로그인“Come on, Belladonna. If I have to be awake, so do you.” I shoved gently at the great furry mass hogging my blankets. Bella cracked open one amber eye, huffed a hot breath that smelled faintly of venison scraps, and sprawled wider across the bed. Her thick coat was warm under my hand, her ribs rising and falling in a soft rhythm.
“Lazy beast,” I whispered, though affection softened my voice. She was more like a wolf than a hound with her size and colors. Brown and grey like the wolves out in the woods, yet she was larger than any I have ever encountered. Somehow Father had let me keep her. He wanted to toss her out when he found her in my room. I was so lonely and wanted a pet for company. I found her with an injured paw but she protected me from would be kidnappers that night my father discovered her. Or so he thought. I was able to protect myself just fine as I was secretly trained to do. But it worked out I still hadn't gotten rid of her. I lied and said she protected me, when I was really protecting her. So I used that instant to prove my case to keep her for protection. And it worked.
“Nera! We need to get you dressed!” Hana’s voice carried through the oak door, clipped with impatience.
I sighed and pushed to my feet. My reflection in the polished metal mirror showed wild hair and a sleep-creased face. Not exactly ready for whatever “important company” awaited. Bella rumbled a deep, amused growl as I left her to my warm side of the bed.
The dressing room smelled faintly of lavender and hot wax from the candle flickering on the table. Hana stood ready, her sleeves rolled up, a brush clutched like a weapon in one hand. Across the chair lay a gown the color of midnight skies, trimmed in gold thread that caught the light like fire. Not house colors at all.
“So…? What’s going on?” I asked, eyeing the dress with suspicion.
“An important guest has requested an audience with your father and everyone of importance that is currently staying in the estate, including you.” Hana said, her grin sharp with excitement.
“So why am I to be dressed in blue? And not my family’s colors?” I loved the dress but father will be angry if I show up in anything but green and brown. A disrespectful act in his mind.
“You're not truly part of house Ver—” Hana shut her mouth really quickly before she could finish what she said. But I heard enough to question her meaning.
“What? What do you mean by that?” I asked.
“Sorry, Nera I missed spoke. I meant to say is that they are marrying you off. So really, you won’t be a part of this family much longer. Why not stand out. And put on a beautiful dress. I think this dress will look amazing on you.” Hana said sweetly. It made sense. Everyone will be in the house they belong to. No house has the color blue, So I wouldn’t be showing favoritism. Also not being in house colors while everyone else was would make me stand out. Then I remember we had a special guest that she was rushing me to go see. So who was it?
I narrowed my eyes. “Which one of my dreadful suitors is it this time?” Sometimes one of them will request an audience to showcase some sort of skill or gift to “win my affections.” They never worked, I would not be bought by silly gifts that don’t have any personal value or meaning.
She smacked my arm with the brush. “Mind your tongue! Some of them will be present, true, but no, this is someone else entirely.” She lowered her voice to a whisper, the candle’s flame flickered as if it too was listening in on a secret. “It’s an old friend of your father’s. He brings news….” Hana pauses, taking a steading breath before continuing, “about the dark plague.” The words landed heavy in the quiet room.
For just over five years, the dark plague has crept like fog across the southern lands. I’d heard the stories whispered in the kitchens. Villagers collapsing with black veins spreading like roots beneath their skin. Wolves turning rabid and twisted. Children vanishing into the woods and returning as something unrecognizable. Scholars poured over ancient tomes, mages burned themselves out casting wards, but nothing had stopped it. The air itself seemed tainted where it spread.
It was devouring the south and creeping ever northward. If it reached us, if it reached the forests I loved, nothing would survive. The thought of that broke my heart. Dread filled my body like always at the thought of the plague. Somehow, the thought of an important guest, who wants everyone who is important in attendance. A spark of hope lit inside my chest. Maybe this guest brought news of a cure. Maybe the plague was ending. Maybe then Father would delay my marriage, loosen his grip, even let me—I smothered the rest of my racing thoughts before it could take root. I couldn’t get too excited before I knew what was going on. I took a deep calming breath and made my face stay carefully blank as Hana tugged and twisted my hair into order hiding shameful scars. Hana watched me in the mirror. She looked like she was trying to suppress a smile. She knew me too well.
“Well,” she said at last, stepping back admiring the work she did. She always knew the right colors and style that would make me shine like a rare gem. That's what she always told me when I would fight her on getting dressed for events. You are a rare and beautiful gem. All will love to look at you. I never felt that way. “Well that was the easiest time I’ve ever had getting you ready. Not that I am complaining, but are you okay”
The gown’s fabric was cool against my skin, the weight of gold trim pressing at my shoulders. I felt like a bird with her wings bound. Still, I stood tall. “I don’t want to keep Father and his important guest waiting.” I said, my voice flat, though excitement clawed beneath my ribs.
“Mm-hm,” Hana hummed, amusement dancing in her eyes. “Whatever you say, dear.”
Together we stepped into the dim corridor, footsteps echoing on stone. My heart beats faster with every one. Not for suitors this time. Not for courtly games. But for news that could change everything.
We reached the clearing where Zephyrous and Evalandra were already waiting. Zeph wore his usual cool, unreadable mask; Evalandra waved excitedly at our approach,“You got it done faster than I thought,” Evalandra said, grinning. “How did the fight go with The Yale? You don't look injured?” Ev looked me up and down.“I guess I’m good,” I said, letting a little pride warm my chest. “She didn’t actually fight it.” Carlin said, bursting my false pride.“You actually didn’t fight one?” Zeph asked bluntly.“I didn’t. I took it while it slept,” I said
I slipped into the clearing, basket slung at my side, and began gathering tusoshary. I wasn’t sure whether to hunt down a Yale beast or search for the elusive crawling stammerwort. My decision would have to wait—first, I needed river pokeroot. The sound of rustling snapped me into the shadows, heart hammering. I knew there would be other creatures out here, but these woods were unfamiliar to me.A bark broke the silence.“Bella?”“Woof!” She tilted her head, as if asking what I was doing out here.“So this is where you’ve been running off to, girl?”“Woof!” She barked again, pleased.“Alright, but you need to be quiet. I’m hunting a Yale beast and searching for plants. Hopefully Uncle Garret won’t mind you tagging along.”Bella gave a low, dismissive growl, as if to say she didn’t care what Garret thought—she was with me. I laughed and scratched her head.“Okay then. Hunt the beast with the big horns and lead me to it. But don’t let it notice you.”With a soft bark, Bella darted away
Time dragged like molasses these past months. Camp to camp, trail to trail—always moving with Carlin and Evalandra. Evalandra was a bard who could make the rain sound poetic. We checked on supplies, trained till my muscles ached, and kept things running. All of that was useful and important, but they hadn't allowed me into the Order's secrets yet, and that gnawed at me. Every day, I pestered Carlin to let me join early. Every day, he refused. Today, though—today was different. Today was my twentieth birthday. The rules finally shifted today, in my favor.I leaped out of bed, a surge of excitement coursing through me. My hair routine was muscle memory by now: down enough to hide the scars, pulled back enough to keep it out of my eyes. Not glamorous, but efficient. I could never make it look as good as Hana did. Today I had a new mission—to harass Carlin worse than ever before.
Saying goodbye to Ivy was harder than I wanted to admit. But there was no changing it. We each had our own missions to handle. She was strong, clever, and resourceful. She’d survive. At least, that’s what I kept telling myself.Bella padded quietly at my side as the days blurred together. I followed whispers and tracks, chasing after Sir Garret and Carlin. Even with their direction, I always seemed to be a few steps behind. Sleep became a stolen luxury—snatched in shallow bursts beneath trees or in abandoned barns.The woods weren’t safe. The city was worse. Every time I stepped into a street, suspicion prickled over my skin. Eyes lingered too long. Who knew how many Remier had bought? Shadows felt sharper here, less like cover and more like traps. I didn’t belong among them, not hidden in alleyways with my hood pulled low.Nearly a week passed before I finally stumbled into the outskirts of the seeker camp. My knees weakened at the sight of their banners, relief flooding through me s
Ivy let me sleep far longer than I meant to, but she was right—I needed it. My body felt heavier, my chest hollow, and the guilt had not lessened. Ivy didn’t look tired at all. She only looked worried.“Has anyone come out of the woods?” I asked gently.“No.” Her voice was clipped, trailing into silence.“Not even—” I started, but she cut me off.“No.”She didn’t look at me, which was merciful, because I flinched. The pain in her tone was worse than anything I could have imagined.“Maybe he had to go another way,” I said quickly, desperate to keep the fragile thread of hope alive—for her sake, for mine.“Maybe.”Her face was unreadable, but her shoulders sagged, and guilt hit me hard. If her husband was gone, was it because of me?“I’m sorry,” I whispered.“Don’t be.” She still didn’t meet my eyes, just kept staring out the window, as if the forest itself might deliver him back.“Is there anything I can do?” I asked, my voice small.“Yes.” Her gaze finally left the glass. “Take watch
Nothing, no answer. My fists pounded harder, frantic. I kept knocking and pounding at the door for a few minutes. Each time I was louder than the last. Panic and fear for my best friend gripped me. I was about to kick down the door. “Open the godsdamn door!” I pleaded to whatever god or goddess who would listen.Finally, the door flew open, and someone aimed a bow at my face. A mop of black hair blew all over the place like it was alive.“Fuck, Nera—” Ivy gasped, lowering the weapon, her blue eyes wide with shock. “What are you doing here?”“I’m sorry—there’s no time. We have to leave now!” Bella growled low at my side, her body taut, sensing danger creeping closer.Ivy’s voice shook. “What is going on?” She seemed to look me all over. Her face grew more concerned with every inch she took in of