Chapter 49

Alaric's POV

It's been months now, no sign of her, I know she can feel me but nit being able to feel her is killing me.

My anger is out of control, I stopped sleeping in my room, it no longer smells of her.

I sleep on the couch in my office, when I cam actually fall asleep anyway.

Everything here reminds me of her, reminds me that she left, I close my eyes just to see an image of her in my memories. I'm so lost now.

After she ran from me, saying she loved me, those words resonating in my mind

'I'm never going to say goodbye to you, I can't, I love you so much Alaric, my love for you will not fade even with a distance between us. I want you to find happiness in the way you showed me that I can have it when I am with you. This isn't me saying goodbye to you, this is me saying I hope that I see you again in this lifetime or the next, but you will forever live in my heart and I will always see you in my dreams'

It's on repeat when I close my eyes, thi