I was very surprised today to be visited by Mr. X. This isn’t the sort of hospital where one gets visitors. I’m sure the general public doesn’t even know this place exists. I’ve even wondered, out of paranoia, if the outside world out there even knows I’m alive.
Mr. X came by beaming his characteristic unusual-looking smile. I found myself so happy for his company that it didn’t even creep me out like it did before. He was bubbly and effusive. He opened my curtains in the room for the first time in my memory to get sunlight for the small, tastefully-sized vase of flowers he brought me to cheer up my room. There was a small parking lot outside with ordinary-looking cars, as if this was a small hospital or nursing home anywhere in America. So, I was above ground. I made a mental note to get closer to the window as soon as I could to see what state the license plates of those cars were from.
Mr. X offered enough information, worked and woven into the one-sided conversation that he had with me that I didn’t push for more answers.
“I’m so delighted that they tell me you are recovering so well and so quickly considering all you’ve been through. Your parents are fine. I took the liberty of telling them that you are alive and well and that I represent a company for which you accepted some field work out of the country, in a place without regular communications. I also took the liberty of making arrangements with your university to preserve your position there should you wish to return to it. I did promise you that when the Dust Bowl assignment was over, that you could return to your previous life if you wanted. I keep my promises, Dr. Leighton. I have made it possible for you to do that if you wish to upon the completion of your recovery.”
“Thank you very much,” was all I managed to say.
“Don’t think of it, Dr. Leighton. Let it not be said that Mr. X doesn’t keep his promises. Never let that be said.” He dropped his smile and his voice grew serious for that last bit, about keeping promises. But then, the bubbly Mr. X was back.
The strange man made about five minutes of chit chat small talk after that and left me feeling a lot better. After the things I saw on the road to Dust Bowl and on the road trip there, and after the roughness of my first debriefing session, I had wondered about my status and about my freedom after recovery. I had decided days ago that they probably weren’t going to kill me and disappear me…probably…because they wouldn’t have gone to all the trouble of fixing me up and boarding me all this time if it were more expedient to let me die out there in the desert.
Speaking of the desert, let’s get you what you’re reading this for, more of the story of what got me here.
We soon stopped at an Interstate rest area. Liz had indeed brought a Geiger counter along. We each stepped out of the vehicle. There, in the middle of the night, parked away from a camper and some semis with snoozing truck drivers, we were checked for radiation exposure from the Black-Eyed Kid. Liz said we were fine. It was decided to just drive all the way through in shifts to Denver. The hotel stop for sleep was to be skipped.
I was exhausted and it was my turn to sleep in the back. Liz drove. Rachelle was awake. I dozed off listening to Mont telling Rachelle the story of how he’d come to believe there was more to our world than the simple and ordinary. Apparently, according to Liz, as part of team building, we were allowed to discuss missions we’d been on before for Control, as long as we didn’t mention anything that was above field agent clearance. We all had field agent clearance except for Liz, who was above.
Mont had had a military background before becoming a cop. As I listened there in the back of the Expedition, drifting off to sleep, I found out about another legend that, like the Black-Eyed Kids, turned out to be true.
“This isn’t your typical war story,” he began. “It’s something else entirely. I’m about to tell you about the day my skepticism died and my belief in the supernatural was born.
“It was 2008, and I was 24, a young lieutenant fresh out of West Point, full of confidence and skepticism. I didn’t believe in ghosts, UFOs, or any of those campfire tales. My world was solid, defined by the hard facts of military life. We were stationed in a remote part of Kandahar, Afghanistan, tasked with searching for a missing patrol. The area was notorious for its rugged terrain and hidden dangers, but nothing could have prepared us for what we encountered.
“We’d been out there for hours, and the sun was starting to set behind the mountains. The air was thick with dust and tension. We found the remnants of a missing patrol’s gear scattered around the entrance of a cave. There were no bodies, no blood. There was just an eerie silence that made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up.
“Our squad leader, Sergeant Collins, signaled for us to move in. As we entered the cave, the darkness swallowed us whole. Our flashlights barely pierced the blackness, revealing ancient carvings on the walls that looked out of place, almost like they belonged to a different time. My heart was pounding, but I kept telling myself it was just another mission.
“Then, we heard a deep, guttural growl that echoed through the cavern. We froze. The sound wasn’t human, nor was it any animal I’d ever encountered. Before we could react, a massive figure emerged from the shadows. It stood at least 12 feet tall, with fiery red hair and six fingers on each hand. Its eyes glowed, yes literally glowed, with a malevolent intelligence.
“Panic set in. We opened fire, but our bullets seemed to do little more than irritate the beast. It moved with terrifying speed, grabbing one of my men and snapping his spine like a twig. The cave became a slaughterhouse. One by one, my squad was torn apart, and there was nothing I could do. I watched as my brothers-in-arms were reduced to lifeless heaps on the cold, rocky ground.
“Somehow, amidst the chaos, I managed to throw a grenade. The explosion stunned the giant, giving me a fleeting moment to act. I grabbed a fallen soldier’s rocket launcher and fired. The missile struck the giant in the chest, sending it crashing to the ground. It let out a final, earth-shaking roar before it lay still.
“I was the only one left standing. My body was covered in cuts and bruises, but the physical pain was nothing compared to the psychological torment. I stumbled out of the cave, gasping for air, my mind reeling from what I had just witnessed.
“The aftermath was a blur. A recovery team arrived, and the giant’s corpse was quickly secured and flown out for study. We were sworn to secrecy, threatened with dire consequences if we ever spoke of what happened. The official report blamed our squad’s deaths on a Taliban ambush, but I knew the truth. I had seen the impossible, and it shattered my understanding of reality.
“For years, I tried to bury the memory, but it haunted me. Nightmares plagued my sleep, and I couldn’t shake the feeling that there was so much more to this world than I had ever imagined. I began to read about folklore and legends, trying to make sense of what I had encountered. The skeptic in me had died in that cave, replaced by a man who knew that there were things beyond our comprehension lurking in the shadows.
“The world is a strange, mysterious place, and sometimes the line between myth and reality isn’t as clear as we’d like to think. That’s how I became open to an offer like working for Control.
"With some of my last conscious thoughts that night, I realized that giants in Kandahar were real too. Figured. I wondered what legends would turn out to not be real as I learned more and more working for Control. Was it all real?"
There were only two more folks to pick up before reaching Dust Bowl, one in Denver and one in Flagstaff, from Flagstaff, we’d leave Interstates and main roads and head out into the desert.
Before completely slipping away to sleep, I thought I heard Liz explaining that Jonie, whom we would meet in Denver, was a mage. A mage?
I had strange dreams as the Expedition rolled down the Interstate miles. I dreamed of a magician performing card tricks for an audience while wearing cargo pants that looked like Rachelle’s. There was a giant in the audience.
As I stood at the back of the Grimsby house, the place that had become more than just a home in these past few weeks, I couldn’t help but reflect on how far I’d come. It felt surreal, almost like someone else had lived the life I was now looking back on. It hadn’t been easy, nothing worth having ever is, but I had grown in ways I never could have imagined back in those first chaotic moments of my life as an agent.Back in Chapter 1 of this memoir, dear reader, I was just a professor, a man in the right place at the wrong time. I didn’t want to be part of this world of supernatural threats, this world of danger, conspiracy, and unimaginable creatures. I wanted nothing more than to live a quiet life, teaching my classes, maintaining my distance from the dark, twisted things lurking beneath the surface of our world.But life doesn’t work like that, does it?I had been thrust into this world and, slowly, reluctantly, I had adapted. The journey I had taken since then had shaped me into some
The small, humble church was filled with the familiar sounds of whispered prayers and creaking pews as the congregation settled into their seats. It was a warm Sunday morning, the sun streaming through the stained-glass windows and casting colorful patterns on the worn wooden floor. There was a sense of finality in the air, a weight that even the most seasoned parishioners seemed to sense. Today would be Elijah’s last service as the pastor of this church, and everyone knew it.I sat in the pew beside Mitch, both of us quietly waiting for Pastor Elijah to begin his sermon. The rest of Field Team 42, with the exception of X, who was still recovering from his injuries, had made it to the service, though the heavy atmosphere didn’t seem to lighten their usual demeanor. J, still new to all of this, seemed to take everything in with wide eyes, his attention shifting from the other churchgoers to the front, where Elijah stood.Elijah was standing behind the pulpit, his Bible open before him,
The cold night air seemed to sharpen as we moved into the clearing, the land stretching out around us like a canvas, ready for whatever would come next. The skinwalker, Victor, was waiting. His form loomed in the distance, a twisted shadow standing in stark contrast to the flickering light of our torches. Even from this far away, I could feel the weight of his presence, dark, oppressive, and charged with a palpable menace.I could hear my heart beating in my ears as we advanced, the ground beneath our feet soft with dew, the earth itself seeming to pull us toward something inevitable. This was it, the moment we’d all been preparing for, and I could feel it deep in my bones. No more hiding, no more running. The time for confrontation had arrived.X moved forward first, his tech weapons ready. He’d taken the lead in the past, blasting away threats with his advanced technology. But tonight, it wasn’t the Hitchhiker he was dealing with. This was something entirely different, something old
The night had fallen with an unnatural quiet. The kind of silence that wraps itself around you and makes you aware of every small sound, every creak in the floorboards, every snap of a twig outside. After the events of the day, the house seemed eerily still, but it was a stillness charged with anticipation. Mitch had returned with the blessed knife, the one adorned with the sacred white eagle feathers. The weight of what was to come pressed down on all of us, and we knew that the time for waiting was over.The house felt heavy with unspoken thoughts, but we couldn't linger in that silence for long. It was time to act.X had been poring over his equipment, his eyes darting over maps and old notes, looking for any clue about where Victor might be. The rest of us sat in the parlor, trying to make sense of everything we’d learned. Mitch, who’d been deeply affected by his spirit journey, sat silently, the weight of the blessed knife resting in his lap. It was clear that this had all become
I have to thank Mitch for being yet another guest writer in this journal. I don’t think you’d have a complete picture of things, dear reader, if he hadn’t recounted his Spirit Journey and if X hadn’t written earlier about his escape from Phoenix and his last encounter with Mr. Y.Mitch might have returned to the physical world, but his journey was obviously weighing on his mind, and I could see the weight of everything Mitch had learned in the somber way he carried himself. The truth about Victor and the way the darkness had taken hold of him, it weighed on all of us, and yet, there was no time for grief. We had to act. And for now, we needed to keep moving forward.The next step in the process brought us to the Dust Bowl Native American Cultural Center. With Mitch by my side and J tagging along, we made our way through the streets of town, still layered with the dust of the land, but now with a sense of urgency. J hadn’t spent much time out of the Grimbsy house, and his life before ha
Grandfather and I stood in the living room of Victor's house, though the house around us had changed. The furnishings were different, and the air seemed heavier now. It felt like a dream, or perhaps a vision, something intangible, fading with every passing second. This was it, the end of my spirit journey, the final step in this chapter of my path. My grandfather had guided me this far, but I knew, deep down, that he was about to leave me for good.His old eyes, full of wisdom and age, turned toward me, and I could feel the weight of everything he wanted to say, everything he knew he had to pass on.“Mitch,” he began, his voice soft but firm, as if carrying the weight of his entire lifetime. “This is the time. My visit was allowed only this once. The spirits, the ancestors, they knew you needed this final lesson, this final understanding. After this, it will be up to you.”I felt a lump in my throat, my heart heavy with emotion. I had so many questions, so many things I needed answers