close your eyes. Picture your ten-year-old self. Wish yourself into that form. Hard.”
Despite the confusion swirling in my head, I did as she said. Because I trusted her. Because what else did I have left to lose?
I shut my eyes and focused. My childhood self. Smaller, lighter, back when things weren’t so dark. Back when Aspen still smiled at me every morning.
And then… I felt it.
My bones shrank. My limbs curled in. My skin tightened. The chains slipped free as my body crumpled to the ground. I caught myself just in time.
Panting, I looked down—smaller hands, smaller feet. I was ten again. Somehow, impossibly… it had worked.
I didn’t have time to question it.
The dungeon door creaked as I opened it carefully. Just outside, the guard sat slumped—fast asleep. Silently, I slipped past him and crept down the hallway. My heart thundered in my chest. At least three times, I almost got caught, but I managed to stay hidden, ducking between shadows.
And then, finally—freedom. I emerged from the Pack Prison and bolted into the trees, running faster than I ever had.
I didn’t look where I was going. I was too focused on what was behind me.
And that’s when I crashed—hard—into someone.
I stumbled back, hit the ground, and clutched my throbbing head.
Then I looked up—and my breath caught.
Kai.
Roisin “I don’t know!” I cried, my frustration bubbling over. “But I can’t shake this connection I feel to her, to you. It’s like her memories are mine. Every time I look at these photos, I... I feel like I’ve lived them. Like I was Azmariah, but I’m not. I don’t understand it!”Visaris' gaze softened slightly, but his voice remained firm. “You are not Azmariah, Roisin. And you could NEVER be her, I say this not as an insult but a fact. The both of you are separate, distinct souls. Whatever you are experiencing, it is not because you are her. That is practically impossible. Have you checked in with a doctor? You could be experiencing delusions because you're sick.”I had never had a bigger urge to pull out my own hair than I did at that moment. Was this really his explanation? He was basically calling me crazy!“I’m not crazy or delusional, Visaris. I'm perfectly fine and I know what I saw. I know it sounds impossible, but I can’t ignore it any longer. There’s something going on, som
Roisin I sat there, staring at the photos of Azmariah and Visaris. Each one felt like a punch to the gut, not because of the love they shared, but because of how familiar it all felt to me—too familiar, really. My hands trembled as I closed the album and set it on my lap, my mind whirling with confusion, fear, and a strange sense of belonging I couldn't understand.I took a shaky breath, lifting my gaze to Visaris. He was watching me closely, his sharp green eyes piercing through the haze of my thoughts. I’d been holding this in for so long, terrified of what he might say, terrified of the truth. But I couldn't hide anymore. Not when I felt this... this undeniable connection to Azmariah that made no sense.“I don’t remember the first ten years of my life,” I blurted out, my voice shaking a bit as I revealed one of my biggest secrets. “I was in an accident when I was younger and woke up with no memories. I don't even have fragments of those memories, no flashbacks, no deja vu. Nothing
Roisin No. Me. It was as if I was inside her body, feeling everything she felt, seeing through her eyes. I watched, helpless, as Visaris pulled Azmariah into his arms, his hands gripping her waist with an urgency that sent shivers down my spine. Their lips crashed together, and I could feel it—the heat, the hunger. Every sensation flooded my body as though I was the one he was kissing.Visaris' hands moved to the small of Azmariah's back, pulling her closer, until there was no space between them. His touch was electric, sending waves of heat through me, making my skin tingle. I felt the softness of his lips, the way he dominated the kiss with a deep, possessive need, tasting her…no, tasting me like he couldn't get enough.It was overwhelming. His lips trailed down my—Azmariah’s—neck, and I felt the fire that bloomed with every kiss, every soft nip of his teeth. His hands roamed over her body, exploring her curves, and I felt the sharp intake of breath that wasn't mine. My heart poun
Roisin I frowned, my confusion only deepening as I searched Visaris' face for answers. “For my sake? How could keeping me in the dark about your true feelings possibly help me? Why won't you just tell me what's in your heart?”Visaris' expression hardened slightly, but there was a flicker of something behind his eyes—something he wasn’t ready to admit. He looked away for a moment, jaw tight, as if weighing his words carefully.“It is not that simple, Roisin,” he finally replied, his voice low and measured, but it carried a trace of frustration. “There are things you do not understand—things I cannot—”“Can’t or won’t?” I interrupted, my voice sharper than I intended. “Is it your pride that’s stopping you from coming to terms with how you truly feel?” My chest tightened, and before I could stop myself, the words began spilling out, raw and untamed. “I hate this, Visaris. I hate how you kiss me so passionately like you can't bear to live without me one moment and then the next moment y
Roisin I stood there, heart pounding, my words hanging in the air like a death sentence.His reaction was immediate. His eyes narrowed, his gaze snapped to mine with visible surprise. “Reject you?” His voice was low, almost incredulous. “Why would I do such a thing?”I squared my shoulders, trying to keep my voice steady even though I felt like I was crumbling inside. “Because that’s what you’ve wanted all along. You keep pushing me away, treating me like I don’t belong here. You act like I’m some burden rather than your mate. What other explanation is there?”Visaris' expression hardened, his voice tightening. “That’s a huge assumption to make, Roisin. You believe you understand my motives, but you do not.”“Then explain it to me!” I snapped, my frustration bubbling over. “You never tell me anything, Visaris. You just keep everything hidden behind this wall of cold indifference. I’m supposed to be your mate, but you treat me like I don’t matter! I’ve had enough of it.”“You speak as
Roisin My heart raced, fear gnawed at the edges of my thoughts. Alpha Cayn was here, in the palace. The man who wanted me dead. Every instinct screamed for me to hide, to disappear before he saw me. But I knew I could not stay in hiding forever. I could not sit around waiting for everything to collapse around me. The anxiety alone would tear me apart.Just as I tried to figure out what to do, Meimei tugged at my hand, her innocent voice breaking through my panicked thoughts."Mummy, come play with me! Please, please?" Her wide, pleading eyes looked up at me with that same adoring gaze she always had.For a moment, I hesitated. I could not refuse her. I knelt down, brushed a lock of her fiery red hair behind her ear, and forced a smile. "Of course, sweetheart. Let’s go."But even as I said it, I could not shake the knot of dread twisting in my stomach. Alpha Cayn. I could not let him see me. I could not risk it. I took one last glance at Olivine, who gave me a small nod, his face unre